A/n: i do not own the characters. if i do. id be reading the manga by now and be swimming in money from all the people buying the Marimite novels and manga.

and you wont be seeing me writing this.

so here goes the second chapter...

-1Yumi's pov

What's taking Onnesama so long? I was really surprised that she invited me…

"and now I have her for myself!!" oops..did I just say it out loud??

"argh! Stupid! Stupid! Baka Yumi!" she pounded her head with her fists until it hurt.

seems like no one is outside. I'm safe.

"oneesama…. Where are you? Geez, she's just in her room and I'm missing her like this?"

Yumi sighed. She laid herself in the bed and imagined the pillow as her oneesama.

Hhmm.. How I wish that was longer. I'm really beginning to hate time now. I want her to know……

My feelings… I want it to reach her… please Lord. Give me the strength. My heart is beating like crazy, it was like this when we danced in that empty gym. Her hand was touching mine….sigh it was also the time I met Kashiwagi.

"maybe….. Maybe I should just keep all these feelings to my self… she can never return my feelings…"

A tear fell down from her eyes…."never.."

"never what yumi?" Sachiko came in. and she frowned "Yumi, why are you crying? Is there something wrong?" Sachiko's voice seem to be quivering.

"if you want to go home I can call your mother right now and tell her that I'm going to…."

Yumi sat up, "I… I'm fine onnesama. I just missed you" I hugged her. Being like this….. Being just her souer.

"I will be fine…"

"you're hopeless" Sachiko laughed apparently relived that shes not crying that she thought that Yumi didnt want her company.

She's been gloomy the whole week. Yumi thought. I'm happy that I heard her laugh.

"Oneesama! What's so funny?!" please don't stop that smile.

Sachiko placed a kiss in Yumi's forehead and hugged so Yumi would not see her really red face.

"Oneesama, you told me before…."

"hmmm?" Sachiko looked at Yumi but she hid her head deeply within her chest.

"nothing…" Yumi hugged Sachiko to hide herself from shame.. She told herself to leave this as it is. No changes. The better.

"Yumi, I clearly heard you say something. You know if you want to tell me something I will always listen." Yumi nodded. Sachiko looked into Yumi's eyes, "then my dear Yumi? What is it?"

"you told me…." Yumi hesitated. This is really going to destroy us… me and my oneesama.. But I have to be truthful…

"you told me… you told me… that you're going to marry Kashiwagi…." said Yumi really fast. oh great!! now THAT was truthful..really truthful. So truthful that I brought up the imbecile. Why? I'm so stupid! I'm such a coward….what a way to cope up with the fear..

"yes… as my family intended it to be" Sachiko let go of Yumi and lay down.

"it is after all for the family's sake. And I am the one to be sacrificed."

"Oneesama, until now.. Do you still love him?" Yumi looked away…She dreaded the answer. After all, he was the same Kashiwagi that Oneesama cried for. I hated Kashiwagi from then on but at the same time I felt jealous and sad. She will never love me that way.

"I… I…" Sachiko's heart was beating fast. She looked at Yumi. She wasn't looking at her. She was dissapointed and glad at the same time.

"yeah I know, oneesama…" Yumi stood up and went to the widow. Her eyes felt stingy, she wanted to cry.

Sachiko sat up and felt irritated. All she said was "I" and shes claiming that she knows… but.. What does she know?

"I still haven't finished what I have to say Yumi.." She walked toward Yumi and hugged her. "now will you listen to me before assuming such things?" Yumi nodded.

"I don't love Kashiwagi…. I seem to have fallen in love with someone else." Sachiko looked straight into Yumi's brown eyes. Yumi's eyes were as big as saucers and her heart was beating fast. The silence was deafening.

They looked in each others eyes for a long time. It was heaven, even if it was that simple.

Sachiko leaned in near to Yumi. She kissed her cheek. Her tender lips touching Yumi's skin and now Yumi felt as if she is floating. Yumi closed her eyes. Sachiko taking advantage of the chance kissed Yumi tenderly in her lips and Yumi kissed back. Sachiko parted while Yumi still had her eyes closed.

"now Yumi…. Now.. you know…" Sachiko's tears were falling. The happiness she felt that she told the one person that she loved the most. Now her feelings have reached her beloved Yumi. But that happiness was also mixed with dread. Now that Yumi knew what she felt…. My petite souer… how will she…

Sachiko let go of Yumi. But she never took off her sapphire eyes away from Yumi's eyes. If she is going to be turned down. At least she stood her ground. Knowing the consequences of what she have done.

A smile crossed Yumi's face… she opened her eyes. "oneesama, I never thought we both feel the same this whole time…"

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weeelll.. thats it for now.

i missed someone while writing this..haha..

anyway, leave me some comments. wheew!