I run outside and catch a cab. I'm hyperventilating. When I arrive at the hospital, I run inside. I go up to the receptionist desk in a hurry and slam my hands on the desk.
"I'm here for Phil Lester. Is he here?" I panted.
"Are you Dan Howell?" the nurse asks.
"Yeah." I panted.
"Yes he's been admitted a few hours ago. Here come with me. He's in 5-14." The nurse says.
We take the lift and go up to the 5th floor.
"Through here." She says as she open the door.
I go through the door and see Phil with wires and tubes hooked on him.
"Oh my god." I say. I cover my mouth and I break down crying and fall to my knees. Why did this have to happen? He didn't deserve this. I would do anything to be in his place.
A few seconds later, the doctor comes in.
"Dan Howell?"
"Yeah that's me."
"Okay, Mr. Lester was admitted here in critical condition. His right lung had collapsed so we had to put a tube through his neck, he also has a severe concussion which resulted in a severe brain injury. Right now he is in a coma state."
While he was saying this I was breaking inside. Oh Phil.
"If you need a nurse or have any questions just press this button." He says as he hands me a pager.
The doctor left and I turned to Phil.
"Phil, please wake up. Look at me. I'm a mess. Phil please."
I hold his hand tightly as I drift off to sleep.
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"Dan, Hey Dan wake up."
I open my eyes and turn to see Chris and Pj.
"Dan I heard about Phil and we are so sorry. Are you feeling okay? Do you want to eat? We can get you food. Or clothes. You need clothes right? We'll get you clothes and food." Chris says.
"Guys, guys I'm okay. But thanks anyway."
"Dan are you sure? We'll get you clothes and bring you back some food, stay there. We'll come back. Pj says. They walk out the door and I'm left alone with Phil again.
"Hey Phil. Please wake up. You should see me, I'm a mess. I miss your smiles and cuddles. Please wake up."
All of a sudden I feel Phil's hands squeeze mine.
"Phil! Phil! Are you awake? Wake up. It's me Dan your boyfriend." I say as I press the button on the pager.
The doctor and nurses come in.
"Phil squeezed my hand!" I say excitedly.
"Okay let me take a look." The doctor says.
The doctor checks Phil's breathing and heart rate. He also examines Phil's eyes.
"So?" I say.
"It seems like Mr. Lester is slowly emerging from his coma state. In a few hours or days he will start to become conscious and start to open his eyes."
"Will he be able to come home when he wakes up?" I ask.
"We may have to keep him in for at least 2-3 days for tests, but after he'll be able to go home."
"Thanks Doc."
"No problem. When you see signs of him waking up, call me." He says. The nurses and the doctor walk out.
"Phil. You'll be able to come home after you wake up. Come on Phil please wake up for me." I plead.
Chris and Pj come back with clothes and some food. I change into the clothes and we all eat while talking about Phil."
"Hey guys, do you mind staying here while I go home and grab my stuff?"
"Oh no. Go ahead. We'll watch Phil. Also you'll probably want to take a shower too as you haven't showered in 2 days." Chris say.
"Yeah okay. Thanks." I chuckle. I walk out the door and go back to my flat.
I open the door to my room and packed a bag with a few of my clothes and some of Phil's clothes. I take a quick shower, change, and grabbed my bag, keys, and phone then I head back to the hospital.
When I walk into Phil's room I see that he has already woken up.