i dont own twillight or it charcters thought i wish i did. only characters i made is mine.

so this is my 2nd chappy i hope you like. thanks to my beta kim the pirate and all the people reading, this chappy is a bit dramatic but i wanted to get the story moving. pic of the people in my story the link is on my profile so have a look and that.

thanks for reading

Roald Dahl once said, An autobiography is a book a person writes about his own life and it is usually full of all sorts of boring details, when really it should be filled with things that are important and existing. I plan to do the same here tell you only the important things that have happened in my life. Which explains the different space between each chapter.

Me and Jacob have been dating for a few weeks now, I could tell you about every minute I spent with him but I think that may get boring, for you anyway. So I'm going to write about the one date that turned my life upside down. It started off being a normal date, their isn't much to do around here, there's the cinema and the theatre and clubs. But I couldn't even imagine telling my parents that I was going clubbing, they might kill me, it was bad enough that I was going out with anyone, even Jacob who is a family friend. Its not like I could lie to them like Millie had told me to, what with having a mind reader for a father.

So… Instead of any of the fore mentioned activities we just went for a walk. We strolled leisurely by a beautiful river, it flowing gracefully like a ribbon around each bend, the moon light rippled off of it, it was all so perfect but then my phone rang, just great.

I pressed the accept button and spoke into the phone "Hello?"

"Hey" Millies distinct voice rang back out at me, that girl has some timing, I was slightly annoyed but she didn't sound herself so I waited to hear what she wanted.

"Ness, its not a bad time (sniff) is it?" was the meek reply that I got back.

There was one thing about Millie you quickly learnt, if she was sniffing on the phone and it was past 7, which it was, then she'd most likely been crying. She was a lost soul really.

"No, it's fine what up?"

Jake look at me with an expression that read 'hello what about me?

'Its just I, I, I, had a fight with my dad and everything,(sniff) is it okay if I come over I know what your parents are like bout these thing but.. (silence)"

"hello Millie?"

"I wouldn't ask but Sophia at a party and Beck's has got her boyfriend over," it sounded like she was sniffing again but I knew that she was stifling cries. "I understand if I cant but I thought I just."

"You know I wouldn't mind but you know my parents"

"OK well I thought, I'd see, thanks anyway." she said as if it was ok but I knew it wasn't. she was a good actress but not that good.

"If you want you can go for walk with me I'm near your house anyway." which was true her house was only a few miles away, Jake was wearing his disappointed faces but he didn't no what was going on with Millie "you don't mind Jake coming with us, do you?"

"why is he with you?"

"Yes"

"oh Ness you should of said. That's important, I don't want to interrupt you date no, no you have fun. its just me being silly anyway you go have fun. Tell Jake I'm sorry for calling."

"Millie its fine your upset its ok he wont mind."

"No that would be rude, it'd be ok if you was at you house or if you said but you know. It's different."

"but I did say, come on it's perfectly fine. Plus you go when beck's has got her boyfriend there.

"Yeah but I'd met him before that and It wasn't the same, ok. so you go have fun I'll see you tomorrow."

I knew what she meant by different, she meant that she wasn't in tears and wanted to talk about it, so I wasn't going to fight her with this as I know she'd want to make a good impression for Jacob, something about, maybe he could find a mate of his for her.

"OK well I'll see you tomorrow"

"Yeah you can tell me all the gory details. Bye"

"Bye."

I shut my phone and looked at Jake he just sighed and put his arm around my back and started walking as I did. Jake started talking but I couldn't concentrate on what he was saying, I just kept wondering what was wrong with Millie. Sometime's it was nothing just argument with her family. In fact that what it was most the times she called me.

I never had a real argument with my family, so I thought that it was normal to end up in tears when angering with you parents. I once asked Jake about fighting with his dad and he said that he always argued, he'd never cry about it but his sister did. I thought that it was the same for Millie, that was till I spoke to Sophia and Beck's once. They were talking about Beck's fighting with her boyfriend then I asked why didn't she call me about it that night. she looked at me with a strange like I'd said something weird.

"what do you mean why didn't I call you?"

"oh it's just Millie always calls me if she upset and you two aren't in."

That sometime's annoyed me that she would call them first but I just assumed that it was because she'd known them longer. Beck's and Sophia looked at one another then back at me. It was Soph that spoke first

"Ness when she ring's what does she tell you?"

"Just that she want's to come over because her parents and her had a fight. Why?" Sophia looked back at Beck's then answered

"Well that ok then. Um.. do you ever say no?"

"Well no, not really, sometimes I say lets go for a walk. You know my parents are a bit weird about having people around. why should I?"

"No" they said at the same time. "It's just, well, it's just" Sophia started but it was Beck's who finished " It's just, don't let her stay there, ok?"

At that precise moment Millie came in from her work placement and Sophia and Becks quickly changed the conversation leaving me very confused.

I made sure that I did as they said though, well, till now. Usually she'd ask what I was up to and I'd tell her and if it was nothing we'd go to something or if I was busy she'd say that see wanted to talk but later. Which till now I never realised she was just saying that because I was busy. I could tell that I was being turned around. I looked up at Jake braking out my trance.

"we're going home already?"

"No. We're going to Mill's you had that look on your face since she called, it's best we go see her."

"But I"

"No buts now come on. It's this way, right?"

"Thank you" was all I said, I have such a great guy he's do anything to make me happy. God I love him.

When we turned around the corner to Millie's house the site that greeted me made me so shocked that I didn't know what to think. Millie was in what looked like her night gown running out of her house screaming thing's I couldn't quite make out. She hadn't notice us yet. Millie ran around then other side of the houses to where we were, so I went off after her slowly with Jake at my side he was holding my hand now.

I turned to look at the door from where Millie had came out her house to see her dad standing there with such a murderous look in his eyes that it scared me, in saddened me to made eye contact so I turned away. I was facing Jake waiting for a explanation and I saw he was still looking at where Millie's father had stood with anger on his face. Jacob must of felt me looking at him and he looked down at me. His face changed to extreme worry but don't for me or him, not for Millie's father but for Millie herself then it made sense. I released Jake's hand and went running in the direction Millie had gone.

"Millie"

I turn the corner to find Milly banging the door and shouting for her next door neighbour to let her in.

"Millie's" I whisper, afraid of what I wasn't sure. She didn't seem to even notice me for a while after a few seconds she stopped banging on the door, she lent her head against it and turn her head to face me.

She looked at me perplexed then she started to run toward me. It was while she ran I notice see wasn't looking at me but someone behind me. She passed me and as I turned to follow her the site I saw I'm still unsure how I feel about it because as I'd turned Milly had leapt into Jake's arms.

Jacob was holding her in the air with his arm around her as she had her arm around him, it wasn't even that upset me. The thing that upset me was the way they seemed to fit so will together, she cried on his shoulder while Jake leaned into the curve of her neck.

I coughed a few times to get their attention but even then it took me shouting the cough at them to even get a remote response that they knew I was there. They looked at me as if I was intruding on their private moment after a few seconds I saw it dawn on their face's who I was and what they were doing. I heard muttered apologies about them being sorry and not understanding why it happened.

"So Millie are you ok." I asked. At that moment my only desire was to change the subject because I'd be speaking to Jacob about this later he had no excuse but I'm putting Millie's reaction being down to her emotional state at the moment.

"Yeah I'm ok now ,thanks. What are you doing here?"

"Well I came to see if you were ok then I saw and…" I was at a loss for words.

I didn't want to upset her but something had to be done about this.

"oh will um you see me and my dad got in an argument."

I waited for her to carry on but the I realized she probably didn't want to talk about it with someone she didn't know there. I turn to tell Jake to leave but before anything can leave my mouth I was interrupted.

"No, it's okay he can stay"

"and I won't go anyway"

"JAKE!"

"What? I just mean I'm not leaving her just in case I'm needed" Jake muttered

"No it'll be ok, if you want to go then you can, if not, he just, you know." Millie whispered it was barely audible

"yes but just in case." I was starting to get angry and confused wondering what the hell were they on about.

"Just in case what?"

"I'll explain later"

"but.."

"so what are we going to do now you can't got back."

"well I rang the others but they were out. "

"will you can come with me you can't stay here"

"k"

It was a long walk home and I just hoped that everyone would look at things with a clear perspective

so tell me what you think good, bad. so we leant abit about Millie's life, thier be more on her in the next chappy. and jacob has to explain him self. lol to not just nessie but her hole family.

so thanks for reading