2 weeks later…
Gillian could not believe it. It just couldn't be true. 'No..'
She thought as she held the test in her hand but she knew it had
happened. It was for real. She was pregnant. Pregnant with the man
she was truly in love withs child. She was certain of it. Since their
night together Gillian had not slept with Clyde. She refused to and
he did not understand as to why.
Each day they seemed to grow farther apart and no matter what he tried he could not get her to do anything. Looking back down at the test she felt sick. This could ruin everything. This wasn't supposed to happen. No one was supposed to know. 'Lie…' Gillian couldn't stop the tears as they came now. They pooled down her face like a waterfall. "No!" She screamed sinking to the floor and throwing the test across the bathroom. But she had to…she had to if she really loved him…she wouldn't let this hurt him.
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After that night, David immersed himself in his work and marriage. He found himself spending more and more time with Tea. He could tell she appreciated it. If only she knew it was from guilt. Of course things weren't the same between him and Gillian. The strain was tighter than ever. He'd caught Chris throwing questioning looks his way several times over the last two weeks. David would shake them off each and every time. Whenever he saw Gillian he had to look away, she didn't deserve to see the unabashed longing that filled his eyes.
Right now he was just arriving on set. He was sitting in his trailer with Blue going over his lines. Today they were filming what the fans had deemed as a 'myth arc' episode. He loved them for the action sequences, but he loved the laid back episodes more. David couldn't wait to start filming so he could see Gillian.
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A few days had gone by and Gillian had not spoken a word to anyone and certainly not David or her husband. The thoughts were still running through her mind as she arrived on set. Could she lie? Yes that would protect David and herself from any unwanted attention and it would make things less complicated. However, her heart ached with the longing to tell him...to let him know that the life she carried inside her belonged...to him.
"Hey Gillian!" Chris called, waving at her. She put on a smile and waved back. That was another thing on her mind. Since...that night Chris had seemed...knowing. Like he knew something had happened. Though she was certain David wouldn't tell anyone.
As Chris turned back to focus on a paper-probably the script- in his hand Gillian moved toward her trailer. She still had a few minutes before she would have to get her Scully mask on...
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David couldn't stay in his trailer any longer. He couldn't stand to be alone with his thoughts. While he loved the memory of what they had, that's all it was. A memory. Weeks later it was still ingrained, burned into his mind.
Arriving on set of few minutes early wouldn't hurt anyone. Plus, it'd give him time to catch up with some of the crew. He'd been distant after the Golden Globes. More than anything, he was eager to be on set to see his co-star. He knew it was wrong of him, but he was hoping this was one of the many days where the set was filled with numerous outtakes and the sound of Gillian's laughter.
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She could do this. She had to...if things were going to stay the same. After giving the self-talk to herself over five times Gillian thought she was ready to go to make up. Or she hoped.
As she exited her trailer she pulled of her sunglasses she had been sporting. Why she'd even chosen to wear them she did not know. There was no use for them till later.
Walking toward their make up place Gillian caught him out of the corner of her eye. 'Damn it.' She panicked. But she couldn't avoid him. Then he would know something was wrong... She wanted to see him. She really did but now knowing what she did...would she crack?
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David spotted her as he walked across the set. What to do? 'Should I talk to her or pretend not to see her?' He wondered. Normally he wouldn't give a second thought to talking to her. That's what he should do. Things shouldn't appear too weird after all.
"Gillian!" He called out jogging quickly to where she was. "Heading to makeup?" He asked not knowing what else to say.
When she heard him yell she stopped walking and turned to face him. she couldn't ignore him.
"Yeah, you?" She asked when he made it to her side. She was careful not to stand to close. God she hated this. She couldn't be near him..couldn't touch him and most of all...couldn't taste him.
"No, I've been here for awhile." He said about going to makeup.
"Chris is here." She then commented so she could look away from him and try to fine Chris. "I think he has our scripts already..." She then added, still not looking at him.
"I was just about to head on set." Noticing her strange behavior, David then lightly touched her arm and asked gently, "Hey, is everything okay?"
Gillian had been staring past him as he spoke but when he touched her arm her eyes met his. She could see the worry in them.
"Yeah everything's fine." She lied simply. "Look...I have to go. I have to get ready. I'll see you on set." She smiled lightly, as best she could and pulled out of his grasp to head to set. It hurt to lie to him. Even that little bit but it's what she had to do.
After getting into her Scully wardrobe, which was a skirt today. Gillian made her way out to set. David and her first scene for the day was in the office of the X-files. Entering the shooting area Chris glanced up at her. She smiled lightly and glanced around the room. Wondering if he was here yet.
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David was glad Gillian left when she did. Her pulling way the way she did, left his face in shock. He was confused. Was she starting to regret what had happened? That's what it seemed liked. No, he tried to convince himself otherwise. But actions spoke louder than words and he got the message loud and clear. She wanted nothing to do with him.
He had left his trailer for the set before her but David was the last one on set. He stood close to her only when it was necessary for them to do so. He only made eye contact with her during film and only when it was necessary. During breaks David didn't seek her out. If she wanted to forget it happened and avoid him, he'd make it easy for her no matter how much it hurt.
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All through shooting Gillian noticed David was different. Different from his normal self anyway. It wasn't that hard to tell and he knew she shouldn't have pulled away like that earlier. But what else could she do? She couldn't pretend everything was all right. They had slept together for Christ sake! And it had been the best sex she was sure either of them had ever had. But right now she just needed time to think and right now she sat in her trailer thinking about the one person she loved. Truly loved anyway. To her he seemed upset. Did he think she was regretting it? Did he think she thought it was a bad thing? She really hoped not.
"David..." She sighed. She knew she should talk to him but right now staying away from him seemed like a lot better choice. She just hoped he'd understand.
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It was time to film the last scene of the day. David was tired, angry, and most of all hurt. For sure he thought Gillian understood. It wasn't everyday that a married man escorted someone else on date, let alone confide that they were in love with him. Hopefully this scene would go through without any hassles, he didn't even want to hear her laughter. It wouldn't be because of him after all. David, just wanted to nail this scene so he could go home and ponder over a love he'd apparently lost.
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When Gillian arrived on the set again for their last shoot she saw him in his chair, script in hand. Taking a deep breath Gillian walked over to him with he own script and sat down silently next to him. She watched how his body tensed when she did so. That's when she knew she'd hurt him. Why did they always end up like this?
"D..." She began but stopped. "Do you want to run lines real quick?" They still had a few minutes before Chris would start and she knew of no other way to break the ice. When he didn't answer she tried again. "David, I'm sorry." She said quietly so no one around would here him. If he was upset because he thought she regretted their night together...she had to let him know other wise.
At her apology, David looked up at her.
"You regret it?" He was thinking she was sorry it ever happened, that she let it go too far. This was salt in the wound. Isolating himself from her of his own accord was already bad enough but to have her apologizing for the greatest night in his life was a mistake.
'What? No! How could he think that?!' Her mind screamed. She had to tell him that wasn't what she meant at all. It was then David stood to walk on set, there was no sense in her seeing a grown man cry.
He stood before she could speak and Gillian was right after him. "David..." She grasps his arm firmly so he wouldn't pull away. "That's not what I meant..." She waited for him to turn, to look at her and see just how much pain his words had caused.
He closed his eyes and sighed before looking at her.
"I don't get you Gillian." David's eyes flashed with anger briefly. "You don't regret it yet you're treating me like some type of pariah, like I did something wrong." His voice was very controlled. "We never had this awkwardness before." He glanced around. "And others are starting to notice."
The first line was like a punch to the stomach. Didn't get her?. Didn't get her?! How could he say that? But then she listened to the rest of what he had to say and she understood. She looked away from him for a moment before glancing back up.
"You didn't do anything wrong." Her hand dropped from his arm. "You did all I've ever wanted you to do." She held back the tears now as she spoke. "You were..." Before she could finish Chris's voice broke through their quiet but emotional conversation.
"Alright places everyone. I would like to get home for dinner before Dori has my head again..." People all started moving around them but Gillian stayed put. Chris looked over to the two of his unmoving actors. "Gillian? David?"
David continued to look at Gillian before looking up to Chris. "Coming." He said, moving away from her. Taking his place on set, he tried to focus on his lines, but it was hard. She didn't regret it, for that he was relieved. But something told him it was more than that. Her behavior alone proved it. He'd get to the bottom of it but right now it was time for work. Gillian was on set and in place now.
"Ready. Action!" The director said into his bullhorn.
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Few weeks later.
Today was the day, the day she told everyone and David she was pregnant. 'With his baby.' She added on a silent note but it was true. It was his. She was positive.
Gillian had come to the decision that she would tell Chris before anyone. Even David. He deserved to know more then anyone but she wanted Chris to know first. She owed that to him in a way… So that's where she was headed now. To tell Chris. God she hoped he wouldn't be mad… He'd be in his office now and she'd be able to catch him alone…hopefully.
Arriving at his door she knocked gently. "It's open." He said while glancing up to see who might be bothering him. "Gillian?" he asked curious.
She smiled. "Can I come in?". Any other time she wouldn't have asked because she knew he'd say yes but now…
"Yes of course." He smiled and waited for her to take a seat. She did and he looked at her curious when she didn't speak. "Something wrong?"
Gillian took a deep breath. 'This is it…' "I'm pregnant."
Chris nodded and reclined back in his chair. He didn't know how to take the news. He wasn't....disappointed, no that wasn't the right word. He was shocked. This was a hell of a bombshell she'd dropped on him. The network executives would not be happy in the least bit. Especially when they wanted someone else to play Scully to begin with.
Noticing he'd been quiet for quite some time, Chris spoke up knowing she wanted some type of reaction from him. "It's his isn't it?" Although he was pretty sure he knew the answer would be yes, his curiosity got the better of him.
Gillian had waited in silence watching as Chris's mind reeled. Probably mostly about how this would effect the show and she didn't blame him for that. She didn't want this to ruin the show. She couldn't do that to him or David or anyone else for that matter.
When he spoke however, she was unprepared for his words and she looked away from him. 'How did he know? How 'could' he have known?' Her own mind reeled. This was not good.
"What?" She asked at first trying to play the dumb card. Chris sighed and stared at her.
"Gillian you don't have to lie to me." He said calmly as if there was nothing wrong with the situation. She sighed and looked down at her hands in her lap.
"...Yes." She said biting her lip and waiting for the reaction.
Chris' hands were clasped behind his head. "What are you going to do? Are you going to tell him? What about Clyde?" He had known her husband for quite a long time. He thought he was a good man, but never the right one for her. Chris was surprised it had lasted this long.
Gillian finally looked up at him. "I don't know..." She somewhat lied. "I just thought you should know first..." Gillian tried to keep eye contact bur after a moment couldn't.
Chris nodded, humbled that he was the first to know. "Thank you." He moved around his desk until he was kneeling in front of her, with her hands in his. "Everything will work out." He really hoped so, not knowing how David would take the news, let alone Clyde. "When are you planning on telling him?"
Gillian smiled a little at his words. He was trying to comfort her as best he could and for that she was grateful. Giving his hands a light squeeze she spoke, "I was hoping I could catch him before he left. He told Frank he was going to look over one of the scripts for tomorrow..." Gillian thought back to his words from earlier. 'Everything will work out.' Yeah easy for you to say.
Standing Gillian gave him a long hug before he kissed her cheek and she left his office. It was time to tell David.
Walking to his trailer she tried to brace herself for what might come next. Would he be angry that she hadn't told him? Or that she'd hidden it? Taking a deep breath when she reached the trailer door she raised her fist and lightly knocked.
David looked up from the script he reading. 'Who could be at my door?' Getting up he walked over to open the door.
"Gillian?" The surprise was evident in his voice. He had no idea as to why she was standing outside his trailer. He knew she said their night together wasn't a regret but something was wrong. David stepped aside to let her in. "Make yourself at home."
Gillian looked at him with a blank expression before she registered what he had said. "Thank you." She said stepping up and into the trailer. As she entered she glanced around and noticed papers all over the couch. "What are you reading?" She asked not ready to get to the subject at hand. Without asking she sat down and reached for one of the papers.
"A script for next season. Something about a half human, half fluke worm." David shrugged. "Sounds promising so far." He sat across from her, never taking his eyes off her. He wanted to be seated right beside her, touching her, kissing her. Did she miss it? He did. Terribly so. He ran his fingers through his hair. "Not that I'm not glad to see Gillian." He paused when she looked up, those incredibly clear blue eyes got him every time. "But why are you here?"
Gillian set the script paper aside when he began to speak and caught the worry in his eyes when he looked at her as well as in his face. 'Okay here it goes...'
"David...there's something I have to tell you. Something you need to know." She paused holding back any tears that threatened to fall. She had to be strong. "I mean what I need to tell you is..." She took a deep breath. "I'm pregnant."
'WHAT?!?!' His mind screamed. David sat there completely motionless, until it dawned on him. "You knew." His voice rose. "All those weeks ago. You knew!" He began to pace, her behavior starting to make sense. "I should have known the moment you found out. It's my child too." He stopped pacing. "Isn't it?" He asked, not trying to hurt her feelings or make any implications, but she was a married woman.
Gillian had held all composer until he raised his voice and she knew he was mad. "Yes I knew but what did you expect me to do?!" She was angry with him now and her eyes were beginning to water. "How could I tell you? I was so scared and I'd knew you'd be mad..." She looked away from him and waited until he spoke softer before she turned to him. "I haven't been with him since that night..." She hoped that would give him an answer enough.
"Mad? Why in the hell would I be mad?" David's hands were on his hips as he stared down at her. "Were you not listening? Did my words mean nothing to you?" He continued to rant before he took his seat and said softly, "You should have told me."
His voice was harsh to her ears. Of course she heard everything he said. She always did. "I heard you." She said first but then he spoke again. "Should have told you?" She paused standing in front of him. She had wanted to tell him so many times. Did he think she did not try? Her voice lowered. "I wish I would have told you sooner but it just wasn't that easy at the time...but I tried damn it." She looked down at him a tear rolling down her cheek. "I never wanted to ruin things for you. But I guess I already have. " She moved toward the door. She thought she better go before she ended up crying like a baby in front of him.
His hand was around her arm, stopping her. "What makes you think something is ruined?" David let her arm go, hoping she wouldn't leave but he wouldn't force her to stay.
Gillian whipped around to face him when he grasps her arm. She stared at him like he was stupid before answering, "David I'm having a baby. And not just any baby but...yours." It was the first time she had said it directly. "We're married..."She then added sadly like she wished it wasn't true. "If people knew...if they found out..."
"You really think I give a damn about what someone else thinks? I don't." He scoffed at her expression. "You're mines." David reminded her. "And so is this baby." He quirked his into a small grin, getting used to the idea. "No one has to know it though." He added glumly. Here was the woman of his dreams, having his child, and yet he'd never get to share the experience with her. Fate was cruel.
Gillian's lip trembled as she held back her tears at his words. She had been afraid he wouldn't want anything to do with her after he knew about the baby. She nodded and wiped her eyes trying to rid the tears. "We'll have to lie...its better if we do." She said just as sadly before. She hated this so much. They should be together, holding each other, kissing each other and loving each other. She could tell by the look on his face what he was thinking. "I won't keep you in the dark..." Her hand caressed his cheek. "You'll know everything."
David nodded, knowing that was as good as it was going to get in these circumstances. "Have you told Clyde?" He tampered down his anger. He didn't want to stand on the sidelines and watch another man raise his child or hear his child call someone else 'daddy.' But for her he would do it.
Gillian just shook her head. "No...but maybe it will work." She was referring to him thinking it was his. "I haven't let him... touch me since our night together." She said softly. "Is that such a horrible thing?" She looked up at him needing an answer. "Is it horrible that I can't even look at him the same way I used to?" Not that she had actually been gaga over him in the beginning either. "I feel...I feel like I'd betray you if I..if I was with him." She wondered if this seemed silly and inappropriate.
"I don't---I don't know." He stuttered. David wasn't exactly in the same boat. While he knew he wasn't in love with his wife, he still felt something for her. At the very least, he still found her physically attractive. But just as Gillian hadn't touched her husband, he hadn't touched Tea. "Don't feel bad for me if you want to be with him." Lies on top of lies. He wanted no one else's hands on her but his, but he couldn't be a hypocrite. He went home to and slept beside another woman every night, he couldn't make her feel bad about doing the same for husband.
Gillian stared at him a long moment before she spoke. "I don't want to be with him." She said stating the obvious. Gillian took a step closer to him watching for any objections as she did. She grasped his wrist and trailed her hand down till it found his hand. "I love you." She told him softly. "I'll only want you. Now until..." She paused like she was thinking before she finished. "Forever." She smiled a little and wondered how silly that must have sounded.
David barely could contain his smile. "Forever." He said in a whisper before reaching out pulling her closer. "I've loved you for so long." He caressed Gillian's cheek. "And now you're having my baby." The pride was evident in his voice. "Thank you." Leaning down, he kissed her sweetly.
Gillian was so wrapped up in his words that at first she hadn't realized he was kissing her but as soon as she did she responded by kissing him back. When she pulled back she laid her head on his chest and wrapped her arms around him. "So where do we go from her?" It was now her turn to ask the question.
He pulled away and moved to sit on the couch. His elbows rested on his knees as his hands covered his face. "I want you. I want our baby." There was no doubt about that. David paused. "But I can't leave her." He didn't look up, not wanting to see her expression. "I'm such a selfish bastard." He muttered.
Gillian sighed and looked down at the floor. She knew what he meant. It was harder for him. His marriage wasn't already falling apart. It wasn't like hers at all and he still loved his wife...in a way.
Walking over Gillian sat down silently beside him. "Your not a bastard." She finally said after a few moments. "Your kind and caring..." She rests her hand on his back with caution. "You make me laugh and your loving..." She rested her head on his back for a moment. "I know why you don't want to leave her. I can understand how that would hurt her and you don't want to do that." She didn't bothering saying her name.
"This is just all so hard." He turned her head to look at her. "How are you handling all this?"
Gillian lifted her head and spoke softly, "One day at a time." She knew that wasn't exactly the answer he'd want so she spoke again. "I just tell myself that no matter what I will always know the truth and you'll know." She paused. "And one day this baby will know."
This was going to be hell. David wouldn't be there for the cravings or doctor appointments. He wouldn't be there when she found out the sex or heard the baby's heart beat for the first time. "I wish there was more that I could. I want to be there for you and any way that I can."
"I know." She said as she brushed a piece of hair from his forehead. "I want you to be there for everything but we can't. We just can't." She hated this. He wouldn't be able to be there for the first doctor's appointment. He wouldn't be able to feel the baby kick for the first time and he wouldn't be able to lotion her knees for her when she couldn't reach them anymore. "You will be the first. To know everything." She meant that.
"I want copies of everything, ultrasounds, recordings of the heart beat, and anything else." His arm snaked around her waist. "We'll get through this." Then David remembered something Gillian had said earlier. "What did you mean you didn't want to be with Clyde anymore? You're leaving him?"
Gillian held him just as close. "No, I just...I don't know...maybe." She stuttered. "I can't even look at him the way I used too. It's not the same and I...I can't live like that." As she spoke she buried her head in his chest. "It be better...if I was alone."
"You have to do what's best for you Gillian. What's best for your...I mean our baby." David said, lightly stroking her hips. "You don't need the stress right now." Even though he was pretty sure, he was causing some of it. "This wouldn't be a problem if it wasn't for me."
Gillian gave a light smile at the words 'our' baby but then when he implied he was causing her stress, her face fell. She pulled back and brought her hand up to his cheek and stroked it. "If it wasn't for you I never would have realized he wasn't for me and if it wasn't for you I wouldn't have..." Her hand found his and she pressed it to her stomach. "I wouldn't have this life inside. One that's part you and me." She smiled.
David smiled and chuckled at that. Gillian did have a point there. "You're right." He kissed her cheek. "Does anyone else know?" He wondered, wanting to know what would happen to the show.
Gillian smiled at his warm chuckle but made no move to move his hand from her stomach. It was comforting really. "Chris knows..." She then said softly as if he might get mad that she told him first. "He also knows...that it's yours."
The last part didn't surprise him that much. Especially considering how Chris basically sent him to Gillian the night over his party. "I still can't believe this." David was going to be a father, which was a completely foreign concept to him. "But I'm happy nonetheless."
Seeing that he wasn't angry Gillian smiled a little. "I never thought I'd be a mother." 'Not like this anyway.' She added on a silent note. "I'm just glad you're happy. Despite how complicated this all is..."
"How can I not be?" David was still smiling. "You're everything I wanted and you've given me a child. I can't be anything other than happy." True he was worried about how everything was going to play out but he was truly happy.
When he finished Gillian wasted no time in grabbing his head and pulling it down until her lips met his. "I love you." She told him before she leaned up to capture his lips again. It had been so long since she'd last 'really' kissed him.
David pulled away breathless. "Damn Gillian." He said before lowering his lips to hers again. This time he wanted to leave her breathless. "Love you so much." He'd mumbled between kisses.
Gillian was about to laugh at his words but before she could he kissed her again. Her arms roamed up his chest until they wrapped around his neck and ran through his hair. His words made her heart melt. "I love you." She'd mumble back.
Gillian wanted to pull away from their kisses, knowing she couldn't let this go to far again but as he kissed her, her body had other plans. Gillian fingertips massaged his head and she leaned pushing him back into the couch. Then her hands were on his chest roaming all over it.
This was wrong. So very wrong. But it felt too good to be with her like this David thought. Kissing her was definitely not helping him. If things were too go back to the way they were, that kiss should never happen. "We shouldn't be doing this." But as David said the words, his lips were kissing a trail across her cheek, down her neck as his hand pressed against her back, pulling closer to him.
His words seemed so far off she barley registered them. "I know..." She titled her head to the side to give him better access. They defiantly shouldn't be doing this. But it was so hard to not want to. As he pulled her closer she moved one leg so it was between his the other on the out side. She pushed him back gently and began to kiss his jaw and neck.
His hands slipped under her shirt and roamed over her back. There was no way he'd be able to stop himself now. Gillian was addicting to him, once taste was all it took. "Stop now or I won't be able to." It was only fair to warn her as his lips pressed against the hollow of her neck before sucking and nibbling on her earlobe. David was quickly approaching the point of no return. It would always be like this with her, he knew it. One touch or one kiss would never be enough from him
His hands were just like that night so long ago. His hands were fire to her ice and ever so slowly melting her into a puddle. As he spoke and then moved to kiss and suck at her neck she couldn't stop the moan that escaped her lips. They should have stopped. 'She' should have stopped but she couldn't. She just couldn't.
Gillian pulled his face up to look him in the eye. "If you think we shouldn't..." She said before moving even closer, her hands on his shoulders and her lower body pressed against him.
David bit back on moan as Gillian pressed against him. "I know we shouldn't." His hands tightened on her waist. "But I don't care." He quickly pulled her shirt over her head and shifted their position so now she was under him. "I want you too much." His lips were on hers as soon as the words left his mouth. His hands stroked her sides trailing over her thighs before trailing back up to cup her breast.
Gillian moaned at his words and actions. His hands felt so good on her body, she couldn't get enough of him. "And I want you." She breathed out heavily before whimpering at his hands on her breast. "David..." She leaned her mouth up to connect with his skin. Her lips began to kiss and suckle while her teeth nibbled at his sensitive skin. Her hands moved to his shirt and she tried pulling it over his head. When she couldn't get it she let out a groan.
David pulled away reluctantly and pulled his shirt over his head. His lips locked on hers again as his bare chest pressed against hers. Skin on skin contact was definitely better.
One hand cupped her face, holding her close, while the other made quick work unbuttoning her pants, sliding the zipper down. He lightly trailed his fingers over the top of her panties, teasing, awaiting her reaction.
At his teasing Gillian let out a whimper. She hated it when he did that. It was like saying I'm there but you can't have me yet.
She captured his lips again and kissed him hard, running her tongue all along his lower lip and then pulling it in to her mouth to nibble and suck on it. "I love you." She breathed heavily. Her hands running over his now bare chest and raking her nails across it.
Her whimper almost did him in. The sounds she made drove him absolutely insane. 'No more time for teasing or games.' He thought. In one swoop, David had shed Gillian of her pants along with her panties. "I love you." He pressed his lips to her forehead, then her nose, then her lips as he slowly slid two fingers inside her. He moaned into their kiss as he felt her arousal coat his fingers. Pumping into her slowly, he pressed his thumb against her clit as he began to thrust into her faster and deeper.
Gillian didn't even have time to lift her body for him to pull down her pants and underwear. He was so quick and did it so easily she didn't even know they were off until she felt his fingers enter her.
She bit her lip as she tried not to rock against his hand or at least not too much. The feeling was sensational and unlike any that she had experienced before. Her had left his head that she had been grasping to move down in between their bodies. Her hand clasped over the spot where his was rubbing her. 'faster,' her hand said even though he was going fast already. She wanted more.
He got her message loud and clear. David couldn't deny her anything. Pressing down on her clit even harder, swiping it back and forth faster. His thumb was a blur as he worked her body. He thrust into her harder, adding a third finger, he curved her fingers making sure to hit the spot he knew would drive her crazy.
Oh god Gillian had never experinced so much pleasure before in her entire life. It was if he knew her more then she knew herself, as if he'd done it hundreds of times before.
"Ohhh...David..." Her hand let go and moved back to deepen their kiss. He had her and he had her big time. The moment he hit her g-spot she tightened around him. "Mmmm" She moaned again into his mouth and her hips moved in time with his hard strokes. Thrusting up and down against his hand. After a few more of his strokes she began to spasm but the kiss got to muffle the gasps and moans that she was left producing.
The feel of her clenching and tightening around his fingers were.....indescribable. His own hardness twitched, his pants were definitely getting too tight. He didn't stop or slow down his thrusts, wanting to prolong her pleasure as long as possible. Pulling away from their kiss, he looked down at her face. Gillian was absolutely gorgeous when open like this.
After a few more moments, he pulled his fingers away and almost groaned from the loss of being inside her. He kissed her once more, it was a hot and heavy kiss, filled with desire and need, before pulling away. David unbuttoned his pants and slid out of them, his boxers quickly followed after that. His hands lightly stroked her hips while he looked up at her face. "I have to have you now." He slid his entire length inside her. David grit his teeth. She was always so tight and warm.
David might not have groaned but Gillian did. The loss of contact actually made her whimper slightly. She was silenced however, by one of his hot and desirable kisses that made her go weak at the knees. Then when he pulled back her eyes met his and he spoke. She loved this man so much and when he pressed inside of her warm tight interior she knew once again, that he loved her all the same.
And once again she was amazed by his size and length. He was quite big and Gillian gasp a little when he pushed deeper. It hurt slightly but the hurt soon turned into pleasure. "More David, I want more, please." She begged before trailing her hands down to grab his ass.
The feel of her hands on his ass and the sound of her voice was all the motivation he needed. He grabbed her legs and hooked his arms under her knees pulling her closer. He thrust into her mercilessly, withdrawing completely before plunging deep back inside her with strong hard strokes. He wanted to hear her scream, to forget her own name.
Gillian locked her legs around him as best she could before he plunged. At the first she nearly lost it but managed to hold on. She knew he would comply no matter what. The feel of him inside her was so indescribable. The sensation made her want to forget her name and when he went again she was sure she did.
Gillian kissed him hard as he gained a steady pace. She moaned against his lips when he hit a certain spot. The right spot. "David!" Her hands gripped his ass and her hips lifted to meet his. "Oh David" She screamed before her body began to spasm.
This woman would be the death of him. Of that David was absolutely sure. No one should sound that good, especially when said person was screaming his name and climaxing around him. He didn't think it was possible, but he sped up his actions, thrusting harder, pushing deeper as he felt his own climax building. "Fuck!" He barked out. After a few more hard thrusts all he said was "Gillian." Over and over as his came.
His own climax stimulated hers more and she tightened around him making it hard for him to plunge. Her body spasmed and released as he plunged once more. Her hands roamed everywhere stroking and grasping. Her mouth was dry from calling his own name over and over again. When the first orgasm died it was quickly followed by another that shook her body and took him hard as he rode her. He was so much that he'd caused her more then just one pleasurable release...
He had not been expecting Gillian's second orgasm. David rode it out with her, never stopping his thrusting until she'd completely stopped spasming around him. A thin sheen of sweat coated his entire body and his breathing was ragged and labored. "I love you." David gasped out in a shaky breath. He nuzzled her neck, kissing her lightly as he let his weight rest against her.
Gillian let his body rest against hers not even minding the extra weight. Her hand was under his arm wrapped around so it lay in his back. As he nuzzled her neck and kissed her, her hand stroked up and down his back. She turned her head and kissed his ear. "I love you too." She rubbed her nose and cheek in his hair by his ear. She was very much enjoying this moment. It was as if they were actual lovers lying together in their apartment after a hot night of constant lovemaking and now they were just lounging around kissing and whispering sweet nothings to one another.
David leaned up on his elbows to look down the love of his life. He pressed his lips to hers kissing her deeply, showing her the depth of his feelings for her. And as much as he hated to do it, he began to pull away and get dressed. "We're still on the set." He said, wanting to make sure she understood his behavior, and letting her know he wasn't pushing her away. That was the last thing he would do.
Gillian lay there a moment longer. She hated this part. Where they had to let go, where they had to go back to their 'normal' lives. She pulled on her panties and bra before she sat back down on the edge of the couch. She reached over grabbing her shirt and tugging it on. Her hair was messy and she ran a hand through it once. Then resting her elbows on her arms she put her face in her hands. She tried to hold back the sob that was rising but just couldn't...
Hearing her sob, David knelt down in front of her and wrapped his longer arms around her. He hated what this was doing her. 'If only things could be different.' He thought sadly. "It'll be okay." He tried to soothe Gillian. Pulling away, he wiped away her tears. "I hate to see you cry like this." Stroking her cheeks, he kissed her nose. "We'll always have each other."
She wrapped her arms around him and stared into his eyes when he pulled back to speak to her. How she wanted to believe him. She wished it was that easy but it really wasn't. "I know..." Her lip trembled and she had to look away from him. "I just wish..." She bit her lip looking away form him for a moment before turning back. "...well you know." She tried smiling a little.
David nodded, but didn't say anything. He didn't want to make this harder than they both knew it would be, than it already was. Slowly, he stood up and pulled her along with him, once more hugging her. He loved the feeling of her body against his. She was so small compared to him, it made him feel extra protective of her.
Gillian wrapped her arms around his waist and buried her head in his chest. She kissed it once through the shirt before laying her head back down against it. It was hard for both of them especially now. Especially now that they were having a baby.
"I should go..." She began to drop her arms. "I'll tell you as soon as I know more." She was referring to the baby. Giving his hand a light squeeze she stood on her tippy toes and kissed him long and still full of that loving desire. She then stepped away her hand touching his for as long as it could before she went to the trailer door. "I love you..." She whispered looking in his eyes and then...she was gone.
David watched her go. He stood in the doorway until he could no longer see her retreating figure. When he could no longer see her, he closed his door and his head landed against the wood with a thud. This way harder than he ever imagined it would be.
END OF CHAP TWO! Come on guys I need more reviews if you want me to continue!!!!
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