Season: 2
Character/Paring: J.D.
Story: J.D. feeling alone, and after he breaks up with TCW (tasty coma wife)
Song: I Am Missing
Artist: Dashboard Confessional (hehe such a band J.D. would listen too, and the song Stolen by them was used in Scrubs, S6Ep19 My Cold Shower. ;P)
Another bad day at Sacred Heart and I'm still thinking about the night I had broken up with Jamie. It didn't go too well, she pushed me onto her glass table and I broke it again. She thought I was just making it all up at first because I wanted to make things exciting for her. Then after twenty minutes of her trying to take my clothes off and not taking me seriously, she realized I wasn't joking. Then she pushed me back onto her broken table, pissed this time, it hurt even more with broken glass stuck in my back. She started crying really hard, I tried to make her feel better and let her know it wasn't her, but me. I know I'm pathetic using that cliché line; she saw through it and forced me out slamming the door in my face. It's been a week since then and she has left me so many late night messages, sometimes crying others times sounding like she' going to kill me. I should change my locks…anyways I've been feeling really lonely again lately. I just wish that for once I could meet some one normal instead of all these weird girls that seem to be good for me and then the relationship doesn't work out.
And I swear after I break with someone, or they dump me, work starts to pile up and gets extra worse than usual. The hospital really is an evil monster…oh god I'm just going to start thinking about when Elliot and I were sex buddies, it was awesome, till I realize I still loved her. When don't I? I sound like such a girl right now, at least Dr. Cox can't hear my thoughts, or he'd be calling me Carol or some other girl's name right now…
Today two of my patients have both coded, the one time at the same time and someone had to cover for me. As well a little girl was brought in with severe head trauma from a blow to the head by an abusive father. Is there no hope, for anything for human kind? Is there an answer for the trauma, all the trouble, a reason for all this pain we create that we don't want? I just don't feel like myself anymore, I can't see that light, I feel like I'm missing…
- Sharp disaster in a fresh new coma was it worth it when it was over. Proving yourself right you'd make the biggest noise. Well I lock my hands behind my head
I'd cover my heart and hit the deck I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you. (It's a long way) is there anything (For an answer) worth looking for (Is there any news) worth loving for (Is there any word) worth lying for (Is there trauma) is there anything (Or a struggle) worth waiting for (Am I missing) worth living for (Was the body found) worth dying for…
Haha I wrote more this time, admittedly I wrote one sentence before I started the song, and I didn't fix my grammar or spelling mistakes till the end, but I think it worked out nicely. Also the quote at the end was way longer, because it all reflected on how J.D. was feeling. I know super angsty, and I'm usually not a fan of JDA, well there's a first for everything. :P Oh and I chose this storyline cause it was never explained how Jamie and J.D.'s relationship ended, it was like they were together and then the last episode of season two she wasn't mentioned, and into season three not at all or ever again. Until the final episode where he saw her down the "walk" and she said, you never called. Haha sorry about the whole ranting part about this, please review! :D