I walk towards the interview place and take a seat, not feeling like I want to smile."Friends, lets welcome He Qun! If you have any questions, please ask! Thank you." My manger, Vincent says.
"Today's single showcase was very successful. You must be very confident about your upcoming Asia Tour Concert now. How do you feel right now? Are you happy?" The reporter says. -Flashback- seeing Ah Zhe And Rita hug tightly at the entrance. No, I'm not happy, I'm heartbroken."Why doesn't he say anything?" I hear a fan say.
"He Qun, you said before that you will turn into a song-writing singer, but it seems like there aren't any self composed songs in this album. Can you really write songs?" Another reporter says. I'm short tempered, and that question made me angry, but as soon as I tried to get up, Vincent grabbed my hand and motioned me to sit down.
I did as he said, and then another reporter asks,"Just now, your girlfriend Rita, specially came to give you flowers, but recently online rumors are saying that you already broke up, and that she is also with a underground band member." Yeah, she dumped me for my brother."Did you scheduled for her to go on stage today to get attention? And rumor hads the band member is your little brother, is it true?" A male reporter asks, again. No, I actually didn't and yes, my "Brother" who hasn't talked to me ever since that accident...
I stayed silent without answering any questions. My thought's were going wild. I hate this. So I got up immediately, and headed towards the door, the last thing I heard was Vincent saying,"Please calm down, let me, as his manger, answer everyone's questions." I'm sorry Vincent, but I can't take this anymore. I got into my car and put on a disguise. I then look at Rita's message one more time and throw my phone away, making it break. Reporters were following me, it was honestly annoying, so I escaped.
•~Cheng-Han P.O.V.~•
Me and my girlfriend were holding hands, walking in the middle of the road, were there is barley any cars. My girlfriend suddenly stopped and looked down. "Patrina, why did you stop?" I asked. She looked at me and said,"I only have one traffic lights time to tell you..."
How romantic, one traffic lights time you confess that she wants to stay with me forever. I looked at the ground and started feeling all shy."Okay, tell me!" I looked at her. She reacher for her bag to give me something,"Seven days after we started dating, you made this bag for me. You also made this "couple doll" for our first date. You sewed this pillowcase for valentines Day. And this...this is the you gave me just now...some "accompanying doll". This..this is just too much!". She said, feeling awkward. She gave me all the gifts that I personally made for her."You remember it all? Aw you're so sweet!" I say while smiling lightly.
"That isn't what I have to tell you, these things, I don't even dare to use or even take them outside. You're not my type!" She frowned. I was honestly a bit shocked. She then pointed on a hot man next to an expensive car and said,"This, this kind of man is my type! He is the most important man in my life and he is the person I wanted you to meet." She says smiling.
"Isn't he your Dad?!" I asked, frowning."How can it be? Anyhow you look gay, and sewing is only for girls, lets break up!" Then she left after she said those words. I was heartbroken. All my hope was gone. And a rainy cloud came over my head."Today marks our three months anniversary!" I screamed. All those stuff that were sincerely made from my heart! I don't look like a gay guy! And sewing can be for both girl and boy! My eye's start to get teary, I know boys shouldn't cry! But ugh! I'm starting to hate my life so much! I'll never find true love!
•~He Qun-Gui P.O.V.~•
I was trying to escape from the Paparazzi, I started to have a flashback from six years. Me and my younger brother were on good terms. Me, Rita, and Ah Zhe and his girlfriend were on a trip."Xiao Rou, you are my future bride." Ah Zhe says to Xiao Rou. We were all cheering and yelling "Hug her!" To Ah Zhe, but for Rita, she looked sad. While the lovey dovey couple play around, I started walking over to Rita. "Hey! You're not happy again? I know you like Ah Zhe, But..." I asked.
"Hey! Don't forget He Qun is fantastic at playing the guitar and he can sing as good as Xiao Rou!" Rita Yelled. Xioa Rou quickly came and gave Rita a hug, saying,"That's why we'll be the best in the future!" We then all yelled,"THE BEST!!!"
We were wandering around the forest. And there was a river. We noticed a sign saying "No Swimming!" I was quicly climbing the rocks while they were slowly trying to catch up. Ah Zhe was holding Xiao Rou hands and said,"Brother, slow down. Xiao Rou can't keep with you."
"Why are you guys in the back so slow?" I laughed as I help Rita next to me."Don't you guys think it's beautiful here? Besides, they're fixing the bridge, this is the only way to get back." I said."Ah Zhe! I don't want to go over there, the water looks scary!" Xiao Rou says, then Ah Zhe answered her with,"Trust my brother. Give your hand to him"
She listed to Ah Zhe and Grabbed my hand. Xiao Rou hands slipped! What have I done! Oh my god! I'm so stupid. "Xiao Rou! Xiao Rou!" Everyone yelled her name. I then come back to reality when I heard an old women said "Are you crazy?! Do you know how to drive?!?!" I stopped at the perfect moment. Then I spotted a paparazzi trying to take pictures. I parked my car next to a store, and started running away.
•~Cheng-Han P.O.V.~•
"Cheng-Han! Grandpa made this pasta specially for you, and I even gave it new name. It's called,"In Love for 90 Years."
"In love for 90 years??! I'll bring her today!!"
"Thats not possible. Who ever loses will have to dress up as the Italian Pasta Suoerman and belly dance to attract customers!"
Thoughts like that filled my head...belly dance...? Just by Imagining it I start to feel embarrassed. I wasn't really looking forward. Then suddenly a boy bumped into me and I was about to fall. As soon as I was going to fall, he grabbed my arms and saved my fall, but then I fell on him and our lips touched.
I was going crazy, what just happened?!?!?!He turned his face left and another kiss happened, on the cheek this time. I quickly stood up and said,"How can you kiss me!?!" I looked to the left to see a bunch of photographers, then I turned to look at the guy who bumped into me, but he wasn't there, he was already running away, so I started yelling,"How can you be like that? You kissed a random guy and then run away without apologizing?! you're irresponsible!"
When I said those words, the paparazzi looked at me and at eachother then said,"That young man wants him to be responsible, it's an exclusive!" They quickly ran towards me and started asking bunch of questions. I was getting very dizzy till that man came back, he grabbed my hand and started running.
"Hey, why are we running? And why are they following us?! Who are you?!" I was very confused, like any other person who would be in a situation like this, the paparazzi was following us for a while but they got tired and we manged to escape. I was out of breath, so I asked,"Please stop you heartless monster!" He actually listened to me and was just looking normal as if we never ran for 20 minutes.
As I was catching my breath, I noticed him looking at an empty concert place, but it wasn't empty, there was Ah Zhe with a bunch of our other classmate who were getting beat up by him. He looked so cool! I'm not gay, but I always liked Ah Zhe. He was handsome, strong, and brave. I'd totally be gay for him. Out of the 17 girls I've dated, he was the first person I liked. I guess you can say that I'm Bi, I've never dated a guy, but I admit I had feelings for Ah Zhe.
Where I live, people never judged, many girls liked boy x boy stuff. I honesly find it wierd, though I'm glad Ah Zhe is not homophobic. I started having those feelings because on my first day at Ding Feng university, he saved my life.
-Flashback-
"Wow! Ding Feng University is so pretty!" Me and my friends were just looking around, I wasn't paying attention."Hey, watch out!" I looked behind me to question why, but then I froze because there was a really pointy and sharped arrow coming my way. I closed my eyes fearing that this is the end for me. But I opened it after 10 seconds, to see Ah Zhe, stopping it from getting any closer to my face at the right time. Ever since, my heart started beating fast when I see him, and I questioned my sexuality. I also started bringing lunch for Ah Zhe, but he sadly never accepted it. I've never gaven up and I still do it till this day.
-End Of Flashback-
I came back to reality when Ah Zhe came towards me. I don't know why, but I actually started to feel shy. I was all dressed up today...I wonder what he thinks of me...gah, gay thoughts go away. I shake my head and look up at him. I was really short compared to Ah Zhe."Cheng Han, so this is your boyfriend?" Ah Zhe suddenly asks. I looked at the guy next to me and said,"I'm not into boys! This is not what it looks like! Don't misunderstood!"
He looked at Jinx(Cheng Han will call him that for a bit until he finds out teh Jinx real name.) next to me and then turned around to grab Rita, who was standing there, having a very surprised expression."I've never thought you'd be into boys but since you have a new lover, I don't feel ashamed." Ah Zhe says. Then Jinx asked,"Why did you do that?"
Ah Zhe simply answered with,"Because the one she loves is me, not you."
Jinx asked Ah Zhe Again,"What about you? The one that you've always loved isn't Rita." Ah Zhe interrupted Jinx and yelled,"DON'T EVEN BRING IT UP! SHE'S GONE BECAUSE OF YOU!"
"Sorry, I shouldn't bring up the past. I want to know what's happening now. Rita, I want to hear what you have to say..." Jinx say's, looking down."You know I've always loved Ah Zhe, I don't want to lie to you anymore. I'm sorry...I can't be by your side" Rita says, showing him a sympathetic expression.
Everything was happening too fast. I barely understood a thing from what just happened. I looked dumbfounded the whole time not knowing anything about what they're talking about. Jinx looked really heartbroken. We both got dumped today I guess. He stepped forward to Ah Zhe and said,"Use your sincerity and treat Rita well. If you dare to hurt her, I won't let you go."