chapter 2
Rachel nodded and sat down next to Finn. Finn didn't know how to tell her that he slept with Santana and to make matters worse got her pregnant. He held her hand and rubbed her back. He looked down and stuttered with tears in his eyes, "Um Rach, you remember two months ago when you said that you were with Jesse?" Rachel then smiled a little bit.
"Oh well i guess you should know that i never actually slept with him. I just told you that so you would be a little jealous." She smiled and kissed his hand. "I mean if that's what you wanted to talk to me about then don't worry, i'm still saving it for you." Finn's heart stopped. His heart was no doubt being ripped out of his chest as she spoke. He gave out a nervous chuckle.
"Great! Um you know what, I forgot what i had to tell you. Lets just go on the bus and go home." He held her hand and prayed that she didn't find out soon. He knew that lying was the worse thing he can do at a time like this but he had to. He couldn't break her heart right after he just put his together again.
As they walked on the bus Santana did a little wave to him and he just ignored it. He sat in the furthest seat away from her with Rachel in tow. He kissed her cheek and during the whole bus ride he just held her in his arms and whispered how much he loved her. She finally turned around and said, "I love you too!" She turned around and kissed him fully. "I should have told you at regionals but we had to perform and then the whole birth thing happened. I just love you Finn!"
Finn's heart literally was beating so fast he thought it was going to fall right out of his chest. He leaned in and gave her a tight hug. Then his emotions started to overcome him. "Rach, i am so sorry! I just..So sorry." Rachel gave him a confused look and frowned.
"What's wrong Finn? Wait did I do something or?" Rachel asked with a broken heart. She didn't want to be the reason for his breakdown. "Finn please talk to me!"
Finn let out a breath and kissed her cheek before saying, "I slept with Santana. It was a mistake and you know that saying about mistakes biting you in the ass?" Rachel nodded. "Well that one did. She's pregnant and it's mine apparently. I just can't deal with this and i just got you back." Rachel let him cry on her shoulders while she let out a few tears as well. Finn noticed that she hasn't said anything for a good ten minutes and looked up at her. "Rachel please say something! Anything!" he whispered.
"Finn, I can't be your girlfriend. Don't get me wrong i love you with all my heart but you need to set your priorities on Santana and that baby." Finn was about to reject on all of this. He needed her to know that she would always come first. Rachel continued talking, "Finn, i love you but we need this break up. I mean you can't string me along while you take care of her and that baby. I just can't always come in second place." She stood up from her seat and went to go sit with Kurt. Finn was blankly staring at the seat in front of him and thought, I have to get her back. This can't be the end of us, i fought way too hard for this to happen.
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