I decided to make another songfic that would be continued after My Cover Girl. So yeah, I might be updating or maybe not updating this.
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
"Dear brother, you seemed to be in deep thought. What happened to your absurd mind?"
"What? I'm not in deep thought." I said to Natalie.
"What are you still doing here?"
"What do you mean?"
"Shouldn't you be off spying her?"
"Who?"
"Amy Cahill, the American girl who wears cotton. She should at least try once wearing silk. It is far more suitable for a "date"."
"Why should I be off spying her, Natalie?"
"Oh please, brother. I know what's lurking in your mind. It's starts with A and ends with Y."
"She never crossed my mind. I've far better things to do than thinking about her."
"Really, Ian? We were trained to be good liars, what happened to you?"
"Not a thing. Besides don't you have any other things to do rather than exasperating me with this foolish nonsense?"
"Certainly, like helping you spy on her."
"I don't need your help and I'm not going to."
"So, you're really letting that Evan have her?"
"Yes, she's better off with someone else." I sighed.
"That's not what my senses tell me. Anyways, I'm of shopping."
"Don't be out too long."
"Fine but remember what I said."
I pondered that thought and maybe I should go. I took my wallet and my car keys. I ignited the engine and started to search for the nearest bistro. Then, I turned around and found them.
It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
I looked at both of them and they were laughing and smiling, I personally don't get why Amy likes Evan. I mean I'm certainly more handsome than him and smarter. Why am I so….suspicious of rivalry? Why am I so jealous? I don't get it but Natalie seemed to get it. She says that I like her but I don't or at least, not anymore.
So, why am I here?
I shook the thought out of my head.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
I tried to turn the car around but I can't.
I tried to forget her but I can't.
I tried hating you for letting me feel so envious but I can't.
I can't hate you, forget you.
Why can't I? You're just one girl who I loved. Yes, past tense but why does it feels so present?
I can't get over you…
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
I looked at her eyes, the same jade eyes that captured my heart. How can you do that? Capturing my heart with a glance?
I breathed in and turned the music up, trying to drown the memories about her eyes, her stutters. I never thought it would be this hard trying to forget some certain lovely, green-eyed orphan.
Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
I entered the bistro and saw Natalie in the corner wearing her favorite sunglasses.
"Natalie?"
"Shhh. You're blowing off my cover."
"What are you doing here?" I whispered as I sit beside her."
"The same as what you're doing here." She said winking at me.
"Um…eating?" I said trying to make up lies.
"No!"
I was about to turn around when Natalie caught my head.
"What? You don't have to take my head. I'm just going to ask for a menu."
"Don't turn around, they're behi-"
At the moment she said that, I turned around. It's like elephants, when you asked somebody not to think about elephants, they'll start to think about elephants.
I saw them holding hand, I looked at Amy and she's blushing and Evan was smiling.
"I told you not to turn around!" Natalie said.
I looked at the table, wondering why. Why she likes him instead of me. Why she chose him instead of me. Why him and not me.
Natalie looked at me.
"It's because you hurt her." She said.
And now, it was my turn to look at her.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Korea."
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!
"I regretted everything I did to her." I exclaimed.
"Regretting won't do you anything good."
"I said sorry."
"Your sorry won't take everything back."
"What can I do to take what I said and did back?"
Natalie looked at me in the eyes with tears that hesitate to fall.
"Nothing."
"What do you mean?"
"I saw her gave you chances and you just blew it up. Goodbye, Ian. I have to meet some investors today."
Natalie left and I'm on my own again.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Soooo, how was it? Reviews will be appreciated. ~Khion.