His lips get closer to mine and I almost let him kiss me. "No Colin you cant play with me like this." I said and pull away and just in time because Sadie walked in two seconds later. I sat down and Sadie gave me one of those 'if looks could kill' expressions. Mr. Hart and the rest of the class walk in just in time for the bell to ring. "Ok we are going to start right away yesterday I told you guys to start working on a poem lets hear what you guys have so far." He told us sitting on his desk.
We went around the room reading and he was really harsh on people I think he made some girl cry. Everyone looked at Colin as it was his turn. He sighed and said "I don't have a lot but here it goes." I tried not to look at him but when he started talking I couldn't help it. As I listened to it I felt so bad I had only thought about me not once about how he would feel.
"There's him,
And now there's me
The lies and secrets
How do we know
When the truth shines
Nevertheless
I'm never your best
The more that I give
the less that I get
I'm not Going to
fight for you
I shouldn't have to"
I was afraid to talk to him about it in case I just embarrassed myself like I did with the whole 'I thought It was a love letter and it was just an invitation' thing. "Jenna your turn." Mr. Hart said and I rolled my eyes "I wasn't here yesterday I never received the assignment." I told him. "Well now you know and id get help from Colin, kids the only one here that knows what he's doing." he said. "Yeah Colin's been a real help lately." I mutter and Colin glared at me." What's your problem Hamilton?" he said
I was about to answer but the bell rang and I just got up and left.#SavedByTheBell
"Jenna we need to talk." I heard but it wasn't Colin it was Matty. My heart skipped a beat, he knows I'm so screwed. I put on a smile and turn to face him."
"Yes?" I ask
"There's a party on Saturday and I wanted to know if you wanted to go," he said
"Oh" I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding ."Yeah lets go it will be fun." I kiss him and I head to the parking lot.
When I got home I stopped by the fridge and got a glass of orange juice before heading to my room. Ill give you one guess as to who was laying on my bed . #surprise "Colin what are you doing here?" I ask and he puts the book he was reading down. "You left my question unanswered ." he replied . "Fine you want to know what's wrong with me! Last night I couldn't sleep and I tried to find comfort in you but you had found comfort in someone else, And what about your poem. You cant just keep that to yourself you need to talk to me. Why do you think me and Matty have issues?" I ask. "I don't want my escape from him to be just like him."
"Do you think its easy to have to sneak around when all I want to do is let the world know that your mine. But wait your not mine your Matty's how do you think that feels? You're a real hypocrite you know. Your mad at me for seeing my EX but you know what shes my EX you still have a boyfriend!" he yelled and I sighed. I went over to him and lay down feeling his arms wrap around me. "I just want you to talk to me." I told him
Colin smiled "I can do that. I can talk to you." he told me. Just like that I forgave him because he had a point(not that he should get used to being right). We spent the rest of the afternoon writing my poem and that night making out on my bed with the TV on. There was a knock on my door "Jenna!" we both freeze eyes wide.