Singing is my Escape
by: ~SBA~
Chapter 2: I'm Still Here - Goo Goo Dolls ; Yang x Yana
A question I'll ask you. Do you think someone in this world can be perfect? In my opinion, nobody can be perfect, but if you look through their mistakes, they can be perfect. So why doesn't she see me like that? Can all she see are my mistakes?
I am a question to the world
Not an answer to the earth
Or a moment
That's held in your arms
Everything I do, will never be enough. She is a woman that needs and deserves more. I will never be the one for her.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be
But I don't let this revelation stop me. Because a thing like this can't amount to the love I feel for her. It can't ever reach it. I'm no longer the same as I was so long ago. I've changed enough to know, that this feeling I have is rare and precious. Something I'll always treasure. I only wish she could look at things in my perspective. I wish she could look at these in my eyes.
And what
Do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away
She can't see who's inside me, she can't find the soul trapped inside. And now I'm not sure if she's truly the one for me. If she is, give me a sign. Show me that somebody stills sees the real me.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
Somebody find the real me inside. I want somebody to love me for me. I don't want to be a puppet who they'll try to mold into someone they like. Everytime I think I've found the one, I end up being broken inside. When will a light ever shine for me?
They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe
"Yang, is that you?" There she is, her voice echoing in the halls. Has she come to break me even more, or maybe be the one? "Yang, please come out of there! You have to get over this! Lina just wasn't the one for you, you need to face reality Yang. She's gone with another man." So she's just come to mock me? How pathetic. "Yana, go away please! I want to forget this not be reminded of it!" I heard her sigh behind the door, "Yang, to forget, you first have to accept it. But I don't think that's happening real soon. Please, just accept it, and allow me to enter your door." she whispered the last part silently. A tear shined in the brim of my eye as I wiped it away. Opening the door, I hugged her, "Thanks Yana. And I already opened the door, you were just late in coming through."
And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can they say I'll never change?
They're the ones they stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here
A.N:
Yeah, I deleted some parts of the song since it was too long for me. But I hope this was fine. Not familiar with the song much so I just guessed in writing. Song suggested by Yin and Yang Opposite, couple demanded by, hyperocninanins. Suggestions for both songs and couples welcome! R&R!