I started banging against the door like an wild animal. I hated this, God I hated this. "Damn it, let me out of here! You didn't even ask me if I wanted to play this game," I barked. I rammed my shoulders into the door, trying to bust it down. They can't be serious.
"Is being in here with me really all that bad," came a slightly muffled voice. I quickly snapped my body around, a scowl printed firmly on my face. There was a slight noise and I could tell that he was yawning.
"No," I said smugly, "But being in here against my will is," I just about snapped then quickly mumbled an apology. "Sorry."
Shikamaru merely shrugged, "It's understandable. I can't say I was too thrilled about even coming to this party in the first place either."
I watched as his eyes landed on me and chuckled, "Yeah, I don't exactly see you as the partying type," I laughed sliding down next to him against the wall. He smirked up at me as I was slid down. My body brushed against his.
"And now that I think about it, it has been a while hasn't it, since we've last seen each other?"
He nodded and I could feel his body slowly pushing up against mine... or was that the other way around? I swallowed hard, but didn't dare to take my eyes off of him, he seem to do like wise. I inched my face a little closer to his but still maintained a comfortable distance. "How long has it been," I asked softly, my eyes scanning his face before slowly traveling down the side of his neck to his pulse. I wanted to kiss him there, just to see his reaction. I watched as he swallowed before answering.
"Six months. About half a year," he said pulling his hands out of his pockets. My eyes quickly jerked up and I blushed. "Sorry," I mumbled turning away. God that was embarssing. I wanted to slap myself for doing something so stupid. How on earth could I have allowed myself to stare at his crotch? Hell, when the hell did my gaze even drift down there?! I buried my face in my hands and swallowed a scream. God I am so stupid! I bet he thinks that I am pervert now. I heard him clear his throat behind me and stiffened.
"It's not that bad you know. So what you were looking at my crotch? It's no big deal, it's not like you were touching it or anything right?"
My face heated up the moment the said the word 'touching'. I nodded slowly, but God knew that that was exactly what I wanted to do, then a thought struck me.
"W-what if I had touched it," I asked stupidly, wanting to beat myself up the moment the words left my mouth. 'What the hell type of question was that,' I snapped at myself. Shikamaru chuckled and I couldn't help glancing at him from over my shoulder, trying to figure out what was so funny. I watched as he slipped his hand around my waist and on top of mine, his chest pressing against my back. "Why don't you find out," he whispered, resting his chin top of my shoulder. I stiffed, almost completely freezing. "You've got to be kidding me," I blushed, my face turning a bright red. He chuckled again before moving in front of me and holding my hand above his crotch. "Try me," he said, his tone taking on a slight edge. He released my hand and it stayed hovered over his... his... you know what, but he didn't release his hold on my eyes. His gaze had gotten serious, but even so there was something about it. Something... underneath it. I swallowed hard and looked deeper into his eyes and before I knew what was happening I slammed my lips against his and he tasted SO good. I moaned and pressed my body closer to his, fisting my hands into his vest as I had all but tackled him. I quickly straddled his hips, pressing my lips harder against his as I pressed my core down hard over his crotch. Another moan escaped me and before I knew it I was rocking my hips down over his. It felt so good, it felt so fucking GOOD! A choked back moan reached my ears and I quickly jumping back surprised, apologizes flying from my mouth.
"I am so sorry Shika! I-I don't know what I was thinking. I know this is a game and all but-!"
He cut me off by slamming his month back against mine. I gasped at the sudden contact and he didn't even hesitate to push his tongue into my mouth. I quickly latched myself onto his shoulders, the force of the kiss causing me to fall onto my back. He didn't seem to care though as he kept following me, never once breaking the kiss. But I had to, I needed to breath. I pulled away with a gasp, immediately trying to fill my lungs up with air. I stared up at him wide eyed as he stayed hovering on top of me. He was panting slightly, and there was a slight redness to his cheeks, but besides that he looked the same as he always did. Cool, calm, and lazy.
"W-what was that for," my voice cracked. I felt my body tremble underneath him and I couldn't keep the shocked look off of my face. Why the hell did he do that?
He reached out and touched my cheek tenderly, his gaze softening. "Sorry," he mumbled softly, leaning down and pressing his forehead against mine. I felt my heart begin to slam against my ribs at his closeness. He smirked and for a second I wondered if he could hear it but then he soon answered my question. "Sorry, I didn't mean to smile it's just that... I really like it... when you kiss me I mean."
I stared at him dumbfounded. He was joking... right?
"When I kiss you," I asked stupidly. He nodded, but not before reclaiming my mouth with his. I didn't try to resist. Sure, I was still in shock. And sure, I didn't see how he could possibly enjoy kissing me like this, but at the moment it didn't matter. All that mattered was that I did, and that I liked it, I liked it a lot. His lips parted from mine and immediately I tried to reconnect them again. He smirked, pulling back.
"I want you to hear this first," he said gently. I looked at him and nodded, but not without a pout on my lips. He smirked.
"Do you know that I love you," he said lowering his lips so that they could brush against mine. I pressed my lips up so that they could press against his in a quick peck before I shook my head no. He smiled and returned the kiss lazily before pulling away and continuing, his hands gently caressing my face.
"You say that but I wonder... I wonder, did you know that I always knew that you loved me, that you were always watching me, and that I was thinking about you, wishing that I could be with you," he asked.
I shook my head no at every question but my heart pounded with every one of them. I wanted to cry. Damn, I was so happy. And as if reading my thoughts he smiled.
"Its okay to cry you know. You're happy right? Go a head and cry, it'll be more troublesome if you don't."
I wanted to punch him for that last part but instead I just laughed and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him down into a kiss as the tears began to stream down my face.
"I love you," I said softly, gazing into his soft brown eyes. He smiled and kissed me, "Tell me something I don't know."
I grinned and grabbed his crotch. "I want to do more than just kiss," I whispered, nibbling against his ear. He shivered.
"I knew that too."
'Smart ass,' I thought as he reached down between our bodies and began to rub me through my pants. A small moan feel from my lips and I couldn't help trying to press myself harder against Shika's hand. Thank god we have thirty minutes.
