Spread My Wings
Rating: Overall NC- 17
Warnings: EVIL!Ruki, suicide, abuse, rape,character death, cheating, insanity, yaoi( male/male) relationships
Pairings: (Main Pairing) Ruki x Uruha, (one sided) Aoi x Uruha, (one sided) Kai x Aoi, OC x Uruha
A/N For those who have just started to read this...please take the warnings seriously... I'm really not nice to either Uruha or Ruki... Or actually any of the Gaze-men U__U But Please enjoy the double update
Part 2
Uruha tiptoed to the very edge of the building as though he were walking on a circus tightrope. Finally stopping he spread his arms wide open reaching for the sky. Bringing his fingers together Uruha looked up at the spots of blue that filtered through them. Behind him he heard a collection of voices speaking unintelligibly . . . "I wonder . . . if I could ever touch the sky? If I jump . . . will I fly?" He whispered . . . though he didn't think anyone heard, the babbling behind him, unceasingly annoying.
He though he could hear sobbing too, yes he could almost recognize Kai's hysterical pleas, but eventually that noise subsided with a sigh. And Uruha couldn't help but wondered why there were such annoying background noises this close to the sky. Wasn't this place supposed to be peaceful, he thought? Dazed he moved closer to the edge. He wondered if the annoying noises that were still going on would stop when he was flying. All he wanted was the wind and that pure silence. Uruha was tired of all the noises, all the voices that never stopped shouting. It almost reminded him of those things . . . those dark things . . . Ruki . . .
NO! His thoughts shouted at him . . . Uruha didn't want to remember that dark thing that seemed to be hiding just past that door . . . Yes, think of something else his thoughts murmured. Then suddenly as if Uruha realized he was not where he was suppose to be, he trembled slightly. Why was he here Uruha thought? How had he gotten here he wondered?
His memories like a jumbled equation didn't seem to add up. But sighing, breathing in the air, Uruha realized he didn't care, this moment was more important then what had led to it. At least Uruha thought so . . . he couldn't remember what had led to this . . . this moment where he could be close to the sky.
And Uruha was vaguely aware of people . . . yes. He vaguely noticed Aoi at the corner of his eye and Ruki . . . he could see Ruki . . . trying to approach him . . . but Uruha wasn't really scared they would come very close to him as if they were scared of the fact he wanted to jump, that he wanted to fly. He didn't really understand their fear though . . . what was so bad about his desire? It seemed more healthy then those past things . . . It suddenly seemed more healthy then Ruki . . . though his muddled mind didn't really understand why . . .
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Poor Uruha...doesn't it show how much I love him U__U
Well...hopefully this is good enough to warrent the next chapter.
I updated it twice since I felt bad that it was such a short chapter