-Abby's Point of View-
I stood staring at the results on the screen, it had just been confirmed. I was pregnant and somehow I had to tell him. We hadn't even been going out at the time, it had been just after Ziva left and Tony returned from Israel. He looked so upset and hurt that I had decided I would take him out for a drink so we could get over our hurt together, more than a decent amount of drinks led to something more and we woke the next morning naked and hungover in each others arms. For a while we didn't admit to it, to what had happened and had avoided each other unless it was absolutely necessary that we speak to one another. But after two weeks of avoiding each other we decided to talk it over, talk about what had happened and discussed what our options where. He had told me that even though he had feelings for Ziva they weren't as deep as the feelings he had for me and I knew that somehow we could make this work, I told him that I had feelings for McGee but the feelings that I felt towards him were just as strong as the ones he had for me. We hadn't told each other that we loved one another but I'm sure it was rather close, well it would've been if I wasn't pregnant, we hadn't slept with one another since then either, a couple of kissess, sleeping in each others beds wrapped in one anothers arms at most but we hadn't had any other chances for me to fall pregnant. Now everything was going to fall apart, we would have to come out about our relationship and Gibbs would probably have to seperate us, we knew there was the risk of being caught and have this but I didn't think about us ending like this.
I collapsed into the chair that sat in front of the monitor and dropped my head on my arms, sobbing as I thought about what Gibbs would do to Tony when he found out about us, I didn't want to lose Tony, I couldn't lose him not now. The chances of Gibbs supporting us were next to none existent and that was what upset me. Not only was everything I did for me, but it was for Tony now and had been for Gibbs as well. I don't think I could stand losing either of them, both were my safety and I loved both. Gibbs like a father and Tony with all my heart. I heard the elevator ding and turned around too quickly, knocking over the Caf-Pow that had now spilt all over the floor.
"Shit" I sobbed getting up to get the mop, and then remembering that I still had the results flashing on the screen I minimised it and made to clean up the mess. Tears still rolling down my face, my back to the door I didn't see who had come into the lab until I felt the strong reassuring arms around my waist and the kiss to the top of my head
"What's wrong Abs?" Tony asked trying to get me to turn and look him in the eyes, instead I turned and hid my face in his chest, sobbing into it as he rubbed my back trying to soothe me.
Eventually he managed to drag me into my office, and disconnected the cords from the video and sound for the camera and the phone, just in case the others decided to ring us.
"Abby sweet heart whats wrong?" he asked desperately trying to get me to talk but I refused to look him in the eyes. He tried lifting my face but I hid further not wanting to show him how much I had been torturing myself with the thoughts that were going through my mind.
"Come on Abs, please tell me" he begged and when I shook my head he sighed and just held me. After a good ten fifteen minutes I managed to calm down enough to pull back slightly but I still wouldn't meet his eyes.
"Abby please" he pleaded holding my face up my eyes searching for something that wasn't him but I knew that there was no use fighting it. I took a deep breath and released it slowly before saying way too quickly
"I am pregnant with your child Tony" he looked at me confused, his eyebrows scrunched up as he tried to make sense of what I had just told him, and it was so adorably cute it was hard to keep my hands off him.
"What?" he asked after a couple of minutes, sighing I took his hands in mine and said
"I'm pregnant Tony"
A/N: Just a little bit of Abby and Tony fluff, and Abby beating herself up. I hope you enjoy it!