I've been here for almost a month now...

some kids have been 'adopted' yeah sure like anyone would adopt us kids, I think something happened to them,I have no proof obviously its just a hunch...maybe I read to many books or watch to many movies.

I miss my brother I feel so alone without him, I'm so used to him being with me all the time its so hard to deal with anything now.
its like...my heart is slowly being ripped apart or like my chest is closing in and my lungs are being crushed, its like drowning but without water.

I'm leaving this place,May and Jake said they'd come with me so we've made a plan that as soon as everyone's in bed asleep we'll sneak into the nurses office and take her keys that she leaves laying around on her desk. We packed some food and clothes in backpacks and hid them under our beds so no one would find them.

The only thing is...none of our parents want us and we don't have any money so we cant buy anything or go anywhere unless we walk there so I'm not sure what we're going to do...I need to find out why we can do these special things...or at least why everyone else can do special things but me...