Chapter 2

Jasper: AxStupidxLamb

Alice: Blond Velma

Jaspers POV

A Weary Heart Has No Use To You Anymore.

Telling everyone I was about to leave was the hardest thing. I trudged inside and meekly called everyone. Edward had taken Bella home by now and had returned.

"Jasper! NO!" Edward growled at me, "that would be the opposite of helpful, you'll tear this family apart!"

"Shut up, Edward, it's for the best." I was beyond being polite

"What about Alice, Jasper? You might as well kill her."

"NO! I'm saving her. Giving her the chance of a life without sacrifice."

"What, What's happening?" Esme asked, worry lacing each word.

"He's leaving us," was all Edward said when I couldn't find the words.

"Oh, Jasper, what have you done to Alice? Where did she go?" She looked as if she would cry but I knew that would not happen. It was just as well; I don't think I could have done this if tears were involved.

"You!" she jabbed a finger at me then, I would have growled normally but the face and emotions of Esme made me hold my tongue, "stay here and do not leave until I get back, I'm going to pick up the shattered remains of your wife!" I nodded glumly and sat on a sofa, acting like a child that had just been grounded.

"You're not going on your own Mum, I'm coming, I can show you where she went." Emmett grabbed a coat and took off after Esme, leaving me to wallow in self-pity until they returned.

"Cheer up or your face might stick." I didn't need to see who it was. That calm tone could only belong to one. Carlisle.

"There is nothing to be cheerful about Carlisle, I'm leaving, you realise?"

"Yes and I also realise that nothing I say will change that." I felt a small pressure next to me and I had gathered that he had sat next to me.

"Then why are you here?" I asked weakly, grateful for the momentary change of subject.

"To tell you that you are welcome back any time. You room is always here. You are still my son and I hate that I'm loosing you."

"No, you will not want me as a son after the things I will be doing." He nodded as if understanding.

"What brought this about, Jasper?"

"Carlisle! I just almost killed Edwards mate! If I was back with Maria that would mean certain death!" I screamed hysterically.

"Is that where you are to return?"

"I don't want to but, yes, it is the only way."

"I'm trying to understand you but I just don't see it your way. Do what your heart tells you," he said, comforting my aching wounds of the heart mind and soul.

"My heart has grown weary Carlisle, I cannot love you as a father because I just don't know how. That goes for Alice to, I do not love her as much as I should. I was never shown or treated with anything resembling love with Maria so when I came to you, I got confused."

"You have loved us all in you're own may, my son." He stood up then "for now it seems it is farewell." He held out his hand and I shock it briefly.

"Goodbye, dad." The he turned his back on me and let without saying another word. There was nothing to say. I slumped further into the couch, waiting for Esme to come back.

"Well, Well, Well, we return?" I looked up and Edward was leaning on the doorway. In shock I stood up and flew to the opposite wall.

"Scared?" He said, a hint of evil playing on the golden gaze of his.

"You want to kill me right?" I asked cautiously. He seemed to think about that for a while.

" For what you did to Bella? No. For what you did to Alice? Yes." With that in a blur he sped forwards and the next thing I know he was grabbing my throat. I should have seen this coming and I welcomed death.

"NO! Let him go EDWARD!" We both whipped our heads and I automatically gazed back to the floor. She had returned. Alice. And she looked like hell.

Alice's point of view

Fading to Black

I rushed into the living room. I saw Edward with his hands around Jasper's throat.

"NO! Let him go EDWARD!" I shouted they both whipped their heads. Jasper gazed at the floor.

"Look at what you've done to her." Edward said. Jasper didn't even look at me.

"Leave us, Edward, please." I said with a soft broken smile. Edward didn't say a word. Just kissed my forehead and left me alone with my husband.

"Look at me, Jazz, please." I pleaded with him. I need to see them wonderful eyes of his.

"JASPER, LOOK AT ME." I shouted at him, he wasn't listing to me. Jasper finally looked up and I saw his eyes. I walked towards him but he moved away.

"Don't move away from me, Jasper, please," I said. I grabbed his hand and pulled him close to me. He was breathing on me, his sweet scent filling me completely.

"Ally." Jasper whispered. Our lips were nearly touching.

"I'm here, Jazz, I'm always here. Don't leave me, please." I said, touching his face gently.

"I have too, Ally. I'm sorry." Jasper said pushing away my hand.

"Let me come with you. I don't want you to be alone." I pleaded with him.

"Alice. I'm sorry, but I have to do this alone." Jasper said before he left me standing

alone in the living room. I stood their for a moment feeling lost. I couldn't let him leave I just couldn't. I raced upstairs towards our bedroom and stopped dead in the doorway. Jasper was removing everything of his from our room. Everything.

"Jazz, baby please don't leave me." I said with a small dry sob. Jasper didn't turn to face me.

"I love you Jasper. You're my soul mate. I don't want you to go. Stay, please, for me. Your not a monster." I begged him, how many time did i have to ask him to stay?. He turned to face me.

"I have to go, Alice. It's for the best. Goodbye, my love." Jasper said before placing a soft kiss on my cheek before he walked out of the bedroom leaving me standing there as my world came crashing down. No matter what I said. No matter what I did, he wasn't going to stay. I'd tried and failed. I was losing him. Losing my Jasper, My Soul mate. I felt like I couldn't move. Felt like I was dying all over again.

"Ally." Edward said my name, I turned to face him.

"Has he gone?" I asked in a small voice.

"No, but he's going now. Don't let him go, Alice. You love him." Edward said with a small smile.

"I've tried, Edward. Tried and failed, he's not going to stay with me." I said with a dry sob.

"Try again, Alice, before it's too late." Edward said with another small smile. And with that I rushed past him down the stairs and towards the front door. I caught sight of Jasper going down the drive way. I ran towards him.

"JASPER." I shouted his name. He didn't answer just kept walking. I fell to the floor as he got to the end of the drive. And as turned the corner my heart was dead forever. The man I loved was gone forever. And their was nothing I or anyone could do about it. I was broken beyond repair.