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Chapter 2
"I'm sorry Yuki. I did not know how much you disliked me. I must have been a fool right? All those times I told you that I love you, you would just ignore me. You…hated it right? I'm sorry for forcing my love on you, when all you ever wanted was just a…a person to have sex with. I'm sorry for even thinking that you ever loved me. But…why? Why must you do this to me?" Shuichi thought while sobbing. He was heartbroken; tears were falling down his cheeks uncontrollably down his little beautiful face. To make matters worse, his head was throbbing and he felt like it would explode in two soon. It hurt….alot. Both emotionally and physically.
After that, he fainted, falling down from their bench, without any resistance.
(5.00 Early Next Morning. Or that morning.)
Yuki did not sleep a wink last night; all he thought about was Shuichi, his young lover. He worried for him. Once he closed his eyes, he would see Shuichi crying. He blamed himself continuously. All of a sudden, it struck him on where Shuichi was – the bench! He went out of the house immediately.
Meanwhile, Ryuichi Sakuma was on his way to N-G productions. He was walking along the normal usual pavement with Kumagurou when he saw a familiar back of a person. " Shuichi? Is that you?" Ryuichi asked hesistantly. When there was no answer, Ryuichi hurried forward. Though nobody knows of it, Ryuichi have been crushing on Shuichi for more than 8 months now. Ryuichi loves Shuichi; He only did not chase after him because of Yuki. "SHUICHI! Are you okay? Wake up! " Ryuichi shook Shuichi impatiently, worriedly. Shuichi was shook awake, murmuring "What are you doing here?" Ryuichi, relieved that Shuichi is awake, replied," What happened to you? What are you doing on the floor in a public place in the early morning? Where is Yuki?" At the mere mention of Yuki's name, Shuichi burst into tears. Yuki dislikes me….That was all that is going through Shuichi's head.
Shuichi suddenly flung forward and put his lips onto his idols's, while he murmured softly and unknowingly, "Yuki….."
Sakuma Ryuichi's POV
I was so worried when I saw Shuichi lying on the floor motionless. Even when I shook him so ….hard, he took a while to wake up. Before he awoke, thoughts went through my mind, I regretted immediately that I did not chase him when I had the chance to. I thought he was….dead. When he awoke, I was so relieved…so happy. I never felt more happy in my life. All of a sudden, Shuichi kissed me. I felt like I could die of happiness, when he murmured Yuki's…..name. I did not know whether to continue being happy that my crush was kissing me or to be disappointed because….it was not me Shuichi wanted to kiss. However, before I could think further, I felt warmth; actually it was too hot to be just warmth. It was coming from Shuichi, like he was running a horribly high fever. I broke the kiss and placed my hand on his forehead. He was burning hot. He closed his eyes, as if waiting for me to kiss him back….my heart ached.
Unfortunately, or rather sadly, Yuki was watching them, all this while. They did not notice him. He saw them….share their first kiss.
Yuki's POV
I ran there. I never thought there would be a day where I would be so worried about a stupid brat like him. Why? What got into me? When I first saw him, I was so relieved and happy that I did not even question Ryuichi's presence. I was going to go hug shuichi and tell him that I am sorry. However, before I could do that, Shuichi went up to Ryuichi and kissed him, kissed him as if he was his lifeline. It hurt. Shuichi's need for Ryuichi was shown so clearly. I felt like going up to them and bashing Ryuichi up for not breaking the kiss. After all, Shuichi is mine. Mine alone, right? Maybe, after all, Shuichi told me before about how wonderful, how awesome Ryuichi is right? So, maybe to Shuichi, being able to kiss Ryuichi, his idol is a lifetime blessing?
Yuki thought he felt a tear coming out of his eye. But he will never cry for anyone right, let alone Shuichi. Yuki walked away silently, back to that once-again-noiseless apartment of his.
"Shuichi, it's me, I'm here. You are running a very high fever. I need to get you to the hospital." Ryuichi said, suddenly turning very serious. Shuichi opened his eyes in shock. After a while, he nodded silently and Ryuichi dragged him to the hospital as if Shuichi was a toy. He was……..lifeless
Shuichi's POV
I should have known. When I first opened my eyes, and saw Ryuichi, my idol. But I was not in the least excited or happy to see him. I desperately wanted Yuki. All along, I thought I had been kissing Yuki. I thought I saw him wake me up……I thought that he had come for me, to come apologize. I did not have the slightest idea that Ryuichi was there. But, I should have known right? Yuki would never come for me, let alone the idea of him apologizing………even though I love him so much…………..
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