I'm wearing a dress

it's new

blue, like the sky with

little white and grey flowers

and I wonder what you would say.

I've been all over Hoenn

yet

it feels like I'm stuck in the past

that once orderly place

my mind

is now asine, with

all the men

they have cat faces

and tentacles

I just won the Master Class

but I feel like an ametuer.

Braxien

is on fire

but I lack light.

This dress,

this future,

my sanity.

Is any of it worth it

without you?