Newt ran into the house to get away from Theseus. He deeply loved his brother but sometimes he can be a little overprotective. "Newt get back down here!" Theseus called but Newt ran up to his room and shut the door. Theseus sighed and went into the living room.

Newt sighed as well when he sat on his bed. Just then, Dougal the Demiguise came over to Newt. "Oh, hello," Newt said with a laugh as the magical beast came up onto Newt's lap. Newt had found this poor creature in the woods the day Theseus left for that mission. So, Theseus does not know that Newt has him. "Come to say hello?" Newt said with a laugh as he ran his hand though Dougal's fur. Little did Newt know that Theseus was at his door listening. "Do you think mother will be proud Dougal? Do you think Theseus is pound?" Newt said to the beast. As tears filled his eyes. Then he sighed and hugged him tightly. Theseus was on the other side of the door with his hand to nock. Then he sighed and knocked. Newt who had his eyes closed. "You can come in Thees," Newt said as Dougal disappeared, so Theseus did not see him. When Newt said this the door opened. Newt opened his eyes and panicked. "Brother I'm…" Theseus cut him off with his hand. This made Newt close his eyes in shame. Tears formed in his eyes as Theseus sighed when he saw this. Theseus then sat at Newt's desk and sighed once more.

"I know you are sorry Newton. It's my fault that I leave you here. It's my fault I leave you alone. While I'm at work. I know you like to be alone, but sometimes…..." it was Newt's turn to raise his hand.

"Brother, I'm fine. It's ok. I'm…. ok," Theseus heard Newt's voice slip when he said this, but he did not say anything. "You wanted this job anyway. I'm thirteen, I can take care of…" Newt trailed off when he let out a shaky breath. "You are doing something that I don't want. I don't want that job, the one that you have," Theseus laughed when Newt added this.

"Well, I guess your right Newt. Are you sure you are fine? I'm here, if you need me," Newt looked at him and nodded slowly, but Theseus could see something in his eyes as he looked down to the floor not meeting his eyes. "Is this about father or that cave?" Theseus asked Newt who was quick to nod. "Alright. Um, do you want to go into the woods with me? after I get some sleep?" Newt's eyes lit up and Theseus took this as a yes. Theseus then stood up and Newt watched Theseus walk out of the room.

After Theseus left the room, Newt got off his bed and went to his desk. He then sat down and pulled out his journal. Then he thought for a moment with his quill in hand. Then he wrote:

"23 April 1911,

Well, today started in a hard way. I'm sure Theseus is mad at me. I can see it in his eyes. I must find that cave, maybe if I find it, then maybe Theseus will proud. Are you pound Theseus? Are you pound mother? I don't know what to do. I hope Theseus does not read this because I feel so alone. Theseus thinks that I'm fine, although he might not be convinced by this, but he thinks it anyway. Why? Mother, did you die? Why did father be so mean? How can I be so weak? Theseus might wake up soon. So, I guess I should go. Theseus, I love you, but do you love me? you love work more. Yes, you love his work more.

-Newt." Newt sighed as he put his quill down and wiped the tears from his eyes. Then he looked out the window and got lost in thought.

Newt did not know how long he was looking out the window as he sat at his desk, but he jumped when a knock came on his door. "Can I come in?" Newt nodded at the sound of his brother's voice. It took a while for Newt to say anything but then he said:

"Come in Theseus," the door opened to show Theseus in the doorway, but Newt did not meet his eyes.

"Hello, little brother. Ready to have fun?" Newt could hear that he was hiding the fact that he did not care. However, Newt nodded anyway as he stood up and followed his brother out the door. Soon the Scamander brothers were sitting by the river in the wood behind their house. "This is what you did when I was gone?" Theseus asked as Newt nodded but he did not say anything. Theseus sighed at this knowing what his little brother is thinking. "Newton?" Newt looked up from the ground, but he did not say anything or meet his eyes. Theseus sighed again and said: "I not mad at you. You know. I was just worried that's all. What if something bad happened to you? I don't want to lose you. I also know that you are still sad about Mother and school. You must remember that I'm here for you. I will always be here for you. You know, that right?" Newt smiled at this, but he did not say anything. This is when Theseus knew that he was still having a hard time. Theseus sighed and nodded. "It's beautiful out here. I see why you like it," Theseus said trying to get Newt to talk but Newt stayed quiet as he listened to the sounds in his head. Newt then cleared his throat and sighed.

"Brother, um…..." Newt cut off as he chooses to stay quiet. Theseus looked at him and sighed.

"You can say it Art," Newt sighed at the nickname. It took him a while to say anything, then he sighed once again and said:

"I um, thought you were mad at me and you don't need to worry about me. I'm fine. Everything is fine. I don't need anyone to worry about me," Theseus looked at Newt and shook his head. Then he closed his eyes and let out a breath.

"Why would you say that brother? I'm your older brother. That's my job. Yours is to annoy me," Newt laughed a little at this but then he raised an eyebrow.

"Your missing something, brother. That's not all that my job is. My job is also to protect you. I, your all I have left. All the people that…... That…...we…." Newt shook his head and looked away. Newt then hid his face from Theseus to hide the tears that formed in his head. 'You're fine. Stop crying, your fine. Only babies cry.' That was father's words in his head. Theseus looked at Newt who had closed his eyes, but Theseus could still see that he was holding in the tears in his eyes.

"Art? Newton, it's ok. You can cry," Theseus said as he put his hand on Newt's arm. Newt's eyes snapped open and he met his brother eyes for a brief moment then he quickly looked away. Theseus then cursed under his breath. This was all their father's fault, Newt was like this because of their father. Theseus sighed and said: "Don't listen to father Newt," Newt, however, shook his head. Then he silently stood and walked away. Leaving Theseus alone with tears in his eyes.

A/N: Ok, so sorry about the way that I ended this chapter this way. I need to stop listening to Dear Evan Hanson when I type this. Tell me what you guys think. Do you like it? Is it bad, boring? Or is it just plain stupid? Thank you for all reading and I will see you next time. -Captain Voxland. -P.S Now I must cry my eyes out because I'm listening to Dear Evan Hansen.