I'm back and Lily is ready to explain stuff.
Username: PrincessLilyBtiches
Blog post 2: explanations.
I suppose my first rant was a bit confusing so let me clear some stuff for you. My name is Lily. That is literally all you need to know at the moment. I've been very peeved because last week I sent the guy I liked a text informing him of my feelings.
Now normally I don't mind waiting but it's been a little over a week. I'm pretty sure it does not take that long to reject someone. It's as simple as sending a "I'm sorry you're not my type" or "I'm not interested." Why the hell would it take you a week to send such a simple message?
Fuck this is like high school all over again. I remember those days. I didn't have a car or college to worry about. Just waiting for like a minute to get a simple "I like your best friend" followed by "can I get her number?" Life and having crushes was so much simpler then.
And ugh today could not get any worse. My period seems to heighten my anxiety (congrats to me for not showing it!) and not to mention I was feeling shitty this morning and I screwed up on my dress for my final but luckily I have all of tomorrow to worry about it.
I should mention that I'm a college student who studies fashion design and that I am 19 and in my second year. Also, I love Mexican food. I really love Mexican food. Which is why me and Clara get along so well. She loves Japanese food and I love Mexican food. Ah if only we were lesbians life could be so much easier but sadly we're repulsed by each other in that department.
Plus she has a cute boyfriend who she is like really in love with and it's fucking adorable.
I like an idiot. Well he's not stupid, he's quite smart. But you can be smart and still be a fucking idiot. Kiyo-baka is a fucking idiot for a genius and I mean a fucking idiot. He's cute and smart and blunt and tells it like it is. He has this manner of being really goofy but then getting really deep and unf I love our deep conversations. I love when he tells me about his childhood or lets me lay on his lap. I miss when he wasn't always fucking getting sick.
Fucking idiot.
Fucking stupid idiot.
Fucking stupid idiot who is really luck he's cute.
And now I just want to get rejected and get my life over with. It would be so much more easier if he just messaged me.
"No thanks"
Or
"I'm not into dating"
Or
"Yeah no."
But noooooooooooooooooo
He has to take his sweet time.
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PrincessLilyBitches
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HAHAH I hope you all enjoyed :D