Blind and Useless
Jayfeather
I'm blind, I'm grouchy.
I'm nothing but a useless, weak medicine cat, am I not?
Yes.
I am.
I am Jayfeather,
I know I'm in a great prophecy, but still, the only time I can see is in my dreams, other times, I see only only darkness, even when the the greenleaf sun is shining it's biggest, it's warm light shining through the forest, or when the birds are singing, it's warm melody echoing through the trees, I'm blind.
I don't see a single thing.
It might've been Starclan punishing my mother's acts onto me, but why me?
Why?
My mentor, or mother, she is a medicine cat, why did she have to break the warrior code?
Being with her all those moons in my apprenticeship, I treated her coldly, just as cold as I felt.
I can feel her warm amber gaze, full of love, caring, and hurt always burning on my back,
In my heart, I love her, like any other kit would...
But in my actions, I act as if she is the last thing in the world I cared about.
I wish I could forgive her, but her ways, along with my father is hurting me, I can tell the horror and pain she is bearing inside, breaking up with Crowfeather after he took Nightcloud as a mate, making Breezepelt hate me, he even tried to kill me.
But why can't he see, that the pain we share are the same?
I belonged with the tribe of endless hunting, I loved Half moon, but I can't be with her.
The world is unfair.
It's cold.
Hard.
Heartless.
Yay I updated!
Sorry to keep you guys waiting, this is the second time I made this, I couldn't think of anything!
Plus with school...
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