To avoid thinking at the past 2 months i began to clean and scrubbing every surface of my house , i once had a home but this is just a house. The best part of this place is the kitchen , i hope to have the time to lose myself in cooking like old times, this brings me to think of my once best friend Emmet the big Brother Bear the way i used to call him.I wander if hi is still with Rose , that girl was made for him in every way. After 3 hours of cleaning i made my way to the bathroom to take a bath. I quit my freesia shower gel and shampoo i cant stand the smell anymore , Lucas always told me that he loved that flavour on me so now i can even used i switched on strawberries .
Looking in the mirror made me think i should change something, like my color of my hair or cut it, i think it would look good in red shades escape from the boring brown , i should wear some green contacts seeing that eyes colour can't be change. Finishing my shower i went to bed , i hope not having any nightmares and scare the neighbors from the first night, tomorrow is a new beginning of my life , i hope not to screw this up.
I woke up at 6 and made my way to the kitchen , bless the one who invented the coffee machine this is my drug along with a pack of cigarettes , is not a good habit but it began when the bad things started to happen. After 2 cups of coffee and a shower later i stand now in front of my to empty closet ...god i have to go shopping ..o joy , i decided to go with a pair of grey jeans and a white long sleeve blouse , my hair let lose in soft waves touching my ties i decided to put some makeup to cover the dark spots under my eyes , i got my jacket and haded to university.
The campus is big and full of people, everyone is going somewhere , is so refreshing not be recognised by anyone and just being a stranger. i made my way to my first class and tried to avoid looking people in the eyes, this way you are not inviting them to start a conversation, i didn`t came here to make friends, i came to become a doctor and not have any distractions.
The classes passed one by one and after the last one i left for some shopping. The mall was close so i made my way to there on foot . 4 hours later i spend over 10 000$ ...Claire my best friend from London will be so happy when she will hear this she is the shopping pixie like i used to call her, god i miss them so much. Ariving home i unpack the bags and went to sleep , tomorrow i have labs and my bike is being delivered at 7 in the morning .