"What about this one?" Axel asked after he and Roxas spent thirty minutes looking on his laptop of pictures of him and Roxas engaging in sexual activities.
"Are you really that flexible?" Roxas asked in suspicion.
"Goddammit do these girls realize that just because we don't have hearts doesn't mean that we don't have bones either?!" Axel sighed loudly.
"This one looks fun and doable," Roxas shrugged lightly.
"I like doable, just like you," Axel winked before he glanced over to the picture Roxas was pointing to, and the second his eyes made contact with it, he laughed hysterically.
"What?" Roxas asked, confused.
"That's the first one I've seen where you're topping." Axel explained, s till laughing as Roxas frowned, looking away in dismay. "Roxy?" Axel realized that the blonde took it personal.
"Nevermind," Roxas began to scroll down on the laptop when Axel stopped him.
"I think it's sexy," Axel gave a shy smile.
"It's fine," Roxas shook his head.
"No, Roxy, I like it. I'd love to see that naughty, dominate side of you." Axel flashed a friendly grin before he kissed the blonde's neck.
"Really?" Roxas was trying to hide the lack of confidence that was growing inside him.
"Yeah, everything you do is sexy." Axel locked his fingers with Roxas', rubbing his thumb against the back of Roxas' shaking hand.
"Thanks," Roxas blushed lightly before he gulped. "Do, do you want to try it?"
"Sure," Axel tried to smile reassuringly, deep down inside wishing he could have been the top, as he always preferred, but he knew he needed to show Roxas how serious he was about truly caring about him.
"I, uh, I'm, I've never done this before." Roxas confessed with adverting eyes.
"It's fine." Axel shrugged, secretly admiring the blonde's adorable innocence.
"Umm," Roxas put a finger to his bottom lip, unsure of how to start.
"Here," Axel laid on his back, situating himself comfortably before he returned his attention to Roxas. "Lay on top of me." The redhead instructed, and the blonde silently obeyed. "Now, give me a kiss," Axel gently walked Roxas through the steps. The blonde timidly puckered his lips and slowly brought them to Axel's, making a light tap before Axel smiled. "Don't be afraid to go for tongue."
Roxas nodded before he politely asked for entrance by delicately sweeping his shaking pink muscle across smooth lips, that parted without hesitation. Roxas inhaled deeply through his nose before he plunged his tongue inside, dying to navigate his way through the pyro's mouth.
The two continued the passionate kiss before Roxas sat up, straddling Axel's hips as they each caught their breath's.
"Now," Axel sat up with Roxas still in his lap. "This time as we kiss, take my wrists, and pin them above my head." Axel tried to help the blonde as he coached him through some good first steps.
"Alright," Roxas bit his lip before he did as he was instructed.
"Damn, this is really hot." Axel grinned encouragingly as Roxas blushed.
"Axel?" Roxas panicked, his eyes going wide as an important question popped in his head.
"Yeah? What's wrong?" Axel inhaled deeply, his chest pushing upward with an anxious anticipation for attention.
"Do…do you have any," Roxas' eyes averted elsewhere. "Any uh,"
"Any?" Axel waited patiently as Roxas gulped down the word before he regurgitated it up uneasily.
"Any lube," Roxas bit his lip.
"Oh shit," Axel sighed as he thought, his wrists still pinned above his head.
"We can stop," Roxas offered shyly yet sincerely.
"Nonsense, I'll just ask the one guy who I know has some." Axel smiled confidently. "Um, I might need my hands back though," Axel chuckled, so Roxas released his nervously tight grip before he moved off of the redhead, who took his phone from his dresser and dialed the number nine. "I love speed deal." He waited patiently before his call was answered. "Hey Demyx, do you think you can help Roxas and I out? No I don't want a lullaby, I want lube. Yeah, tell your boyfriend I said thanks again. So, is it ok? Really? Sweet, thanks Dem. What's that? Hang on, let me ask," Axel pushed the phone away from his face. "Roxy, did you want to use a condom?"
Roxas blinked rapidly several times before he gulped. "Uh,"
"No thanks, I'm sure we'll be fine. Yeah, ok, thanks Dem. Bye." Axel hung up. "So he'll be here soon to drop off some lube." Axel stretched.
"Funny, I never pictured Zexion as the type to be so….intimate. He just doesn't come off that way." Roxas said.
"Oh I bet he comes alright," Axel winked before Roxas rolled his eyes. "He's always so serious with a stick up his tight ass, but it's because of his tight ass that I know that Demyx always has lube around." Axel shrugged.
"And how do you know such things about Zexion's body?" Roxas asked with his hands on his hips with a hint of jealousy.
"Demyx has a big mouth." Axel put his hands up in defense.
"Alright, well, how much longer until," Roxas started but was cut off when a cheerfully mulleted blonde warped into the room.
"Oh, you two aren't naked yet." Demyx blurted as Axel shook his head lightheartedly.
"Not yet, still rocking the boxers." Axel said.
"Well, I don't want to keep you two waiting. Go ahead and keep it, since Zexy and I have plenty. Enjoy!" Demyx tossed Axel the liquid before he warped away.
"So," Roxas coughed awkwardly. He knew he couldn't complain about not having much privacy, since it came with the package of living in a castle with eleven other most likely gay men, and Larxene.
"Let's get started." Axel clapped his hands together before he pushed the container of lube in Roxas' direction.
"Is, is it going to hurt you? I, I don't want to hurt you." Roxas gulped with innocent eyes.
"Well yeah, I mean, I give it a hell of a lot more than I take it, so I need to be stretched badly." Axel scratched his head.
Roxas thought for a brief moment before he scratched his head. "Here," He returned the lube to the redhead.
"What's the matter?" Axel asked.
"I, I don't want to top anymore."
"Rox, it's ok. I don't mind."
"No, it's just too intimidating, and I don't like looking so inexperienced. Please? Can you?" Roxas gulped as Axel smiled.
"Sure thing baby. Come here, I'll stretch you real good, nice and slow, ok?"
"Ok," Roxas crawled on the bed over to the pyro.
"Alright, lay down," Axel kneeled by Roxas' knees before he spread them apart.
"Axe?" Roxas hurried to close his eyes.
"Yes?"
"This is embarrassing. I, I don't think I can," Roxas started to pant.
"Shh, you're fine Roxy. There's no need to be embarrassed with this gorgeous body of yours."
"I'm nervous." Roxas shook, not even fully stripped yet.
"So am I. Let's be nervous together," Axel rubbed Roxas' chest to calm him down and heat him up.
"Kay," Roxas slid out of his briefs, holding his package in his trembling hands.
"You're so cute," Axel kissed the blonde's temple.
"Axe?" Roxas bit his lip, already feeling too needy.
"What is it my love?" Axel asked, circling his hand over the shy boy's tummy, gently and lovingly.
"Can we just, I don't know, cuddle? I, I'm nervous; maybe it'll help," Roxas gulped.
"Of course," Axel moved to spoon Roxas, holding him tightly as he continued to grant his fingers the freedom to taste such pale, smooth skin.
"Th-thank you," Roxas shuddered, already giving into the welcome touch.
"It's my pleasure," Axel whispered huskily, extending the massage up Roxas' back for a silent ten minutes.
"This is really relaxing." Roxas let in a deep breath.
"I love it." Axel explored Roxas' pectorals.
"I love you," Roxas blushed deeply.
At that, Axel sat up, pushed Roxas on his back, and kissed his lips ever so lightly.
"I love you too." Axel let out a deep moan before he started making out with the anxious blonde, who remained on his back.
"I think I'm ready." Roxas' cheeks stained red as he looked anywhere besides Axel's eyes.
"You sure?" Axel ran his finger along Roxas' cheek.
"Yeah. I just wanted to cuddle for a little bit." Roxas locked his arms around the redhead's neck.
"Well who doesn't love some naked cuddling?" Axel chuckled.
"Shall we?" Roxas didn't know how else to begin, so with a light shiver, he asked.
"Let's get started." Axel sat upright and squirted the lube into his hand.
"Ok, I'm going to pour some of this over you so that it can seep inside, ok?" Axel warned as Roxas pulled his junk up towards his stomach so that Axel could empty some of the lube bottle into his ass.
"Eh," Roxas kicked one of his legs at the sensation of the liquid spilling inside him.
"Shh, there we go nice and easy," Axel rubbed the lube that was in his hands around three of his fingers, coating them well. "I'm going to put in the first," he announced before he plunged one finger inside of the timid boy.
"Ah!" Roxas grimaced as his hole became occupied for the first time.
"Mmm, nice and warm." Axel smiled as he swirled it around. "In with the next," Axel wriggled his second finger inside, holding Roxas' hand with his other as the blonde squirmed uneasily.
"Mph, agh," Roxas grunted.
"You ok?" Axel asked before Roxas nodded.
"I'm nervous," Roxas shuddered, not liking the vulnerability of his position.
"You're beautiful." Axel kissed the blonde's sweaty brow just as he thrusted another finger inside.
"Hah!" Roxas gasped, squirming lightly before he adjusted to the new sensations.
"Shh, come here," Axel leaned down to make out with the panting blonde who did his best to continue his sporadic breathing with Axel's tongue deep into his mouth.
Axel's tongue moved swiftly as he wasted no time before gently planting a relaxing kiss on Roxas' forehead.
"You should kneel," Axel instructed, guiding Roxas on his knees as he continued to stretch him.
"This, it's weird," Roxas kept his eyes closed as Axel dove his hands in slowly, going as deep as he could without hurting him.
"Good boy," Axel used his other hand to rub the pale round skin before him.
"Mmph," Roxas' hips subconsciously thrusted as a result of the stimulation he was gladly receiving. At that reaction, Axel sped up, causing Roxas to moan faster.
"I want to go as deep in you as I can," Axel's eyes sparkled with determination as he pushed his fingers in roughly, forcing Roxas to let out a cry.
"Oh god," Roxas trembled, wanting to feel more of the redhead. "Hurry!" Roxas begged.
"I think you're stretched pretty well." Axel reached under and tugged on Roxas' heavy erection.
"My heart," Roxas whined. The combination of such soft kiss mixed with the heated passion was almost too much for his pounding chest.
Axel sat up straight, took Roxas' hand, and placed it over his heart.
"What?" Roxas whispered, shocked at the feeling of Axel's rapid heartbeat.
"You shouldn't be surprised. This is what you do to me." Axel inhaled deeply as Roxas closed his eyes.
"Axel," Roxas gulped right when Axel took Roxas' ankles and lifted them up towards his own face. "Wait!" Roxas cried out as Axel lined himself up with Roxas' entrance.
"Just relax," Axel advised, preparing to push inside.
"I can't," Roxas quaked as Axel's manhood slowly traveled inward.
"Mmm, warm." Axel grinned in satisfaction before going further in. Roxas moaned as Axel continued to thrust, causing the bed to creak against the wall.
"Nygh!" Roxas groaned as the thrusting quickened.
"Almost," Axel let go of Roxas' ankles before moving his hands to his own back, guiding himself in steadily.
"I, I think," Roxas nearly choked on his own pleasure and words.
"Oh god," Axel hung his head low enough for Roxas to clasp his arms around it, keeping him secure by his side for the few remaining thrusts.
"Ah!" Roxas let out a shout as he released, soon followed by the redhead.
"You've no idea," Axel took a rushed breath, "how long I've been waiting,"
Roxas looked at him curiously as he tried to calm his heartbeat.
"I love you Roxas," Axel lowered his body by the blonde and held him tightly.
"Love you too," Roxas said softly into Axel's ear.
"You ok?" Axel pulled back to look into blue eyes after he sensed a disturbance in Roxas' voice.
"I just don't want this to end, since tomorrow isn't the thirteenth." Roxas admitted shyly. At that, Axel chuckled.
"Silly," he granted Roxas' brow with a peck. "This love for you will never end."
Author's Note: I know that this lemon is super short, and for that I apologize. I don't know why, but being single is really hitting me hard right now. An ex asked me to take him back and I agreed, but within a week he cheated on me and now I'm just….I guess I'm struggling with my own self worth. The past two guys I've crushed on have also been fails, being that one is gay and the other stopped talking to me, so I'm just trying to keep my spirits up right now. I know that writing helps, since my KH yaoi is the closest thing to a relationship that I'll have, but I do get a bit discouraged when I see all my friends in their year long, wonderful relationships, and here I am on my third year straight of not being kissed . I don't know why I'm sharing this. This is like, super embarrassing and sad, but whatever, at the moment, I've stopped caring about a lot of things, so yeah….on with the story!
No, there will not be a sequel or an extension to this, sorry, just way too busy and I have way too many other stories. I started a new Soriku which I'm super excited for, so that's been keeping me busy.
Thank you everyone for your enthusiasm in requesting a sequel! And again, I'm sorry it took me so long to post it. I truly am thankful for all of my support here on fanfic!
Love, Sarabellum