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I woke up after a horrifying dream in a cold sweat and noticed iggy watching from afar. Then I heard that awful voice again.

"Nobody cares about you why wont you come to us, we will make it all better" And I heard a chuckle but it sound more like a roar and I fell backwards from the intense pain I felt. "Maybe a walk through the woods will clear my mind" I thought and took off without telling iggy where I was going.

I noticed the shadows were creeping up on me the whole time and I felt sick, twisted, unclean, something to be disposed of. Suddenly the shadows grabbed me and I screamed for fang fro anyone at all. I vomited up pure bile since I had been too scared to eat last night and noticed a little blood mixed in with it.

"I have to get away from the flock" I thought before I did something that would hurt them I couldn't let them fall apart because of my death so I slowly went back to the campsite, took out paper and a pen and wrote…

Dear flock,

If you are reading this I am long gone by now, don't try to follow me, I'm doing this because I care about you and fang, I love you, I've always wanted to tell you but I have always been too afraid too.

Love

Max

I wrote and took off into the starless cold night

I'm kinda numb

It's so distorted

U've left me here, with this damage that u've caused

My tortured faces

I've fucked up places

In my memories, none of them I've lost, but…

I haven't been here long enough to know

Every time I feel this I just lose control

Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful

I wish that kiss would just go, go

It's kinda sick

I feel so dirty

Kinda tragic, kinda insecure

But I know

I'm the only one who can fix, whatever's wrong im sure, but…

I haven't been here long enough to know

Every time I feel this I just lose control

Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful

I wish that kiss would just go, go

I feel so run-down

From all I've become

I will take you down

I feel so down

I'm water while you drown!

You're lifted while I'm down!

I'm cancer in you're womb!

I'm the needle in you're spoon!

But I haven't been here long enough to know

Every time I feel this I just lose control

Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful

I wish that kiss would just go, go

Just go

Just go

Just fuckin leave!

Just fuckin leave!