Chapter 2
Blaine was looking at Sebastian. "I don't know…" Blaine said. "Come in anyway… not like that…" Sebastian said realising what he made it sound like. "I'm not gonna force you… or push you to. If you love him I'm not gonna make you do anything." Sebastian said as they sat down on the sofa. "Thank you… Sebastian I wanted you to know that everyone I know has tried to tell me what you have and I only… understood…" Blaine couldn't get the words out. "When I told you…?" Sebastian tried to help. "Yeah…" Blaine smiled. Sebastian lifted his hand to stroke the cut across Blaine's face. Blaine flinched but let Sebastian after a few seconds. "Glad I could help…" Sebastian said after a moment. "So what do you do for work?" Blaine smiled. He placed a hand on Sebastian's knee. Sebastian took notice but didn't make it obvious. "Um… I'm a lawyer. How 'bout you?" Sebastian trailed his hand down to Blaine's lap. "Um… I'm a guitar player for a few bands. I used to be with P!NK but I'm a bit of a free-lance right now." Blaine was comfortable with Sebastian. He didn't even know him, but he was more comfortable here, in Cali miles away from his fiancé, with an almost complete stranger. This didn't make sense to him but here he was, pretty much a kiss away from sleeping with Sebastian. "That sounds awesome! You're lucky Blaine, I wish I'd stuck with the whole performing thing." Sebastian laughed. "So what about Kurt? Or does he just let you do all the work?" Sebastian snarked. Blaine smiled. "No… he's been on Broadway a few times. And he does a singing waiter thing. I'm not really sure anymore…" Blaine dropped his head to his lap. Sebastian noticed his sadness. He rubbed Blaine's leg. "He should talk to you more. But come on, we're here about you right?" Sebastian forced a smile trying to make Blaine feel better. "Yeah. D'you know he took my phone from me last night while I was talking to Sam, just so he could fuck me? Don't worry, he told Sam as he hung up…" Blaine snarked. Sebastian looked at Blaine sympathetically. "You live with that? I couldn't imagine what that was like… I won't let him do that again… not to you…" Sebastian moved closer to half hug Blaine. His other arm still on Blaine's lap. Blaine hugged his arms around Sebastian's middle and hugged into his chest. "I can't remember the last time someone hugged me like this…" Sebastian said quietly. Blaine looked up at him and smiled sadly. "Me either…" Blaine hugged him tighter. Sebastian let his arm drop to Blaine's lower back. Blaine pulled away, not because of Sebastian's movement, but Sebastian didn't know that. "Sorry…" Sebastian said. Blaine dropped one side of his head questioning Sebastian. "For what?" Blaine asked. Sebastian looked more confused. "For… you know… dropping my arm a bit…" Sebastian shrugged awkwardly. Blaine smiled at Sebastian in amusement. "I didn't even notice" He sneered. Sebastian smiled back. "Oh good." Sebastian played with his shirt. "You're looking really good." Blaine said shocked. "How do guys manage to keep slim but muscular?" Blaine asked. Sebastian smiled. He was glad Blaine was still attracted to him. "Uh… maybe like every human being. Going to the gym." Sebastian laughed. Blaine did a frowny smile. "I probably should have guessed that." Blaine laughed. "Yeah you should have done." Sebastian patted Blaine on the arm. He didn't mean for it to hurt but it was just what guys do. "Oh sorry, I got carried away." Sebastian started. "No, Sebastian… I'm not a piece of glass I can take it in some places. Plus Kurt uses the other arm to… you know…" Blaine dropped his head remembering his situation. "So tell me more about the Niff relationship." Blaine smiled. "Well, Nick finally gave up and kissed Jeff. Jeff seemed more shocked that the rest of us, because Nick was always like 'I'm not gay Jeff so give it up' and then on Valentine 's Day… let's just say it was a little boy on boy action." Sebastian laughed. "That was the first 'back to Dalton' reunion ever so seeing that was like the best outcome at such a stupid night. Don't know why they decided Valentine's Day as the best day for an all boys' school to meet up but it had a good finale so I wasn't too bad about missing the best hook up time." Sebastian laughed. "So how long have they been going at it?" Blaine laughed. "Um… I think they asked me to their wedding, but about seven years." Sebastian smiled. "Wow. I've missed a lot… what else has happened?" Blaine smiled. He pulled his knees into his arms. "Uh… let me think… oh yeah! Trent finally came out. That was one of the most obvious things ever but he just wouldn't admit." Sebastian sighed. "Good for him. Is he seeing anyone?" Blaine asked. "Um… I think straight guys avoid him he's so gay and gay and bi guys come running." Sebastian laughed. "Yeah he's dating a guy called... Ben? Dan? I can't remember." Sebastian sighed. "You've changed a lot… you're more mature and less… judgmental? I wasn't really sure how to judge you." Blaine smiled. "You haven't. You're still little loyal Blaine Anderson. Cute as ever, but sadly you're less innocent." Sebastian smiled sadly. "Sometimes I wish I cheated with you… I would've lost my virginity with a good guy…" Blaine sighed. "You did lose it with a good guy… he just didn't stay that way. I would have made you cheat if I had seen the real Kurt…" Sebastian placed his hand on Blaine's knee. Blaine leant forward and kissed Sebastian's hand. "Come closer… please…" Blaine looked over his knee at Sebastian. Sebastian stared back and sat closer to him. Their bodies were touching, they could feel each other's heat. "Of course…" Sebastian mumbled. Sebastian leant in slowly, allowing Blaine to object. When Blaine leant closer too, he just kissed him. The kiss was slow and passionate. Sebastian reached a hand through Blaine's hair. Blaine quickly dropped his knees and sat kneeling over Sebastian's crotch. Sebastian broke the kiss. "Blaine, you don't have to do this… I won't push you…" Blaine sat into Sebastian. They both relaxed a bit as Blaine contemplated his feelings. "I don't know…" Blaine said. "About me or Kurt…?" Sebastian asked. "Either of you… I can't say that I love you because… it's too soon. But I proposed to Kurt. I must love him don't I?" Blaine asked. He was so conflicted. Kurt treated him like shit. But Sebastian was, in everyone's mind, a sleaze ball. "Don't do it then…" Sebastian forced a smile. He felt sympathetic for Blaine. He gave everything he could until he was left with nothing but all he gets in return is pain. He tried so hard to love Kurt everyone could see that, he wanted to be loved back, it wasn't too much to ask. But he still managed to find some way to trust people. Sebastian knew if he was treated like that he would retaliate and get out of there. But Blaine just couldn't. "But I want to…" Blaine rolled his hand through Sebastian's hair. "Me too… but it's your choice. Just think it through. If you do this you're cheating on Kurt. But you'll find a way to get out of there with that in your mind. But without it you could regret everything. Just consider it might who you're doing this for. Please…" Sebastian dropped his head against Blaine's. Blaine thought about it. He wanted Sebastian. There was no better way to put that that was simply how he felt. But he loved Kurt, no matter if Kurt did back or not. Or whether he hit him or not. He just loved Kurt. But Sebastian was just so… great. "I want you…" Blaine whimpered. "I want you too but, that's not what matters." Sebastian said sadly. "Can we get in bed? Just in bed… nothing else if you're not comfortable… I just can't go home… not after that argument… he'd flip out. Oh shit I slammed the door and everything." Blaine pretty much started hyperventilating as he went through all of his 'mistakes' in the argument. It would sound like a normal reaction in an argument to anyone who didn't know Blaine's situation. But in Blaine's eyes, if he went back Kurt would beat him to an inch of his life. "Blaine, Blaine… shh… I won't let him…" Sebastian stroked down Blaine's sides. Only then did he realise something wasn't right. "Take off your shirt…"