"What the hell! Alec, I may be wrong but from what I can see, that's my girlf… fiancée you have your arms around, and from what it looks like here, it's more than just a friendly hug… but you see this makes no sense because, well for the simple reason that your GAY! Get the key word? Gay. YOU ARE WITH MAGNUS BANE, you know sometimes I wonder if any of you…

"That's enough Jace!" Clary yelled at the top of her voice, saving me from Jaces' rant and leaving him with an amusing look of abashment on his face.

"You're right jace, it was more than a friendly hug, it was a comforting one, and I wasn't going to tell anyone but you're here now so I might as well. Yes, I am gay. Yes, I was hugging Clary, but no. I am not with Magnus. He saw the tears streaming down my face because his tone suddenly became apologetic.

"Alec, I'm so sorry. I take it he broke up with you, it's just I had never seen you so happy before you met him."

"Jace" clary interrupted "you're not helping."

"I'm sorry clary, I am trying, I know what it's like to have your one true love snatched away from you, but in my case, I got it back."

"No. Jace, it's okay. Yes he broke up with me. He said, quote: I'm sorry, my kind and your kind don't exist in harmony anymore, sometimes thing just don't last."

"Alec, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to upset you, would you like me to and see him?"

"no, he is right, after the fight, everything was perfect, but when the shadowhunters and downworlders began arguing again, things just went downhill for us, we both knew we only had a matter of time left."

"Would you mind if I used your shower Clary, I need to freshen up, and I don't want to be back in that room."

"Sure, go ahead, you know where everything is, Jace fetch him some fresh clothes, I'll be in your room." With that Jace and Clary left the room and headed up the dark, gloomy corridor. I went into the shower room, undressed myself, turned the water on and stepped in; letting the heat of the water, relax my muscles. It hit me then, Magnus and I were through, and a part of me would be missing for the rest of my life, the Magnus part. I imagined him, his hair, his face, his voice, his smell. Magnus. I let the tears fall down my face and slouched in the corner of the shower, crying, I didn't care who found me like this, Jace, Clary, Isabelle. All I knew was that for a fact, it would definitely not be who I desperately wanted it to be, it would never, could never be Magnus.