Okay where to begin Edward didn't know that Jake is in a dying condition. Edward just had to go hunting…. So please don't be mad at me for what will happen next. I am sorry. But when Bella goes home Edward will be there for her. She will be in La Push for a while though.

Bella curled up next to him. They stayed like that for a long while. At least until Quil and Embry came in together for dinner.

"Bells, wake up. Its time to eat." Quil whispered into her ear.

She stirred lightly.

"Come on, time to get up." Embry said this time.

"Okay," she said groggily. She got up and with the help of Embry; they walked back to the kitchen of the Black's house.

Emily had brought over a plate to Bella filled with food. She ate little though; she mostly sat around playing with it. It was hurting her, the thought that she might loose her best friend. Her brother…

"Here Bella, I'll take that," Emily said noticing she was also playing with her food. Once she handed it over to her, mumbling a small thanks. She walked back to Jake's room and curled back up beside him and went back to sleep.

She awoke hours later when he wasn't breathing anymore…

"SAM! QUIL! EMBRY! SOMEONE HELP!!" she yelled as loudly as she could.

Sam and the gang came running at the sound of her voice screaming. Tears were streaming down her face. She had started to run a small fever. But she didn't notice.

"Bells, I am sorry. But he is gone. I truly am. Quil take her somewhere so she can think or where it's quieter. Like down to First Beach or something." Sam directed.

Quil came and pulled me away. But I didn't want to leave.

"Bells, it will be better for you to get away from all of this for a while. Trust me okay?" Quil whispered to her. She nodded her head in agreement, while he picked her up. The tears were flowing more freely now. She couldn't believe that she lost her best friend. It was just too much for her to bear. She just wanted the world to end.

"Bella, Edward called by the way. Wondering if you were down here. We told him you might be here for a while. He said that was fine and he asked me if I could met him to give this to you," Quil told her. He took out a small silver phone and handed it to her.

"Thanks Quil." She replied.

"He also asked me if you could call him when you got it. I'll leave you for a few minutes if you like. So you can talk to him."

"Thanks. It means a lot to me, Quil." She watched as he walked back towards the house.

She opened the phone and looked through the contact list and saw Edward's name there and hit the call button.

"Bella?" Edward asked when he picked up.

"It's me," she whispered.

"Are you okay? I heard what happened. And I wanted to make sure you were all right. When I heard I knew you must have been hurt and I need to know 'are you alright?' Because if you aren't I will be there in a few minutes."

"I'm fine. At least I will be. I hope. Its just hard thinking he's gone and I keep wanting to think he is just sleeping and playing a mean trick on me. I just keep waiting for him to wake up. But I know he's gone and I just can't loose him. He's the big brother I never got to say thanks to for being there for me when I needed him. It's just hard to keep thinking he is not there. But I know I will be fine. It will take me a while, though." She explained quietly to him.

"Bella if you want I will be there for you. I will try and to do my best to help you through this. And don't worry I wont say anything mean about him being a dog. I just don't like to see you broken like you used to look. Sam showed me a few pictures that he took. And I am sorry that I can't be there right now but I want to be."

"I love you and I guess I should go back to the house now."

"I love you too. And be safe."

"I promise," and she hung up on that note happy that she had talked to him.

As she walked back to the house she heard some arguing.

"THEY CANT BE THERE!!!" was what she heard.

Sam came running out when he saw Bella walking towards the house.

"Bella, the Cullen's aren't coming over here are they?" Sam asked quickly.

"No, why?"

"Never mind that." He said back.

im sorry for those of you who didnt want jake to die. i feel bad for having him die i just thought it maight be easier on bella when she has to change.