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Bella POV

My heart is on fire and it's pumping it through my system. At least, that's what it feels like. I can't do anything I can't see, I can't move, I can't even scream. The only thing I can do is listen, but what I hear makes no sense. There are several voices talking; a calming male voice, a high female voice, and most of all a male voice that sounds like velvet. I vaguely recognize all of them but don't remember why. They talk about werewolves, visions, and a baby named E. J. I must not be hearing right, there's no such thing as werewolves. Oh well, I listen to the voices anyway and slowly fall into an uneasy sleep.

When I woke up the pain was starting to recede from my arms and legs. Unfortunately it seemed to be getting worse in my heart. It was like my heart was the only thing left in my body for the fire to consume. Hopefully that meant it would be over soon.

Also I was starting to remember things. I realized that the pain was due to the fact I was changing into a vampire. I knew about the werewolves and visions. I could put names to the voices. The calming one was Carlisle, the female one was Alice, and the velvet one was Edward. I remembered a lot about Edward.

However most importantly I remembered Edward Jacob, my baby. I remembered his perfect face and bronze curls. I remembered the difficult pregnancy I went through to have him. That pregnancy is the reason I'm lying here.

All of a sudden the pain totally left every bit of my body but my heart. The pace of my heart skyrocketed until… it stopped. Startled, my eyes flew open.

The first thing I noticed was the amazing clarity in which I saw everything. I could see dust motes twirling through the air and the individual grains in the wood of the floor. Mostly though, I saw Edward.

He was standing a few feet away looking at me cautiously. I quickly realized how much I couldn't see him through my human eyes. Now I saw him perfectly. He was easily the most gorgeous thing I had ever seen. From his slightly tousled bronze hair, to his coal black eyes, to his perfectly sculpted chest he was amazing.

Behind him stood the rest of my new family; huge bear-like Emmet, tall fierce Jasper, calm and collected Carlisle, sweet motherly Esme, and tiny Alice. Everyone but Rosalie who I assumed was with E.J. But I still had eyes only for Edward.

I rushed up to him and kissed him. He kissed back much more passionately then he ever had before. I squeezed him tighter until he finally broke my embrace. I frowned. Why did he want to stop? Then as he noticed my pout he said, "Bella, you're just too strong. I mean ow." As that realization dawned on me I giggled. Me being stronger then Edward. That seemed impossible. "I love you," he murmured.

"Me too," I started to reply, but was distracted by the sound of my voice. It was beautiful, soft and bell like. I gasped in wonder.

"Bella," Carlisle asked, "are you thirsty?" I thought about that for a second and realized I was. Once I started to think about it the burning in my throat was all I could think about.

"Yes," I answered him.

"Then let's go," said Edward.

"Wait," Alice said, "She should see herself first." Then she left the room and came back carrying a full length mirror. She set it up against the wall and I glided in front of it.

I felt two things as I looked at my reflection pleasure and disgust. Pleasure, because I was just as beautiful as Esme or Alice. I had thick chestnut hair and my skin was the standard white. My body looked lithe and graceful even in stillness. I was wearing a blue silk dress and stilettos and I noted that Alice must have dressed me. Disgust, because of my blood red eyes. "When will they change color?" I asked.

"In a few monthes or so," Carlisle answered.

"Ick," I said.

"Now are you ready?" Edward asked gesturing towards the window.

"Yeah," I replied, "but why are we going through the window?"

"E.J. is downstairs and is part human. We don't want to risk it."

"Oh, O.K."

"After you my dear," Edward said and I jumped out the window and into the night.