2 - XOXOXOXO
"Let's go Bells!" dad yells at me to get my ass to the car.
The flight is leaving in a few hours and then, it's a Merry fucking Christmas for the Swans and the Cullens as we jet off to Aspen for two weeks.
I'm not excited.
Because Emmett will be there with Rose and as much as I love them to death, I wanted a chance to be alone with Emmett.
I've had this crush on him ever since our parents became friends and made us all play together in their back yard.
Okay, so he's a little older and a little taken.
To be fair though, up until last week, he and Rose weren't even "official" yet.
It's not my fault they got "together" just before this trip.
And it's totally not fair that she gets to come too because her family also has a cabin up there.
She's one of my best friends, so of course I'm happy for her and I could never come between them, especially now.
I feel like someone ran over my puppy just before Christmas and it sucks.
I'm an emotional mess.
"Bella, stop sulking. It's not very ladylike," my mom tells me as we get on the plane.
Fuck my life.