Don't promise that you're gonna write
though promise that you'll call
Just promise that you won't forget we had it all – One direction ~ summer love

Darkness. That's all there is, it feels like I've been here for years. My light wasn't there. Every time I try to move something is pushing, making me not want to wake up. Then suddenly there were memories that I didn't know I had.

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It was my eighth moon with child I had found out I was pregnant after I was attacked, my father had agreed to let me keep my child, he didn't really like the idea seen as I was only seventeen, but we could say that it was my mother's if anyone were to question the matter as our house was further away from everyone else's.
I was teaching my little brother Robert how to shoot from a bow,

"Robbie you hold it like this, lips and Release" I watched as he tried to copy me and tried not to laugh as his attempt to pull an arrow back and ended up dropping it and hitting himself in the face, I laughed at his put-out expression,

"Lettie, it isn't funny, the stupid arrow doesn't work, I mean I don't need to know this I can swordfight!" he shouted as he threw down the bow and stomped back to our house and left me standing there laughing, when pain racked through my stomach,
"Robert! Help, get Mama!" I screamed at him as I tried to get back home.

I was lying in bed as my brother placed a damp rag to my head as Mama told me to push
"MAMA! It hurts, Please"
"Just one more flower, just one more" I couldn't hear anything for the next few seconds until I heard my baby cry out, and I sighed with relief and was about to go to sleep when my father came in to the room.
"Papa, you promised please, no don't take my baby, please Papa!" I cried
"Little flower, I'm just here to help your mother, I'm not taking her anywhere, I promise" a girl?
"A girl Papa? A lilliana? Really Papa, can I see her please?" he laughed at my excited face and pushed my hair away from my face
"Rest little flower, your mother will watch little Lilliana tonight while you rest. Well done she's beautiful"

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"Lilliana, come help me pick some apples with me and Rebekah!" I shouted after my daughter tomorrow was her fourth birthday and we had some visitors that were staying with us for a while, they were strange people but they were nice to us. I smiled seeing Lilliana running towards me and Rebekah with a sword in her hand.

"Mama! Look what Nik showed me" she started swinging around the sword, while me and Rebekah laughed a little
"Well if that isn't sword fighting I don't know what is," Rebekah crouched down to whisper in her ear "I think you are even better than Nik" Lilliana smiled brightly at Rebekah, while Nik shouted across the field,
"I heard that!"
Me and Rebekah laughed and walked away.

"Lilliana, wait here I'll be one moment I forgot something then we will go down to the caves I promise okay?" she nodded her head at me "I love you okay? I'll be right back, I promise"

"I love you too Mama" I smiled at her and ran towards our house looking for my locket; it was the only way to make sure she would be safe from my light right now. I had it in my hand when a scream rang through the air.

"MAMA!" I dropped the necklace and ran towards her, it was horrific, there was a wolf ripping at her side while she was trying to kick off, I was glad I had left my necklace as I raised my hands and hit the wolf with the light and ran to my baby,

"Hush My little flower everything will be okay, I promise" I had tears running down my face as I held her to me and brushed away her tears,
"Mama, I'm scared"
"Don't be my precious flower, you'll be safe, safe from everything and happy but all you need to know is that I love you so much and I'm forever thankful at who you are okay? I love so much"
she smiled at me and placed her hand on my cheek
"Don't cry Mama, I'll be safe, I love you Mama, Forever and always" I watched as she closed her eyes and cried harder and pulled her tighter to my chest.
I stayed there all night and was found by Rebekah and Nik.

"No, NO! Give her back please" I cried out as Nik tried to take her body from me. My Mama and Papa had caught up with them and were now crying at what had happened, Rebekah was trying to pull me away.
"Look away Violettea, it will be okay I promise"
"My baby is dead Rebekah, I wasn't even here I was looking for something, I promised her it would be okay, I Promised" I cried into her shoulder as she pulled me away and rubbed my back.
"it will be okay I promise it will all go away

You're going to forget the pain, you will remember Lilliana but when you wake up you will feel no grief and no pain, because she died in her sleep and it was peaceful"
"I'll feel no grief, it was peaceful" she helped my into my room, undressed me and put me to bed.

I didn't want to do anything, something was missing, it had three months since Lilliana had died in her sleep and there was this cloud of sadness that hung over me and never left, I felt like it was my fault that she was alone while she had died.
I was walking near the river when someone grabbed my from behind and held me to they're chest and whispered "You smell really good" before he ripped into my neck.

A/N: So i dont know if this is any better so let me explain :
when mikeal 'kills' her he actually broke Klaus's compulsion on her that he placed after she was turned by him after they found her so she got those back and im going to write the next one again

HayleighL xx :)