Simon Smith you will be sentenced to 5 years in prison, and be registered as a sex offender.

the Police officers escort him out while he screams "I will marry the the girl. She is carrying my baby"

the judge looks over to Helga "hun are you pregnant by this rapist?"

Helga shakes her head "Nope, I had my period, luckily when he raped me I was on the pill"

Simon screams "rot in hell slut"

A few months later. Helga and Mariam return to their hometown

junior year is about to begin, it's been 6 months since the rape.

Helga enrolls in the high school where her old friends would be, she plans to just focus on school, after the rape she became depressed and almost decided on suicide but in the end her mother was always around and encouraging her to go to university for counseling, to help other victims reach happiness.

Helga decision to wear baggy clothes to school made her feel more comfortable around the guys at her school.

but a month later when Arnold returned she didn't know what to do. They made a promise when they were 13 to give dating a shot when he returned but now she doesn't think she can commit to that, of course she knows he'd never rape or even touch her but that feeling of him on top of her thrusting inside like she was just a toy was still fresh on her mind. She never expected the boy she dated was from a religious cult where women are just breeders and house women, nothing more. And when she met one of simons sisters before moving home they told her she was a slut, a slut who made him do it, made him lust, it was her fault for wearing pants and not a skirt, that she would die a horrible death for not marrying the man who made her no longer pure. That her purity is made for her husband and Simon was meant to be her husband and father of her children.

but she ignored what that little Bible girl said, she told her to grow up and mind her own business

back to regular POV. ( 8 months since rape)

November 10th, was a party. Every junior and senior was invited

eveb though Helga has a reputation for turning guys down, she was still invited to the party of the year.

Arnold attempted to talk to Helga for the past 2 months since his return but she would always find a way to escape and disappear without him able to catch up.

he wondered why she was dressed like a guy, she wasn't a lesbian, he knew that. When they were 14 she even admitted she wanted to have sex with him when he came back, but when he turned 15 the letters stopped, things seemed odd and now she looks like she can barely sit next to the guys in her class without squirming and making no eye contact.. what could of happened?

(Phoebe knows About the rape)

Arnold decides to talk to Phoebe, she has to know what's wrong with Helga. Why she always leaves class as soon as the bell rings and never sits next to guys, guys she knew since she was a yong girl.

After school heading to her car Phoebe sees Arnold trying to talk to her "hey what's wrong?"

"I want to know why Helga doesn't speak to me or anyone really.."

"come sit in my car, this isn't something i want others to hear. But you should"

they get in the car, start it up and get it toasty and warm for the ride home "Arnold, she is going through a tough time still. She hasn't fully recovered yet"

"from what." Arnold asks confused

"she.. she was raped Arnold.. about 8 months ago"

Arnold is in shock "who?"

"His name is Simon, don't know his last name and don't care to know, when she moved to Florida she met him in school they dated a year or so and he never even held her hand and then she refused to meet his parents and a day later he raped her, claimed it was his duty to do so, also claimed it was her duty to bear him many sons"

"so she will never let another guy near her.. or maybe not for a while"

"yes Arnold you need to just back off, you can try to be friendly but do not show any kind of romance.. she will start choking and having flashbacks"

Pheobe notices Arnold's sadness, she knows his feelings for her, she rests her hand on his "she will come around, she just needs time, she was a Virgin.."

November 10th day of party.

helga decided to go, she wanted to have some fun, she even dressed a little pretty to show she isn't lesbian.

Helga decides to let loose and drinks some alcohol she can feel herself loosen up

she sees Arnold and he looks hot and she really hates ignoring him and being the rape victim but she can't help it, her body reacts to guys on her own

she approaches him and he is not drinking, he's sober

"hey, we need to talk.."

"uhm are you sure?"

"yeah, come on let's go find a room.."

They find a empty bedroom in the large house

"So I'd like to tell you why I was avoiding you.."

"Helga no, I know now. Pheobe filled me in, i am so sorry"

Helga looks away. "I never loved him, he was just a high school boyfriend, I was lonely"

"it's okay, I understand I mean if I was lonely I would of dated or found someone to occupy my time"

helga feels bold, she knows it's the alcohol she walks closer to him and kisses him and mumbles against his lips "I've missed you"

Arnold gently pushes her off "I've missed you too, please don't push yourself for me, I will wait for you for now, I promised you we'd try and I'm willing to wait until your comfortable..."

Helga sighs "I'm fine Arnold, I know you won't hurt me"

"please just wait.. we can take our time.. you are drinking and it's not you. You'll regret this tomorow."

"but. Mhmm" then she kisses him again more passionately trying to gain access to his mouth but he is determined not to let this happen, she isn't in her sober mind and he doesn't want to regret this

but before he can fully stop her he feels her hand try to go down his trousers and he panics. He never had a girl do this, he made out with a girl while he was away with his parents in Australia but it was just a dare at a party and she was shy about touching

he knows that this could end badly. He doesn't want to hurt her feelings by rejecting her advances but he also wants this to be special and when she is ready.

"please let me show you how much I've missed you.."

"no Helga wait."

"but why... I mean we're alone so why not...?"

"because I want it to be special.. I mean even if it's just kissing and alone time I want it to be when we are both sober..."

but Helga ignores that comment and continues putting her hand down his trousers over his boxers.. he tries to hold in a moan but it's hard since it's so new and Helga smiles as she hears him trying to hold back. "Don't hold back your moans"

Arnold decides to give in for a little bit, he grabs his phone while Helga is distracted and texts Pheobe, telling her Helga is drunk and is trying to hookup with him, hoping she can interrupt before things go too far.

Helga unbuckles Arnold's belt and tries pulling down his jeans but Arnold stops her "it's not too late to stop" Helga shakes her head "this was a fantasy of mine since you came back.. please let me do this"

Helga kisses him again and he responds hoping to distract her

he feels her tongue and he joins the battle hoping that making out will last and Pheobe can interrupt them before Helga does something she will regret and end up hating him tomorrow.

helga continues to kiss him, as she's kissing him she goes for his boxers again.. she can feel him start to react and she was successfully able to pull his trousers down leaving him in just his boxers.

she starts kissing his neck and he can't hold back the moans but he covers his mouth with his hand trying to hold them back, he's also trying to hold back being aroused as best as he can but he knows he's new to this and masturbating was always so quick and he knows that he needs more practice holding himself back

while his eyes are closed and he's trying to calm his body down he doesn't realize or notice Helga's lips slowly kissing their way down his clothed chest

"mhmm" he can really hold back the moan, it feels good..

he can feel his boxers slipping down and he knows he is erect and he is ashamed..

but once he feels her lips surround his dick he's shocked at the pleasure, it feels so good he doesn't know how he can get her to stop now. If someone walked in now, if he were honest he'd be pissed.

shes kneeing on the ground sucking him and it's so good, but all good things must come to the end right? Because of course Pheobe had to walk in at that exact moment

"oh shit I'm sorry I thought Arnold said this room.. wait.."

a loud pop sounds and Pheobe feels like running away screaming

"it's not what you think, she did it herself and I just I mean I love her and couldn't resist"

"you two need to uhh look, this is obviously embarrassing for me.. Helga come on it's time to go.." she gets up sadly "but I didn't finish.. he's still horny"

"come on Helga, he can take care of finishing but we need to get you home your mom is expecting you home by 1 am"

she looks at her watch and it's 11

"but Pheobe it's only 11... I still have time to.." then she stops "ok" she gets up and kisses Arnold again "we will do this again okay.?" And she and Pheobe exit the room leaving a horny and confused Arnold in the room.

"right" he pulls his boxers back up and tucks himself in, he's obviously still aroused but he can't just take care of himself in a guest bedroom or someone else's house so he tries to focus on how to make eye contact with Helga after this evening