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Chapter 2

BPOV

I woke up the next morning to a loud knock on the door. I rolled over and yelled for the person who was knocking to come in. I couldn't be fucked getting out of bed. When the door opened I saw Seth standing in my doorway again crying, it made me upset. What's happened?

"Mom's in hosital! Last night when Charlie went to check on her she was passed out. I can't believe it, what if she doesn't come out", he cried hugging into me. I hugged him back assuring him that Sue was a strong women and that she will be okay but he wouldn't believe me. He kept shaking his head and crying harder. "Charlie and I are going to the hospital for a lttle while to be with her, Charlie want's you to stay here though. He doesn't want to many people with her. We'll be back by 5", he said straightening up and wiping his already red, puffy eyes.

"That's okay, tell her I said hi okay. Be strong Seth, she needs you", I said giving him another big hug before waving goodbye and laying back down. It shoud be Leah here comforting her brother and her mother, I'm not whining or anything I love them and I would do anything for them but Leah isn't even in La Push at all. She is somewhere in Seattle with her new boyfriend, another thing Seth told me. I got up out of my oh so comfortable bed and grabbed my towel and bathroom bag before having a quick shower.

When I was out of the shower I walked into my room and grabbed some clothes out of a suitcase, shoving them on before grabbing a pair of sneakers and putting them on. If I was going to be stuck at home all day I'm at least going to go to the beach. I grabbed my guitar and ran down the stairs and out the door. After about ten minutes I found the beach and sat down under a little tree causing a patch of shade on the sand. Looking out at the grey-blue water I could see birds swooping for fish and a boat that was the size of a peanut it was that far out, Somedays I wish I could be on a boat and never have to see this town again. That would be amazing, away from the drama, the lies and the fake assholes. If only.

"Bella, is that you?" I heard a very familiar voice yell from down the beach a little. I turned my head to see Paul running up towards me. Just when I thought I was going to have a peaceful eveninig by the water. I got up off my place from the sand and started to walk away, I am not dealing wth his shit today. "Bella wait up, why'd you leave", he said getting hold of the top of my arm and spinning me around. I looked up into his eyes and felt a lump in my throat and tears well up in my eyes.

"Don't pretend you don't know why. You're a cheating asshole and I never want to see you again! Sometime's I dont know whether to give you a toothbrush or toilet paper you speak that much shit", I yelled seeing the hurt in his eyes from what I said. He tried to grab my hand but I pulled away and ran as fast as I could. Why doe's he have to be such an asshole!? I ran back home and up the stairs making sure not to break my guitar that was strapped to my back. When I got into my room I took my guitar off my back and dropped down onto my bed. The anger flowing through me right now was bad. I really wanted to just go back to Paul and punch him, or go to Leah. I walked over to one of my suitcases and opened it, finding one of Paul's shirts that I had kept. I bought it for him on our 1 year anniversary, he loved it. I picked up a pair of kitchen scissors and cut the shirt to peices. Note to self... when angry with someone destroy something they love or have loved, it works to calm you down. I laughed to myself and cleaned the ripped pieces of fabric off my floor and put them in a bag before running down the stairs and throwing them in the bin.

I walked back inside, looked at the clock and noticed it was 4:30pm so I decided to get started on dinner, steak and fries, they were Charlie's favourites and knowing how depressed he is he deffinately wouldn't have had it for a while. Man I hope Sue let's the doctors help her. Seth and Charlie are going to be lost without her and to be honest I will be to. My mum ditched me when I was younger and Sue has been like my mother, teaching me about boys, calming me down when I thought I was dying when I got my monthlies for the first time. I don't know what I'm going to do without her. When I was finished with dinner I set up three plates at the dinner table and put a steak and handful of fries on each plate. They should be home any minute. I walked up stairs and grabbed my cell looking at the messages, one from Seth. I opened the message and burst into tears, it read "She's gone, mom's actually gone".

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