(Recap: "I'm sorry Darren but you have no idea what it feels like to sleep with someone you had a long time crush on only to remember that they were straight and had a girlfriend, or did you forget about Mia?" Chris says angrily. "Sleeping with you was a mistake." Chris states boldly.)
*Flashback to the last day on set*
Darren awkwardly makes his way back to his trailer. He had no idea why seeing Chris with another man had shook him up so much. It's not like Chris even knew he was interested in him, Darren always insisted that he was straight. Darren's not sure when he realized that he had a crush on Chris, he's never had a crush on a guy before and he wondered if it was just that he was so intent on playing Blaine that he had convinced himself he was in love. But then he noticed the little things, the things that were definitely Darren and Chris' doing, not Kurt and Blaine's. Things like watching Harry Potter or Star Wars together and being able to quote the lines together.
Darren had thought that he loved Mia but now that he'd admitted to himself his feelings for Chris he wasn't so sure. Mia was such a nice girl but he just didn't feel the same about her anymore.
Darren lays down on the couch in his trailer and sighs. "I'm sorry you had to see that." Darren hears a small voice apologizing to him. Chris stands at the doorway of the trailer shyly. Darren springs up into a sitting position as he realizes who it is at the entrance.
"It's okay," Darren tells him turning red. "You're both capable of making these decisions."
"It's not okay because I don't even like Jonathan as more than a friend, I was just trying to make you jealous, which is stupid because you're straight and we don't really play Kurt and Blaine anymore, all those kisses were scripted and you wouldn't actually like me, I know we only watch movies together as friends..." Chris trails off after talking really fast, Darren could tell that he was about to panic. Darren gets up off the couch and grabs Chris' hand pulling him into the trailer and shutting the door behind them.
"I do like you Chris. I thought you wouldn't like someone like me, someone who can't control his feelings, is practically in love with you but still likes to check out girls." Darren spits out fast, he never meant to continue that sentence but Chris just has that sort of power over him.
"You think you love me?" Chris asks hopefully. Darren cringes, of course Chris picked up on that one bit.
"Yea.." Darren says quietly and that's all the permission that Chris needs to lean in and slowly take Darren's face in his hands and press his lips to the other man's. Darren eagerly responds to Chris kissing him and his arms make their way around Chris' waist pulling him closer and pressing their bodies together. Chris' hands move upwards from Darren's face and weave themselves tightly into his curls. Darren pulls them down onto the couch that he was still standing over and lays on his back as his mouth continues exploring Chris' mouth and Darren's hand continue exploring his back. Chris moves his mouth from Darren's and begins to kiss down his neck and under his jaw line. Darren feels his pants tightening and groans as he grabs the base of Chris' shit tugging it upwards. Chris has to stop kissing Darren in order for the shirt to come off and he has to sit up so he's straddling the other man. The shirt is flung across the room and both boys begin to work on getting Darren's shirt off.
"Fuck." Darren groans as Chris' hands run up his toned stomach bringing his shirt up above his shoulders and joining the other shirt on the floor. They reattach themselves at the lips as fast as they possibly could and continue to kiss as Chris' hands make there way down to Darren's belt buckle. The belt comes off easily but the tight pants that a property of Blaine Anderson's wardrobe do not. Chris pulls his lips apart from Darren's.
"I hate these stupid pants." Chris mumbles as he pulls at them again, both boys work the pants down slowing, too slowly for Chris and he gives up and just rips them apart. Darren sits up in shock.
"What the hell Chris, if I knew you that eager to get get into my pants I would've changed first." Darren laughs as Chris turns bright red.
"I had no idea I could even do that." Chris laughs. "Hopefully wardrobe won't miss them."
"I'll make up some excuse if they do." Darren says quickly before he leans back over to undo Chris' belt, thankfully his pants come off a lot easier. Chris climbs onto the lap of a sitting Darren so he's straddling his legs. Chris' hands graze the back of Darren's neck and he looks at him with a look of pure happiness and excitement before greedily attaching their lips together again. Their hands are both roaming each others bodies as they each try to discover as much as possible about each other. They are both still in their underwear and Darren soon realizes this as he slips his hands further down and into the waistband of Chris' underwear.
"You sure we should do this?" Darren asks Chris, he's already reached a point where he doesn't think he can stop.
"100 percent..." Chris trails off and that's all both of them need to continue.
They then head back to Darren's apartment and lose count of how many times they sleep together that night.
"Well I didn't think it was a mistake! It was the best night of my life, until I woke up and realized that you had left already, nowhere to be found and not answering any calls!" Darren argues back. "I was going to talk you in the morning, I was going to be cuddled into you, as the little spoon, I was going to ring Mia and ask her to meet me so I could break up with her for you. I was prepared to talk about our plans for the future, what we could do together. I was going to kiss you again and again and never grow sick of it. I was going to admit that I had loved you for longer than I knew myself. We could've walked out of my apartment hand in hand and I would've been the happiest person alive."
"No, you would've second guessed everything, just like you always do." Chris complains. "You'd never even kissed a man before and then we were suddenly have sex all over your apartment. I didn't want to wake up next to you only to be let down by my feelings and dreams again."
The two men are now standing Chris' apartment, there's so much bottled up anger and lust between them. Darren gets up heading towards the door, "Fuck this, I'm not standing here telling you that I was ready to love you and be with you when all you want to do is keep telling me that you knew how I felt better than I knew myself."
Darren opens the door roughly and Chris calls out from behind him, "So who's walking away now? You get so angry at me for leaving but now you're running."
"That's not fair Chris." Darren yells walking back inside the door, and up to Chris. Poking his pointer finger into his chest, "You can't just walk away from me and then get grumpy when I try do the exactly the same thing."
Chris grabs Darren's hand off his chest. "At least I didn't go home to my girlfriend." Chris spits out the word.
"We didn't even live together then!" Darren cries out loud.
"Oh and living with her now is no different?" Chris retaliates. "If you really did want me you still would've dumped her, you would've followed me back to Clovis and..."
"Followed you?! Chased after you like an idiot! How was I supposed to know that's what you wanted when you didn't answer any calls, you just went off grid telling only Lea about Clovis!" Darren argues. "You had just left me in my apartment with no explanation, I assumed that you had no real feelings for me!"
Chris looks down guiltily. "I thought that sleeping with in your trailer and you all over your apartment would've been a big enough clue that I had real feelings for you."
"Well obviously, I wasn't that confident about my feelings or knowing what yours were! Why didn't you just talk to me?" Darren asks him. Both men are still yelling at each other.
"Because Darren, do you know how hard it is just to talk to you? I always just want to kiss you forever." Chris sighs. "And i'm probably going to regret this to." Chris comments as he reaches out and cups Darren's face in his hands and presses there lips tightly together. Darren doesn't hesitate to kiss back. The two men are both so angry at each other and slightly drunk still but both clearly have feelings for each other as they both desperately try to kiss one another harder than before. With his hands still around Darren's face, Chris notices that his shirt is in the process of being untucked. Darren grins against Chris mouth as he takes Chris' waist into his hand.
Both men forget that they were fighting only seconds ago and suddenly are way too preoccupied with each other. "More," Darren groans in a very demanding tone which turns Chris on even more. Chris kisses him harder and takes control. His hands once again reaching into Darren's curls that he loves so much and tugs hard turning both of them on even more. Breaking apart, Chris begins to trail his lips across Darren's jawline and down his neck as his hands simultaneously unbutton his shirt. Chris' teeth nip and bite at the smooth skin in the hollow of Darren's neck and collarbones.
Darren manages to get Chris' shirt off in record time and neither of them have a problem with pants from the gay teenagers they once played.
"You know, the costume designer never asked what happened to that last pair of pants..." Darren muses as he takes Chris' pants off leaving him in just his underwear. Chris laughs but does reply because he's too preoccupied with Darren's chest. Chris pushes the couple into the wall behind them and realizes that the door is still wide open from when Darren was about to leave earlier. He groans as he leans over Darren's body to shut the door only to see a girl of about 20 standing there in shock.
"CRISSCOLFER IS REAL!" Chris hears her yell as she happily skips down the hallway and into another apartment door. Chris reminds himself to pay her a visit later to ask her to keep it quiet. But his mind quickly is invaded by all thoughts of Darren as they attach themselves the the lips again.
"I love you." Darren quietly moans into Chris' mouth.
"I love you too."
Sooooo, two sex scenes in one chapter...whoops