Alone

Thank you winterschild11, Lovin'It PJO HoO BTR, XxxAnimaniacxxX, icanloveyoumorethanthis, JamesxKendallxKames. For reviewing. So how I made Kendall young at the start of this story he will be forced into child trafficking and prostitution. Also I know I forgot to mention Kendall's age, he is 7 years old, I know I'm so mean but I can't help it I just loooove Kendall angst!

I watched as my mom stalked out of the room her expression crazed before slamming the door shut leaving the image of a tall smiling maniac woman.

I knew were she was going, we all knew it.

"Why did you give her the money you brat! We needed it and you know it. Are you trying to kill her you know what happens hen she get money. She goes to Paul's and gets more cocaine! You are so stupid!" Jane screamed in my face, hers turning a bright shade of red.

"I'm sorry," I whimpered cowering trying to get away, "You don't understand I-I..."

"Yeah I don't understand!" She took another steep towards me, "I don't understand why you still like her. Why you still do as she says, she could kill us any of these days!" she rubbed her shoulder and face lightly before flinching from the pain.

"Your mother won't kill you." My fathers rough voice echoed from the living room, if you could call it that.

"How do you know that! She is crazy," Jane yelled before storming off the small bedroom that we both shared.

It had to be one of the neatest rooms in the entire apartment. That was because Jane was really organized and loved keeping things in order and that ment me too.

I know she ment well but at times she got a little scary, but that is what made her, her.

Waking towards the room, my shoulders hunched slightly as I looked down at the trash covered floor, I stopped in front of her, my face covered in shame.

"I'm sorry," I whispered at her, my face burning with shame as small tears started to burn my vision. " I know it was important but I couldn't help it, she was so desperate and and..." a small sob erupted from my lips, I felt so embarrassed.

Sighing she stood up from the hard bed shewas sitting on,

"No, I'm sorry." Jane hugged me as she held my face lightly making me look into her bright green eyes, "I shouldn't of yelled at you like that," another sigh. "That was the only money we had though and we need to pay the rent and eat. I want a better life for us sweetie but you can't just give her the money."

Her face was so soft and pretty it made me want to cry. She literally was my mother since the moment mom stopped being mom, I probably wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her.

I disappointed her and I knew it.

"I'm sorry," I repeated looking into her jade colored eyes.

"We need to leave soon and you know it." Couching down to the ground she moved the floor board slightly, taking out a wad of money.

"We could leave now, I turn 16 in a week, we could rent a hotel room for a while and while I work you could finally go to school. After get enough money I will rent an apartment for you and me, you will have such a better life. We both know this is not a good place for a 7-year-old, Kendall you don't deserve this."

Her face light up as she talked about all we could do and how much better it will all be but all I could do is shake my head, no.

"What about mom she needs us!" I screamed frantically, I knew it was the wrong choice but we couldn't leave her behind, she will die.

"We can't take her with us Kendall! Understand, she is making our life a living hell! She isn't our mother no more she stopped being it when she started doing drugs," Her face was a deep shade of red and her eyes burned with anger.

"I'm leaving tonight Kendall I can't deal with this anymore. I don't want to live in this dump anymore. I don't want to be hungry every second of every day! I want a better life were fear that we might be taken away any day." She screamed in my face her hold becoming tight on my face.

She slightly trembeled with greaf and pain, it was so evident on her face she might just break. I knew she was strong but every day she was breaking slightly becoming angry and bitter with the world.

"I want you to come with me Kendall," She whispered letting go of my face as a light trail of tears streaked her face. "Please Kendall."

"I can't leave them," I sobbed my light green eyes too filled with tears as my cheeks turned bright red.

Jane's pleading eyes dropped to the ground pain consuming her face. Tears fell from her pretty eye before nodding lightly.

"Are you sure. You know I really want you to come, you know all the thing we can do, right?" I nodded.

She pulled my thin body into hers holding me tightly. Her light blond hair rubbing my face making me smile sadly, I will miss her so much. I looked up at her taking a mental image of her, she looked so pretty standing there.

Her high cheek bones making her look confident and determined, her bright green eyes holding so much emotion that it was breath taking. Her thin body towering over me, even if she was short I knew what she was capable of. Even with tears in her eyes,

my sister was an angel.

But as it is I can't leave all I knew behind.

So I pulled away from her, she really was leaving.

I started to sob, my childish self coming over.

"Don't leave me!" I sobbed, "I'll miss you so much."

"Then come with me," she cried, " I'm leaving tonight Kendall with or without you"

Shaking my head no, I started to sob, I couldn't help it. She was leaving me and I was stuck here.

"If you ever need me call me okay Kendall, here," she handed me a pice of paper a phone number on it. " I will never change my phone number okay, If you ever need me, I mean anything I'll do everything I can okay short stack."

Nodding I sat in the neet bed and watched as she grabbed a backpack from the floor and stuffed the wad of money in her pocket. She walked toward the window ready to climbed out and leave me, It might just be the last time I'll see her. That made me cry harder my shoulders shaking slightly.

"Jane!" I screamed running up to her hugging her tightly, "I'll miss you." I whispered before letting go. She nodded stepping out into the darkness leaving me in an empty room with only a phone number in my hand.

I clutched it tightly before running to the bed and started crying.

I was all alone.

Sooo what did you all think!

Okay so I'll be making this a Kames :D Also Thank you all for telling me what you want this story to go to, I tool love all types of Kendall angst sooo I decided to mix both the first and last option.

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