I looked around unsure of what happened as a rush of pain went through my body. I looked at my hands to see bruises and cuts. What happened? I didn't remember anything from the past couple of days. All I know is that I couldn't wait to be let go from this place. I glanced at the machine next to me unsure of what the numbers meant. I felt lost in my own world, unsure of the present and future would hold.
My mom and dad walked in looking angrier than I had ever seen them.
"What the hell were you thinking, Aria," my mom said full of anger and worry.
"What do you mean, I can't remember anything," I responded curiously.
"Of course you don't, you blacked out from all the alcohol and we think you hurt yourself. Did you think it was really a good idea to go out in the middle of nowhere," my mom questioned.
"I am sorry mom," I said trying to reconnect the pieces.
"Your father and I think it may be best if you go to rehab," my mom said full of authority.
"Why," I asked angrily not wanting to go. "Can you please give me a second chance?"
"We'll think about it Aria but we are so happy with this situation and your choice making," my mom said with sarcasm as she left.
I couldn't believe I let down my parents; it always made me think worse about myself but if only they knew the truth. I wasn't sure why I was falling so deep, normally I could handle myself.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Wow even your parents can't stand you and to think I had nothing to do with it. Wow Aria, you are digging your own grave but don't worry I will still help. –A
Did A have something to do with, I questioned myself. Of course A did but I wasn't sure. Did A just plant the pieces so I would get caught? Too stuck in my thoughts I didn't hear Ezra walk in.
"Hey," I smiled.
"Hey, how are you feeling," Ezra asked in a weird tone.
"Better now" I smiled trying to have a better convo with him than my parents.
"Aria, I don't think I can be with you. I need someone who can be sophisticated and mature. I mean you are acting like an immature high school student," Ezra said bitterly.
"Really Ezra, I can't believe how insensitive you are being. If you can't handle my baggage than you don't deserve me," I replied calmly as my eyes began to water.
"Actually Aria, it's the opposite, I need someone who can make me look good and who can be mature about little things," Ezra snapped as he left the room.
I couldn't believe him. Who did he think he was? Tears began to stream down my face and the little make up I had on flew down my face with my makeup. I couldn't believe he didn't want to fight for our relationship or understand the situation I was in, I mean I opened my heart and trusted him. I couldn't stop or fight the tears that dripped from my eyes.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Look who drove off with Ezra after he left. (Attached a picture with Hanna). I guess liars do keep lies from each other. Watch out who you trust. –A
I couldn't believe it! I thought Hannah was my friend. I didn't understand how this happened. I just sat in my room filled with shock. I looked around at the hospital around me, I noticed a black bag. I walked over to notice that it was mine. I looked into the seam of the bottom and found some weed. Yes, they didn't find it. I quickly walked into the bathroom and began to smoke wanting all of these new problems to disappear in thin air. After I was in bed, I went to sleep.
I saw a forest with a pond. I didn't notice anyone around so I began to do the things that helped comfort me and made the pain go away. I looked into the bushes and saw a black figure watching me. I didn't know what they were doing, who was it or was it my imagination?
I then woke up in a deep sweat, to the sound of a fire alarm. The fire was coming into my room from the door and there was no escape. I yelled for someone to help but no one heard my cries.
Beep. Beep. Beep. I would like you to try to escape this too. Good luck not dyeing. –A
The fires began to fill part of my room. I began to scream. The smoke began to fill my lungs. I tried to open the windows but the windows wouldn't open. What was I going to do? I began feeling my body go weak. I felt defeated as I heard laughter.