Daddy, it's me your baby girl. It's so gloomy outside, please don't cry daddy, I want you to smile, please shine. I am crying daddy, it hurts, I see you everywhere and you are. Daddy I slept good last night, but I miss your scent in the house and everything. Daddy, uncle gene is helping so much daddy, grandma is doing ok, and Lyn is ok now too. We are all fine daddy, me and mom said that you are breathing so much better now. I am sitting in the waiting room with Susan at treatments and all the people over here are going to miss you soo much they were all crying with me and they didn't even know you. Christmas we are eating with grandma and gene and more people. We are going to be in the Lords house Sunday at church with Virgi and all them. I know you will be there right beside momma. You always said that when you reach 50 you will get a motorcycle well daddy you got one now. Daddy today has been hard. I listened to some sad songs and cried daddy. I am sorry for crying I know you don't like to see me cry. There was a man that came in was holding his grandson and I knew how you talked about your grandchildren when I had them and I cried just thinking bout the day when you seen a baby at dollar store and you were soo sweet daddy. I didn't watch wrestling tonight daddy because I went on the porch and listened to the cds. I listened to I Like It daddy, I know you love that song. I played it soo loud and sang it loud. Daddy that is all I know to talk about because I am drained again, and we miss you soo much. I cried because I miss you going 80 or 90 in the car, I prob. won't be going that speed anymore. I love you soo much. Your baby girl.