Chapter 2
Sian
Another sucky day at Uni, well okay it's Uni, since when was it ever good apart from the hardcore partying! Of course I'm not one for going out Monday to Sunday every night but I do enjoy letting my hair down once in a while and just forgetting everything, I mean, who doesn't! So apart from going out and getting wasted to forget my crappy ass day I would go to the gym just to have a casual workout and take my mind off of things.
So here I was walking up the stairs of my local gym, making my way to the changing rooms. But of course it's never that simple is it. As I was minding my own business two guys, no wait, two douche bags decided to give you that look, you know, the one where there like 'hey babe, I know you wanna fuck me right now because I have the body of an angel', yeah those kind of guys. Well I physically laughed in their face and sent them on their merry way! You see, I'm not really that way inclined, to simply put it I'm gay.
Over the past couple of years I've been kind of confused about my sexuality. You see, I've had a boyfriend but it just didn't feel right. I'd go to the cinema with him and as we were holding hands I'd notice a girl with her boyfriend and I'd rather be holding hands with her. Lets just say it didn't really work out with said boyfriend and he was a major jerk about it which made me hate guys even more. So I've been single for the past two years, I've tried to meet girls but I've not had the confidence to tell my family yet which made any relationships pretty much impossible! Yeah my mum loves me and my dad, well my dads just a bit of a dick so he doesn't help with the situation but you still cant find that right moment to just say it and tell them. To be honest I don't think there is the right moment to tell them so you just continue to live a lie just to please them, one day I will tell them, one day.
On the plus side I found out who my true friends were, I decided that I couldn't live a lie outside my house so I decided to come out and most of my friends stood by me and loved me for me and of course there were those few who didn't quite love me for me. Screw them!
Anyway back to my gym trip. I'd thrown my bag into the locker not before getting my trusty iPod out and choosing the perfect workout song. By the way, why is it so frigging impossible to chose a good song! I mean you try shuffle and it still doesn't god damn please you, you spend half your work out time changing your song cause its just not quite right so I usually end up listening to good old Glee… What? Don't look at me like that, I like Glee, who doesn't! They actually make pretty good work out tunes! And heellllooooo Brittana! Anyway… As I'd chosen my song I made my way to the gym with the first verse ringing in my ears:
"Hot and dangerous,
if your one of us,
then roll with us,
Cause we make the hipsters
fall in love
when we've got our hot pants on and up.
And yes of course we does,
we running this town
just like a club
and no you don't wanna mess with us
got Jesus on our necklace"
Yes, I had chosen Ke$ha. It was just one of those songs that got me in the mood for things, usually singing out loud which Is obviously a risk in public places but I was willing to take that risk. But to my surprise the gym was actually quite empty which suited me fine. So as I made my way to my trusty exercise bike, maybe because it was one of the few machines I actually knew how to use and I got to sit on my ass whilst working out, it's a win win situation really! And that's when I noticed something well someone.
"Tonight were going hard, hard, hard, hard, hard, hard
Just like the world is ours, ours, ours, ours, ours, ours,
Were tearing it apart, part, part, part, part, part,
You know were super stars
We are who were are"
Note to self: NOT THE TIME TO SING SIAN! Wow. That's what came to mind when I saw this someone. That someone being a brunette beauty with a body to die for! She was on her back, knees raised and was in the middle of a sit up. I mean if I tried that I'd die after one and she was already on her fifth, wait sixth, seventh, eighth… And that's when I realised I had to stop staring before I started drooling or fell off this bike onto something or someone, no that I'd mind bumping into her, if you catch my drift. Our eyes met as she was on her tenth sit up, yeah I didn't quite look away when I said I would, and those eyes, I was lost in them, drowning even… Before it got awkward I smiled shyly at her. Yet again the bubbly Sian that's in my head decided to hide and push Little Miss Shy out and all I could manage was that small smile. You see you may have gotten the impression that I'm a bit of a nutter but that's only in my head, the minute I'm on my own and in a place I'm unfamiliar with I go all shy and it really isn't the way to win the ladies! But for a single second I didn't mind because she smiled back and with the combination of the smile and those eyes I nearly swooned on the spot! Good job I was holding onto the handle bars of this bike or I would have been a goner. She continued on with her sit ups so I thought I would at least start peddling to make it look like I was fit.
With all this fantasising and drooling I hadn't noticed that I was onto my next song,
"Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for you,
throw my head on a plate for you,
I'd jump in front of a train for you,
you know I'd do any thing for you"
Bruno, it think your getting a little ahead of yourself there, I don't even know the girl, I wouldn't be willing to jump in front of a train for her. Well maybe but… Whoa wait, whys she running, more importantly why's she putting her top on! I stopped mid cycle as I watched the brunettes head bob further and further away until she was out of sight. My heart was telling me to go after her cause clearly she was upset but my head and also my legs had other ideas.
I just sat there thinking what the hell just happened?
Music Used: Ke$ha - We R Who We R
Bruno Mars - Grenade
So Sian's POV of the gym scene. Reading back my first chapter was shockingly bad and extremely rushed, the idea just came to my head and I typed it up like word vomit!
Hopefully the next chapter, which should be Sophie will be more like this one so you can get to know more about our lovely Sophie Webster!