Note: Thanks for the follows and favorites. This is the first new story I have written in a couple years and I could still go in a couple different directions with it. It will eventually act as a prequel of sorts to the Pretty Little Roommates series but it works as a stand alone as well. As always reviews and follows mean the world to me and are what keep me writing.

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"No effing way!" Spencer gasped.

"Can we drop it now? It's not...it was not really anything." Emily pleaded.

"I don't believe you."

"Well you asked." Emily giggled.

"Look me in the eyes and swear it!" Spencer demanded.

Emily just laughed and took off her glasses. It was not often she had the opportunity to one up Spencer at anything and while she would never ever have imagined spilling her little secret, she had to admit it felt pretty satisfying.

"It was a long time ago, but yes, Hanna and I...were intimate." She declared, looking Spencer directly into her huge brown eyes.

"When?"

"After I first came out, less than a month I guess. I'd had no experience with girls and...well you know about her sleepovers with Mona..." Emily explained.

"She had at least kissed another girl before. My only kisses were with boys and I never really saw the point, for obvious reasons."

" Why didn't you ask me?" Spencer blurted out, trying and failing to hide the hurt in her voice."

"Oh my god are you jealous?" Emily asked, shocked.

"I mean a little, yeah." Spencer admitted.

"What does Hanna have that I don't? Is it her tits?" Spencer asked, looking down at her own small chest.

"Not everything is a competition Spencer."

"So why? I mean I would have thought I was more your type. I'm athletic, I I have legs for days and my neck...how could you not want to suck on this neck?" Spencer asked pulling back her hair to show off her swan like neck.

"Spence, stop please, it was not like that..."

"So why?"

"Like I said, she had some experience, more than me anyway and I was feeling really unsure of myself. We talked about it and she agreed to help me out I guess. For me it was to get a little experience and I mean it was a little.

For Hanna it was like an experimental thing. For us both is was sharing something intimate, a one time, wonderful secret thing. At least it was."

Emily explained to her bewildered friend.

"Well I want that too!" Spencer decided.

"Then ask Hanna, I'm sure Caleb would be down." Emily laughed.

"I'm serious Emily. I want to share that with you too!"

"Spencer be serious, we are friends. That moment has passed in my life."

"Hanna is your friend too." Spencer argued.

"What about Toby?"

"He can watch, you know he's had a thing for you forever."

It was quick, a momentary look in her friends eyes, just a glint, something only someone as perceptive as Spencer would have caught.

"Oh my god!" Spencer gasped.

"You like that idea."

"Shut up Spence ,this is so stupid." Emily answered putting her shades back on.

"You are turned on by the idea of being watched. I can see it in your eyes."

"Can we please just drop this and enjoy our coffee?" Emily pleaded.

"Fine, but answer me this one question. If you say no I'll drop it."

"Ughhh Do you promise?"

"I promise. But you have to be honest." Spencer assured her.

"Go ahead"

"If I were a single woman you just met today, would you want me?"

Emily thought of all the arguments she could make and how the question was stupid, how they were friends, that this was dangerous and stupid.

In the end all she could really do was tell the truth.

"Yes. Absolutely totally yes."