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I wanted to update sooner but I didn´t have my computer ; p

"Ugh "

Shouta groaned out his frustration.

"Shouta you need to stop berating yourself, just try not to act any different in front of Sawako or she´ll end up blaming herself or worst think that you don't love her any more" finished Ryuu.

They were sitting on the side of the baseball field and Shouta had just filled Ryuu in on what had happened yesterday.

He had tried his best to act normal around Sawako but it was taking all his concentration giving him a headache and living him extremely exhausted due to the pressure, it was a good thing that Sawako had taken his absurd explanation well and saying goodbye in front of the school had gone by without any further incidents.

Today they had had a group lunch, so he wasn't put through any hard ships, but how long could he go on like this?

Sawako was bound to notice the change in him.

"You're right knowing her she´ll think she did something wrong and that I don't love her anymore, but how can I make it clear to her that its totally the opposite! That I can't be near her without diving head long into a lust filled world where she´s my lead actress! That I keep catching my hand as it makes its way toward her!" wailed Shouta while grabbing fistfuls of his hair, if things went on like this he was pretty sure he´d end up balled!

Ryuu thought over what his friend had said. "Well… you could just tell her what you actually feel.."

"What are you insane!" Shouta half shouted half whispered through his teeth.

"Hold on a minute Shouta, just listen to me, ok, this is just an option. I´m not telling you to bluntly go up to her and say "hey Sawako how's it going, you know I was thinking that maybe its time we move further on the relationship latter. So how bout it, you wanna fuck? Because if we don't do it soon I ´m pretty sure I might die from blueballs!"

Ryuu watched as Shouta nearly fainted, so he decided that now was a good time to voice his idea.

"oorrr"

That got his attention!

"You could make her understand your feelings and thoughts through actions, I'm not saying you should molester her or anything like that, but try to be more romantic and spend as much time as you can only with her" Ryuu explained as he watched the girls on the other field playing soccer, Chizu gave a particular good kick, scoring. "Come to think of it, what does Sawako think of intensifying your relationship, has she ever said or done anything to give you a hint of her point of view?"

"No I can´t remember anything like that she´s always so sweet and caring, but I can´t force her into anything, just so I can be happy, I couldn't live with myself!" he thoughtfully said.

"I know Shouta, but maybe she feels the same way as you. Good luck trying to figure out how you're going to take this on, but my advice, follow your heart I think it will tell you, how you should solve this" Ryuu said while standing up "And just to give you a helping hand in the meanwhile; try to focus on her, not her body, I know it can be distracting but I know you can do it because you don't want to end up hurting her

He watched as Ryuu picked up the remaining equipment and stroll of in the direction of the sport equipment shed. Living him completely immersed in his thoughts, his heart?

His heart was Sawako.

¡!

Toohru stepped over the threshold closing the door behind him and taking of his shoes.

"Dad" he called. No reply. "Dad!"

Hmm, maybe they had gone out. He walked in to the kitchen and served himself a glass of water, as he was drinking he heard a noise, Thump!

What was that?

It seemed to be coming from upstairs he slowly started to climb up when he heard the distinct sound of someone groaning, soon after another followed.

Is Ryuu hurt? He thought about to make his way to the bedroom, it seemed the sounds were coming from there, as he came closer he heard panting, like someone had overworked themselves, maybe Ryuu had had a rough training. He slowly turned the knob.

"?"

What he saw next was…. Never not in a million years would he eveeer have imaged himself this picture…!

There on the bed was my little brother naked…. nestled between the legs of a girl!

I couldn´t look away! I was frozen on the spot, shocked to the core.

I watched hypnotized, Never ever could I have believed that my brother! quiet, thoughtful, intelligent, insightful Ryuu! to ever engage into such activity, I thought he would finally confess his love to Chizuru at the age of 30 or something.

They were facing away from me and naturally didn´t see me standing there, suddenly Ryuu thrusted harder with more speed within the girl she had well toned long legs by the looks of them, I thought I knew those legs but from where? her body was buried under Ryuu, I could make out the well defined hips and shaped breast pressed flat by arching her back into Ryuu´s chest. She was trying to catch her breath as if she had been drowning!

"Tell me you love me…" Ryuu´s gruffed voice panted "say that you love only me!..

He suddenly went slower his broad muscled back shining with sweat, his shoulders shaking from the strain of having to go slower and not suffocate the girl beneath with his complete body weight, wait when did he get that body?

The girl started to whimper flexing her legs tighter around Ryuu´s waist, in an effort to making him go faster.

"Say it!"he grunted out harshly.

"NO ONE ELSE ONLY YOU, I LOVE!""

CHIZU?

IMPOSSIBLE!

Chizu! was the girl my brother was fucking like bunnies on mating season!

"I know" I heard him reply softly

He suddenly went faster, as if trying to sink himself completely within her trying to meld their bodies into one. He arched his body, head raised toward the sky while he held onto Chizu´s knees, she arched her back to almost an unnatural angel, I saw her face for the first time, flushed from their activities, her hair was plastered to her face and she had a look like someone had shocked her, sweat covered her entire body making her glisten, I could see her breasts reacting to Ryuu´s thrusts, they were decorated with red hickies here and there, whoa! my brother went wild in bed, to leave marcks that size on those firm well rounded erect-!...

STOP!

I told myself I couldn´t look at her that way, yeah she had been in love with me, but I was married now and she well … it didn´t look like she was tearing her eyes out for me now was she?

Seeing her like this I had never truly realized just how beautiful she really was, to me she had always been like a little sister, the adorable tomboy next door. But now I could clearly see that she had indeed grown into a beautiful strong woman. She could easily achieve any goal she set her mind to and now she had met her match in my brother, how ironical the boy who made her cry now made her scream.

I stumbled backwards hitting the opposite wall.

I was startled when Chizu suddenly screamed Ryuu´s name at the top of her lungs, from within the room. All I heard after that was heavy panting. It dawned on me that I needed to get out of here fast! In my heist I accidently knocked over a picture frame on the nearby table it rattled and fell to the floor.

I felt the blood drain form my face, I had to get OUT OF HERE NOW!. As quietly as I could I made my way down the stairs, put on my shoes, sliding the door open I was about to make my escape when I felt someone´s hand on my shoulder, this was just not my day was it?

I slowly turned my head to see Ryuu standing there with only a pair of sweats on and a grave face.

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CLYFFY! (if you hadn't noticed)

Don't worry the next chapter is amazing and ready, but it will be for next week!