I still, I still, I love you

I'm waiting, waiting, forever

.:&:.

I've always been the happy go lucky type of girl. Everyone always expected me to smile and be happy all the damn time. It really got annoying.

Annoying...

That word brings back so many upsetting, upsettling memories. Memories of the youngest Uchiha. My long time crush, Sasuke. He had witnessed his family die before his eyes. But he never knew what had happened to me. You Tou san in heaven, of course know. You know that when I was a baby, you had to give me up when Kaa san died. You died a short while later due to a mission. I guess I'm like Naruto that way. You don't know Naruto, tou san. Naruto Uzumaki, number one nucklehead ninja in all the hidden leaf village! He's the nicest person you'll ever meet and once he worms his way into your heart, he'll never come back out.

Kakashi sensei is another story. You knew him, didn't you tou san? He was always late for training and reading that goddamned porn book by Jiraya hentai....He always focused on Naruto and Sasuke's strengths and I was left in the dust to relish in my quiet pain. My weaknesses only grew until Tsunade shisou met me and I became her student. Yup tou san, I was trained by Tsunade sama herself. Along with Shizune nii (another one of her students and my "sister") we trained as hard as we could and both strived for the best.

But that was years ago tou san. I'm older now. Fifteen years older to be exact. My name isn't Sakura Haruno any longer. It's Sakura Uchiha. Strange how these things work out, ne tou san? He constantly tells me he loves me and has proved it through many different ways. He's very good to me and never harms me, mentally nor physically. You're a grandfather now, tou san. To three healthy Uchiha children.

Azami and Kagami -the twin wonders- and little baby Sonosuke. Azami takes after me in many ways including my monstourus temper. Kagami is much more reserved like his father and grandfather. Sonosuke has already started showing signs of being a great fighter even if he is only twelve months. He's always getting into my shuriken which are on the top dresser with his mini chakra filled feet. He gets his chakra skizzles from his mother.

I love you tou san but I can't talk about much more with you and only to kaa san.

So know that I love you and will always be thinking of you in my heart.

You're Loving Daughter,

Uchiha Sakura

As I've stated before in my letter to tou san, I've married an Uchiha. Shocking isn't it Kaa san? Though I never really knew you, I have a strange connection telling me that you are out there looking out for me and I am extremly grateful for this. If memory serves, then it will be your birthday in a week. I'll be visiting your grave and burning vanilla and cherryblossom insence. I hope you like them.

Strangely enough kaa chan, I've grown much better without you. Though I love you, I'm almost glad I never had you around. If I had you as much as I'd like, I probably never would have gotten picked on as much which would never have allowed me to meet my first true friend Ino Yamanaka. And if I had you around, I probably would never have gotten the courage to almost kiss Sasuke kun when I was younger (though we never really got around to liplocking).

Many things have changed. The Kyuubi container (and best friend, Uzumaki Naruto) has become Hokage. I have three young children and have snagged an Uchiha boy. He constantly says he loves me and somehow I can understand all his "Hn"s and "Aa"s. He has a tomato fetish which I love teasing him with. I truly love him, kaa chan. Just don't let tou san get all protective up there. I wouldn't want any lightning striking the guy I loved.

But Kaa chan in heaven, I truly hope that you and tou san are happy up there. I'd really appreciate it if you'd look over the rest of the family, including the rest of Cell Seven. Kakashi Hatake sensei has married Anko Mitarashi sensei (can't say I didn't see it coming) and they have two children: Kanko and Mitake, twin girls. Kakashi and Anko combined their names to give the kids their names.

Naruto has married Hinata Hyuuga and have a daughter named Kikio who is a mini Hinata. But she has the same trickster nature as Naruto. She's on the same team as our Kagami who so happens to have a crush on the young Hyuuga girl. It's very cute. If you've been watching you'd see how incredibly adorable the two would be together.

I love you Kaachan and don't ever forget that!

You're Loving Daughter,

Uchiha Sakura