I woke up in the hospital waking up to mom screaming at me how she was"SCARED" when I fainted, she told the nurse that I was trying to make my self throw up after I ate and that I was getting anorexic ….SURE WHATEVER . Sure…I so believe that…yeah right she was just making a scene. I had a horrible headache , so I went to go get some water in the cafeteria. I get up as …one leg doesn't intend to move so I force my self up I ended up flat on my face while a blond nurse runs toward me in fear. The floor is really cold it felt like a meat looker in here. I walk my way to the door when I here laughter coming from my siblings it was my brother Joey , I walk out side to him saying "have a nice fall?" he laughs I just say "ha-ha ,very funny". Im starting to make my way to the cafeteria .I enter the room with a smell of crisp juicy bacon and pancakes aroma. I take a small plate to the buffet I take 2 crispy hash browns they smell sooo good! I smell them with delight . Im very happy until I here my sister Jessica saying in between snickers "you know mom is not going to be happy when she finds out your eating with out permission" I turn around slowly and I fears-lily take my hand and smack her across the head. Her face turns tomato red THAT'S WHEN I RUN!! But instead I say in a real evil voice "Im tired of your crap" I take all the food I can get and run not run away from the hospital but from my OLD life cause im getting a new one. I grasp 3 pancakes, some bacon ,and an apple beneath my grasp and run on my cold bear feet. I run till I get to an old oak tree I heard on my way out my mom yelling at me "GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE" sure ok mom,pft …….. no . Also my one other sister says" were are you going?" they don't care about me ……..only sometimes but NOW im on my own no turning back now……