Axel's P.O.V

"Ugh… my head…" I woke with the bleary light of the dark world stinging my eyes, a ringing in my ears and thirty extra pounds added to my head. It feels horrible with every slight movement. What did I-oh right. Port Royal. The Heartless was taken care of easy so those two had the nerve to suggest we hit the local bars like old times. One drink. That's all I was going for. Guess they talked me in to more.

I sat up with a groan brushing the red hair blocking my eyes. My headache wasn't as bad as it could have been; so I controlled myself from getting full on drunk. Thankfully. I don't need a trip back to drunk years past, not when things are going so good with Demyx. All those times I seeked him and him alone out to rid myself of the pent up rage my drunken state created. I shake my head to stop the memories from showing their ugly sneer. I take a deep inhale and fully take in where I am now.

Demyx's room. I have no idea how I got here, nice and bundled up under his blue sheets. Maybe I found my way here. But then… I look to my left to the cold unslept half of the bed my lover would have occupied had he slept the night with me. Maybe coming to him drunk had angered him. Stupid. Of course it would have. I promised him I wouldn't drink like this again and yet, here I came home last night, probably crawling and wreaking horribly to his sensitive nose.

Crap.

I have to find him. If I can only remember what had happened last night. With ungraceful movements I pull myself from the warm cocoon of sheets I had made and stumble my way to the shared bathroom to wash the horrid taste from my mouth. Come on think. After miraculously managing to open a portal I groped along the walls to make it to the room. Then… then what? I spit the toothpaste from my mouth and glare at my tired reflection. I made it to Demyx's room. I was handsy. Bonus points to me for at least remembering Demyx was my partner. I roll my eyes at myself as I start combing the knots from my hair. Then he shoved me down on the bed and told me to rest because he was going to… to… go find the others!

"Ow!" I snag a tight knot when I find my realization. "Shit. Demyx went to find them. Xigbar left for his room but Luxord stayed in the Grey Room. Something to go on at least." I finish combing and styling my hair. In record time I pull on my uniform and hurry from the room. Well hurry was an understatement. More like casually jogged from my room since an annoying headache is keeping me from doing anything too physically straining.

My feet carry me to Xigbar's room. Of the three of us he was the most stable last night. I suspect he didn't even drink. I can accuse him of getting us drunk later. If he had by chance seen Demyx walking around last night that's all I care about right now.

With a heavy fist I make my presence known outside the Sharp Shooter's room. "Xigbar! Xigbar I know you can hear me I need to ask you something important! No wise cracks this is serious!" I keep slamming my fist to either wake or annoy the pirate in to coming out. The door suddenly swins open catching me right in the face mid knock. Looks like I annoyed him.

"The hell you want damn noisy pyro?" Xigbar's voice sounds muffled.

Pulling away from the door I look around it and gag. Xigbar stands clad only in a towel that hangs way too low on his waist, water dripping down his muscled body and a toothbrush shoved in his frowning mouth. What a horrible scene burned in my eyes so early in the morning. Think of Demyx like this… Think of Demyx.

"Do you have any idea what leave it to the imagination means!" I can't hold it back.

Xigbar snorts. "Oh great, you check me out now?"

"Like hell if I do! I don't want to see any part of you! Put some damn clothes on!" I clench my fists tight.

Xigbar rolls his single eye. "Maybe if someone hadn't been banging on my door while I was getting ready I would have."

"Not the point!" I take a deep breath and loo away from him with a scowl. "I have a question."

"Yes I think it's bigger."

"Get your mind out the gutter!" I screech at him ignoring the warmth on my cheeks and his smirk. "I'm looking for Demyx, have you seen him?"

"How do you lose someone?"

"You don't cherish them. He wasn't in his room this morning and last thing I remember last night was him going to look for you guys to help you."

"The little Nocturne didn't help me one bit. I took care of myself thanks, not like I wanted him to."

"So you didn't see Demyx?"

"No."

"Thank you." I leave with a huff glad to be away from the shameless Shooter.

"You're just jealous you don't got all this!" Xigbar calls after me, teasing heavy in his tone.

"Ignoring!" I snap back. His laugh is no help. So if Xigbar had no clue where Demyx was, and I'm sort of grateful he didn't because that means the less looking at his indecent form, then Luxord has to know. I just wonder what happened that kept Demyx from coming back to his room all night. Luxord must have been that drunk.

Demyx's P.O.V

Warmth. Nice comforting warmth. It soothes the ache I feel that's starting to wake down my back as I am. God what did I even do? A soft sigh escapes my dry mouth and I scoot closer to the warmth. Almost instinctively the warmth wraps around me more. That's what I wanted.

"Mmm… Axel…" I breathe out and nuzzle the soothing warmth. His warmth is always something I love to feel each morning. And after how stupid he had been last night he's lucky I decided to-

My eyes snap open. Cream coloured flesh meets my gaze. The arms around me are thicker, more muscles to them, and the breath I feel rustling my bangs is rough. A cold chill goes over me.

This isn't Axel.

This isn't Axel.

This isn't Axel!

I bolt up and out of the bed falling on my rear in the process. I gasp sharply. My hand goes to my mouth to muffle my already escaped voice. This isn't my room! I'm naked! I'm in horrible pain! What the hell!?

A groan calls my senses back from my starting panic attack. I'd have a heart attack if I could. Luxord is sprawled on the bed, sheets barely covering his bare lower half, his arms outstretched where I had just been cuddling him, a satisfied smile plastered on that sleeping face of his.

WHAT THE CRAP!?

"Easy Demyx… you're going hysterical… I'm sure there's a… logical explanation for this… there is…" I bunch the sheets that fell with my subconsciously around my naked form. "You're both naked, n-nuzzling, and obviously you spent the night here… the thing is why…"

"Oh come now, don't tell me you forgot that wonderful night?" A sudden voice speaks to me. I jolt and look around the room. Only the bastard in question and I are here. And… the voice sounds like an airy version of mine.

"The panic is setting in…"

"Oh no, if the panic were setting in I'd be in your place."

"Calm down… you have to figure this out…"

"I can tell you what happened. I guess I shouldn't have taken all the fun, you deserved some of it too."

I shudder. My body feels hot. A steady warmth that lingers and is building. I'm seriously lost. First a phantom voice and now my body is… oh Kingdom Hearts no.

"Oops~ that was my fault, I was making your body remember what it went through. All those rounds. I'm surprised you were able to wake up as early as you did. I'd have been sure you wouldn't wake for a full day."

"Wh-what are you talking about?" Something told me that this voice isn't imaginary. It was there, and persistent. A chuckle brings up another shudder.

"Put it together little Demyx. Naked, in pain, dripping his essence with each movement. What do you think that means?"

My eyes widen at an imaginary click. "No!"

"Oh yes. After the first surprise attack in the hall you gave in. With a bit of convincing from me of course. It was one thrilling night. I'm almost sad he was too drunk last night he won't remember it. Well, he'll remember screwing a very horny lass."

"I couldn't have… I couldn't… no… Axel…" Before my panic could start a knock to the door interruptsme. "Hell." I grip the sheets around me and boltto the bathroom locking it after me. I'll teleport to my room once Luxord is distracted with whoever was at the door. If he woke and heard a portal opening… I can't even imagine what that would do.

From the bathroom I can hear Luxord grumble as the knocking grew more persistent to wake him from his deep slumber. Shuffling, tumbling and groaning crept in to the bathroom. Obviously Luxord was paying for late night fun with a massive headache. Serves him right. He deserves everything coming to him. Karma. High karma. What am I talking about? If anyone deserves karma it's me. I slept with someone other than Axel! Willingly! Was it willingly? I'm not sure. The voice in my head was sure making it sound like it.

My gaze went to the mirror. I let the sheets drop from around me. I hold back the gasp. My body is covered in finger shaped bruises and bite marks. I'm not even going to get started on the white sap clinging to the inside of my thighs. How could I? I wrap the sheet back around me to hide my shame. I gave in to lust. A lust that is steadily building up as I'm currently wracking my brain for the right answer.

"It was fun, admit it."

"No. I… I cheated on Axel. But I have a feeling it wasn't my fault."

"Your body."

"Cram it." I'm fighting with a random voice in my head. Though, this feeling running down my back tells me it isn't a simple voice I can ignore.

"Aaaaggghh! For all things sane put on some damn clothes!" A shriek cuts through my train of thoughts. I go tense instantly.

"No no no no no no no!" I scream quietly. "Why!?" Kingdom Hearts must really hate me.

Axel's P.O.V.

If seeing Xigbar near nude wasn't enough to scar me oh no, Luxord took the prize. The sight of his half asleep ass stumbling to open the door flashing everything for the world to see has me dry heaving. Does no one have any sanity left!?

"Put on some damn clothes before I burn the life out of you!" I threaten.

Luxord gave me a sleepy look. "Loud."

"Of course I'm loud! You're shameless!"

Luxord yawns behind his hand. "Yeah yeah. Don't scream, my head hurts and my patience is too low to care. What do you want?"

"To burn my retinas…" I cover my eyes. He seriously is just going to stand there like nothing, dangling around and talking casually to me!

"Have fun with that." I hear his feet shuffle as he turns.

"Wait!" I stop him, still covering my eyes. "I wanted to know if you saw Demyx last night!" I spit out.

"The young one? No. Not since we left for the mission. Why?" Luxord stops in his steps, at least from what I can hear.

"I can't find him. He left last night to help you guys. Xigbar didn't see him so it left you. But if you didn't then…"

"Can't help you lad. Last thing I did was have fun with a hyped up lass."

"I don't need to hear it!" I cover my ears now and hold my eyes clenched shut. "I don't need to hear it at all! I just wanted to know if you saw Demyx or not and you didn't so thank you goodbye!" I said in one breath and leave. I did not feel the smug grin burning in to my retreating back.

Seriously what is wrong with everyone this morning! The only half-naked to naked person I want to see is Demyx. I stop down the hall and take a deep breath. So if Demyx wasn't with either drunk bastards then where was he? It isn't like him to disappear like this. Come on think. Demyx isn't in his room. He isn't in my room. And he hadn't been seen by either drunks. Is he even in the Castle?

"Ugh… too many questions…" I scratched my head. "I need help."

So that's how I found myself in the middle of Marluxia's garden watching said pansy tend to his garden. I was ordered to stay quiet until he finished. I tried to insist it was urgent but no, the stupid flowers came first. Finally, after a couple minutes of tortured silence he turns to me and pats the dirt from his hands.

"What can I help you with?" He asks in a calm tone.

"I need your help to find Demyx!" I snap. I was made to wait too long.

"What?" His sapphire eyes cloud with confusion.

"I can't find Demyx! I came back tipsy last night and I thought he went to help Xigbar and Luxord but they hadn't seen him either!" I left out the fact I was blinded by their no shame.

"Oh so you did drink. And Demyx had so much confidence you wouldn't." Marluxia folds his arms in a disapproving way.

"I'll make it up later! Help me find him! If he isn't in the Castle he could be in a random world for I don't know what rreason!"

"Maybe because someone broke a promise."

"Not now! I'm worried!" I grab his arm and pull him from the room. The way his eyes widen I can tell he won't argue anymore with me. My worry about my lover's safety was enough an encouragement to help me. I'm grateful for that. Though I'd never say it.

Demyx's P.O.V

I hear Axel continue his shouts at what I interpret as Luxord not having put on any clothes when he answered his room door. I was cuddling that naked thing so I'm on the same page with Axel. I shake my head. Now's not the time. Their conversation is distracted enough. I open a portal and run through leaving the sheet behind. Luxord can make his own conclusion as to why it was in the bathroom.

My portal opeve to get rid of the invisible curse I have cast upon myself last night. Using double the amount of soap I scrub my skin raw, scrubbing especially hard on the bruises and bites. With any luck I can make them seem like a bigger bruise. Yes wanting a bigger bruise is probably not what someone wants but in this case it was that or have questions start popping up around why they looked the way they did.

I cannot stand myself. How could I, someone who had been freed from a sex crazy beast back in to the arms of my lover, become so devoured by lust so easy.

"It felt great. You love the rush of being taken against your will."

There was that voice again. "I don't. That was the worst experience of my life."

"You love being pounded in. Having your partner grab you so tight it bruises. Filling you that you spill over."

"I love it when it's Axel! Not someone I didn't want! Luxord was drunk and I was-"

"Horny. Helplessly horny. Axel isn't enough."

"Axel is all I need! I don't want anyone else in me. Never again."

"How wrong you are. I know you better than even you do. I know your wants, your desires, your pleas. Your innocent mind is gone, that's why I'm here to help your new, lust powered senses hone themselves and, well, find you more fun. Your Axel is only good for heated moments, but he can never provide you the thrill of a one-time stand. A new experience, a new feeling. It's the same thing ovr and over no matter what new positions you try. His cock is the same. You'll understand. I'm going to help you, help us, have the fun that hot Berserker wanted us to."

I stiffen at the mention of Saix. I don't want to remember anything he made me go through. He made me suffer worse than any wound from an attack ever did. Not only did his words taint my mind, his actions trained my body to betray me. My body thought for me. It loved it when Saix went wild; it even… loved it when I was forced to let another take me. I broke at the last moment and willingly did anything Saix wanted. He was my master. I could never forgive myself for that. Axel saved me. His love never faltered like mine did.

I'm a horrible Nobody.

"Do not worry, we still need Axel. He keeps you sane. But, he doesn't have to know about what I have planned for you, and neither do you, yet. Your potential will expose itself, and it will be one hell of a ride."

I am left in the riveting silence of a cackle and water splashing down on me.

I fear my own mind.

A couple hours later I woke at the sound of a door slamming. I had fallen asleep on my bed really needing the rest. Groans and hateful comments litter the air. The voices stopp when they are close to me.

"Demyx!" I recognize the closest being Marluxia's. With a yawn and a stretch I sit up.

"Marly?"

"Demyx where the hell were you!?" A sharper tone snips at me. Axel. He's leaning on Marluxia's back, his feet dragging on the floor.

"What happened?" I ask looking over Axel.

"We went looking for you. Axel was so panicked we couldn't find you we even went to Atlantica. He forgot what happens to his legs coming out of there." Marluxia explains. He tosses Axel on the bed without care earning a groan from the pyro.

"Ow… that was nice of you…" Axel huffs.

"You're lucky I dragged you in here. I'm not Demyx."

"No." Warm arms wrap around my waist and pull me closer to the warmer heat source. I instantly relax and nuzzle against my lover's chest. Oh how I love his warmth. "No one is like Demyx."

Marluxia rolls his eyes. "Whatever. Demyx I'm glad you're okay. Where were you?"

"Um…" I had to explain. "I went for a walk in the 100 Acre Forest. I wanted some fresh air after somebody came home wreaking." I cast a forced glare at Axel. He sheepishly smiles and nuzzles my neck.

"I'm really sorry about that. I didn't intend to drink but… it just happened… I controlled myself from getting drunk though! I would have never forgiven myself if I hit you again."

The sad expression on his face softens my own. "Promise me you'd never get drunk again. You can drink… but not to a point of getting drunk. Okay?" Axel nodded his agreement and kisses me. His hot kissed brings a blush to my face. He deepens the kiss much to my surprise. I squeak at that.

"Okay, before you two forget I'm here I'm going. See you guys later." Marluxia waves as he leaves. I bet he could tell Axel's mind was wandering to something else.

Axel half waves. His hands go to my hips and bring me over him without breaking the kiss. I let him guide me to straddle his lap. His kissing is amazing. His warm lips send shudders down my core. His slick tongue curling over mine brings out moans too easy. Then his hands. His hands roam way too easy and grop me as he pleases. His fingers curl in to the back of my mullet to pull my head back. My breath hitches at his teeth grazing my sensitive throat and tongue flicking at my weakest points. I'm so weak to his touch. His hand moves down to palm me. That's when I notice something. He in't moving his hips. Damn. His legs had gone numb from the Atlantica trip.

"A-Axel…" I stop his wandering hands. The quizzical look he gives me lookes hurt. "Y-you're legs…you can't move them…"

Axel huffes at that. "I don't care." He moves back to my neck. "I need you."

"Ahhh…"

"He can't move his legs, why don't you service him? It'll be good training."

That voice again. I don't want to listen to it.

"It'll be easy. And fun. Trust me~"

No. I can't. I can't…

I'm settle between Axel's legs undoing the zipper. His confused expression watches me close. The expression soon turns wide eyes when I pull his half hard erection out. His legs may have gone numb, but this still had plenty of blood flow. Giving him a smirk I part my lips and take him down to the back of my throat. He's warm everywhere, but Axel is the warmest here. My tongue melts against his hot member. I close my eyes to feel it all. His moans as I deep throat him make me purr; the purring pulls out a deeper moan from him. He was hard now. I want to feel him finish down my throat but I want more.

I pull away with a slick pop and sit up. His half glazed eyes pipes up my own need more. If he could move he would have me on my back by now. But it's his turn to be on his back. I blow him a kiss, a bigger smirk on my face. I make a show of slipping out of my cloak. I pull of my shirt in one easy movement. For fun I tease my own nipples. Oh the expression he makes watching me play with myself, making myself moan. I swear he got bigger. When it came to stripping of my pants and boxers and slide my hands slowly down my thighs and legs. I want him to see me feel myself since he couldn't. My hand goes to my own cock and grips it. I pump it slow and steady. I moan. I see him shudder at that.

I suck on my own fingers. I had to prepare myself of course. I reach behind myself still pumping myself. A hitched moan escapes me when I slip my fingers in. I'm loose. I don't feel proud of it, but in a quick situation like this it come in handy.

"Oh Axel…" I moan his name.

"Dem…" He groans. He's frustrated because he can't touch me.

"Do you want me?" I ask him.

"Damn it yes!" He begs.

I pull my hand back and hover over him. I grip him and angle him. In one slam down I take him down to the base. I cry out throwing my head back in pleasure of taking him all.

"Hahh!"

"Good boy, my dear Demyx. You're already learning how to take advantage of the situation. Taking control and doing as you please. Making them moan under you. Yes. That ability will come in handy very much in the future. For now, enjoy the little ride I helped you get on~ Hahahaha~!"

AN: Hello my lovely readers! I've finally updated this fic. I left it on such a cliffhanger, sorry! This is such a hard fic to write, harder than what I thought it was going to be but I'm persistent! So Demyx is having a voice in his head that is going to cause trouble. Soon it'll be revealed what the voice is exactly. But for now enjoy Demyx fighting the persistent voice and slowly loosing his mind. I promise it will end well! Until next time!

Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts.