I blame you Snape…
I blame the way your eyes get dark and liquidy when your serious. I blame the way you hid your smile from the world but when you did I felt like the world was my own.
I blame the fact that you were so smart and oh so dumb to follow what you knew was wrong.
I blame you for making me love you
I blame Lily for you not loving me.
I blame James for marrying Lily taking away your chance of happiness that I couldn't bring to you no matter how hard I tried.
But most of all I blame me for not being able to tell you any of this when there was still a chance of us being together…