Chapter Two
Nessie looked frozen like a marble statue. Why was she so hesitant to tell me what was wrong? She always was able to tell me everything.
"Nessie... it's ok," I said reassuringly.
She gently smiled. I stepped towards her and reached for her hand.
"It's ok," I said slower. "What made you upset?"
"This feels so weird."
Her hand was trembling. I didn't want to rush her or make her feel overwhelmed, so I patiently waited for her to continue.
"I really don't know how to explain it? In all honesty, I think I freaked out because I wanted to… kiss you… and I had a panic attack," she admitted.
My eyes widened and I smiled. She wanted to kiss me. This is the happiest revelation. She does have romantic feelings for me. Her expression was cautious and her forearm looked tense like she was expecting an impact. Her heartbeat was speeding.
"So you ran away?" I said still smiling. "Oh Nessie... you don't have anything to be embarrassed about." She looked at me confused. "Well I can kinda understand how that would be scary... or new for you." All of her life I have been like a brother to her. I changed her diaper when she was a baby, helped her get dressed as a toddler. She never had a boyfriend and her hormones may be scaring her. Especially… if she has sexual desires for me.
"I… I don't really understand my feelings. It's like all of a sudden I'm dreaming of you, or can't think of anything else but you. Jacob… I want you in my life more than just a friend."
Wow she wants me more than a friend. She has no idea of how happy she just made me. My life can finally feel complete.
"You don't know how happy that makes me," I said softly. I lifted her hand and kissed the back of it. Her hand was cool against my lips.
"You have no idea of how much I love you Renesmee Carlie Cullen," I breathed.
My body started tingling. She stood in front of me with her mouth slightly opened. I leaned down and kissed her lips for the first time. I pulled her closer to me and slid my tongue in her mouth. She even tasted good. I got lightheaded as my erection grew. Her knees buckled and I picked her up in my arms. She clinched her legs around my waist. She felt so good in my arms. Her heavy breathing was turning me on even more. I slid her down my body slowly. The friction made my cock pulsate. It felt extremely good. My erection must have taken her off guard because she flinched.
"Sorry."
"No… that's ok," she said nervously trying not to stare down.
I gently smiled at her.
"Jacob… I can't believe that you also feel this way," she said amazed.
"Yes… I do."
"This is like the biggest relief ever. I was so afraid that you wouldn't want me in that way."
That I wouldn't want her. Is she crazy? I want her more than my lungs want to breathe. We stared at each other for a brief moment. Her eyes skimmed my face looking at all of my features. I looked in her chocolate eyes. They looked so kind. I could see the reflection of the moon in them. Then her expression suddenly changed to fear.
"Did my dad hurt you?"
"Not really... Well just a little; I walked it off. But I swore I was going to die tonight though. I wasn't going to fight him no matter what because it would have hurt you if I had hurt him. So I was just going to let him do as he pleased when I realized that I couldn't get away."
"Jacob," she breathed.
"You know how they say your life flashes in front of you…" I mumbled.
She reached up to touch my face.
"I had to tell the rest of the pack to not come. Quil was the first to phase after I ran off. Once he knew that your father tackled me, all of the others phased. I told them to stay away, and they all had to listen to my command."
"Oh my God, what if Uncle Emmett and Grandma haven't stopped my dad?" she said franticly.
"I would have tried my best to have your father read my mind. I don't think he was even coherent to listen. All I remember thinking was 'Wait!' and 'Oh shit!' I just accepted that Edward might kill me." I sighed, "I would die for your happiness."
I would never want to hurt her father. She loves him so much. Nessie's eyes were tearing up. One single tear fell down her cheek. I wiped it away with my thumb and kissed her forehead. What an eventful day. I'm happy that it ended with her in my arms.
"And just think, we were deciding what we were going to do this morning so we wouldn't be bored," I said with humored sarcasm.
Nessie chuckled but the tears kept coming. I wanted to comfort her so I picked her up and cradled her in my arms slightly rocking. I've held her in my arms this way numerous of times when she was a baby. I could never stand seeing her cry. Bella always told me that it was my fault that she wouldn't stop crying unless someone held her because I would pick her up the second I would hear the first wine. That phase didn't last too long because she learned how to project what she wanted within a few days.
"Nessie… everything is gonna be alright," I said with my voice cracking. I was getting emotional and couldn't hide the fact that I wanted to cry. I was happy. This day is so significant to me. I was afraid that she would love someone else. I was also empathetic towards the confusion she must be going through right now. I just dropped the bomb on her that I loved her… and she saw her father attacking me all in one night. She looked up at me with her eyes filled with tears. I felt a tear stream down my face. I walked over to a tree and sat against the trunk keeping her cupped in my arms. She took both of her thumbs and wiped the tears from my face. I felt like I was going to break out and sob. But I didn't want to scare her. I wanted to comfort her. The only people that saw me uncontrollably cry were my parents when I was a child and my pack the first night I phased. That was one of my most confusing nights because I didn't know what was going on even though my father tried to explain it to me.
Nessie took my face in her hands and kissed me passionately. I grabbed the back of her head and tangled my fingers in her curly hair. I instantly got hard again. The swelling was painful. I let her legs go so that she could lie beside me. We were lying on an exposed tree root. I didn't want to be on top of her just in case it would have hurt her back. Our breathing was so heavy as we wrestled our tongues together. Nessie slowly ran her hand across my chest. It made me want her even more… but I held back. I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable. I had all of the moves memorized in my head and knew what they would do to a woman from seeing my packs experiences with their wives. Sam is the most creative… plus he's been married longer and has more experience. I could sense that she was aroused. It was the sweetest smell that I ever smelled and it literally made me hungry. But I'm certain it wasn't for food… I wanted to taste her. I reached out for her knee and rested it on my cock. The pressure of her leg resting on me felt nice. I slipped my tongue further in her mouth. She shivered and clung tighter to me. I continued kissing her. She made quiet moans when I flipped my tongue a certain way. I put my hand under her shirt and caressed her stomach. She didn't object so I moved my hand up slowly to her breast. She gasped. I guess it was too soon be that intimate? I quickly pulled my hand from under her shirt feeling a little ashamed. I didn't want her to feel violated.
"I'm sorry," I said softly.
"No… it just took me off guard."
Nessie bit her lip as she gazed at me. She looked so damn sexy. Then her eyes moved to my chest. She looked at my body with approval.
"I just need to ask you something," she said curiously.
"Sure," I said as I kissed her neck.
She was silent for a moment. I think my licking and sucking made her forget what she was going to ask me. "What is imprinting?" she asked breathlessly. I pulled away from licking her collar bone. "Who mentioned that?" I asked nervously. Did her parents tell her about the imprinting? Does she know everything? Nessie sat herself up and cleared her throat. Her heart was beating really fast as she stared at my face.
"I overheard a conversation that my Aunts were having a few days ago. From what I made out… it involved you and me." I sat up and took a deep breath. I will have to explain everything to her in detail. I hope she's able to understand. I really didn't know what to say at first. The conversation flashed in my head that Jared had with Kim. That still didn't help much.
"It's kinda complicated to explain," I said. Nessie looked at me intently… almost frozen waiting for me to continue. "Pack members get this... how shall I say… A magical connection with somebody. Like a soul mate. They will be whatever that person needs; a best friend… lover... husband," I explained slowly.
"So you had an imprinting on me?" she questioned.
I chuckled due her misuse of terminology. "Yes… I imprinted on you."
She didn't speak. I guess the idea of her being my soul mate was rambling around in her head.
"So… I'm your soul mate?"
"You are."
I smiled at her. I was hoping that she would come to understand everything. There was still so much more that I had to explain. A curious look flashed on her face.
"How do you know that the person is your soul mate and not a person you just have a crush on… or someone partially compatible; not exactly your soul mate?" she asked.
That's a good question. Hopefully I will be able to explain so that she understands.
"Believe me… It's a feeling that you can't mistake. It changes your life. It's like something came over me and instantly made you the most important thing in my life. More than my family… More than my pack… More than my own life. Any experience in my life before I laid my eyes on you became insignificant. I physically felt a pull towards you; as if someone magnetized my body. Once I saw you, I knew that I had to protect you… Take care of you, and love you with every fiber of my body. I unconditionally loved you. And I don't want you to think that it's a trivial choice. It's more spiritual than magical. The spirits that allow us to phase chooses our soul mates. They select the individual that would be the perfect mate for us. I know that this is a lot to take in. But I just want you to understand," I stated.
Nessie looked stunned. I stared at her hopping that this wasn't too much for her to absorb all at once. Her heart was beating really fast and her eyes squinted for a second.
"Once you saw me?" she questioned.
"You see… imprinting happens the first time we see our soul mate. If the first time we see that person… and they are a child… we would wait until they are mature to have romantic feelings for them," I explained.
"Jacob… I've known you for all… of… my…. life. So are you saying that you imprinted on me when I was a baby?"
"Actually… the day you were born."
"Oh… wow. How did my parents feel about that?"
"Your mom was upset but eventually accepted it."
That's an understatement… Bells wanted to kill me.
"Hey... is that why my mother leaped at you that day that Seth got his nose broken? Was it because my mother was upset that you imprinted on me?"
Does she remember that or is she referring to someone telling her that?
"Yes."
"Wow… that was one of my first memories. I remember that I was happy that Seth got hurt instead of you."
She remembers that. She was only a few days old. I looked at her suspiciously.
"You were mine from day one. I kinda felt possessive over you as a baby. I didn't know exactly what it was back then because I didn't understand much. But I remember how glad I was that you didn't get hurt."
"Oh… wow," I said amazed.
"So… I was chosen for you by a… Greater force?" she asked softly.
I started caressing her face and gently smiled. She was accepting this better than I thought.
"Yes… I hope I'm not freaking you out?"
"Um… No."
Nessie didn't speak for a while. It looked like she was contemplating. I gave her a moment to let it sink in. "I didn't want to make you speechless." She continued gazing at my face.
"So… what happens if the person that was imprinted on loves another person... or doesn't feel the same as the pack member?" she asked with confusion.
Wow... that seldom happens. Everyone I know who has phased, the other person also fell in love with them eventually. I only heard of one story years ago when the woman only loved the pack member as a brother. He never married because he was depressed and couldn't love another woman the same way. He remained her best friend because he loved her so much. The legends say that the one who imprints will have to accept if the imprintee does not love him that way. That has to suck.
"They will still love that person and be whatever that person needs... even if it's just a best friend," I answered.
"Wow… could the pack member get married to someone else?"
"Someone other than the person they imprinted on?"
"Yeah," she asked wearily.
"Not likely. He would never love a woman as much as he would love the one he imprinted on," I said with a sad undertone.
I was hoping that she could see herself marring me one day. What prompted her to ask me this question? Was she leery of the fact that I would only want to marry her? I guess that is a big pill to swallow. The second you find out someone is in love with you… You also find out that their heart would be empty if you don't commit yourself to them by matrimony. "Well… it's a good thing that I'm in love with you," she said smiling. My heart was overjoyed. I smiled at her and grabbed her kissing her passionately. Our hearts were both beating fast. She was in love with me. She pulled away from me. I wasn't finished kissing her so I leaned in and kissed her again. "Ummm Jacob," Nessie sighed. She was enjoying it. Her panties smelled like they were soaked. Mmm… Her scent was so strong.
"I could kiss you all night," I whispered in her ear.
"That would be nice… but I have to ask you something."
I pulled away from her slowly looking in her eyes. What did she want to ask me? Whatever she wanted… I would give to her. "Has anyone else imprinted?" she questioned. I figured she would ask me that eventually since most of the older pack members are married.
"Yes… Paul imprinted on Rachel nine years ago."
"Oh my God," she gasped.
I wasn't so happy about that. Paul can be a dick sometimes. But he makes my sister happy and he is a good father to Paul Jr. (With the exception of breeding racism in him for vampires. Even though he's doing that unknowingly.)
"Sam imprinted on Emily. Jared imprinted on Kim."
Her eyes were wide in amazement.
"Oh… and Quil imprinted on… Claire."
"Emily's niece! She's like ten years old."
"Quil actually imprinted on her when she was two years old. As I said, he won't have any romantic feelings for her until she is of age."
It was odd that she freaked out hearing that Quil imprinted on Claire since she knows that I imprinted on her the day she was born. I guess when it happens to someone else… you can react differently. Her face smoothed out from hearing the news about Quil and Claire. She had a slight smile on her face. I guess she realized or compared how I was with her while she was growing up.
"Your parents have accepted the fact that I've imprinted on you, and even welcomed my constant presence. They know that I would only pursue a romantic relationship with you if you wanted me in that way. If you fell in love with someone else, I would graciously accept that, because I love you and want you completely happy," I stated. I didn't know how much of that is true? I would be highly pissed if she fell in love with someone else. He would wind up missing or something. Nah… I wouldn't do that… would I?
I softly touched her face and gazed into her eyes. She chose me. I felt like I was on cloud nine. She's the most important thing to me in my life. It is my duty to make her happy. Her eyes started to tear again. I wiped one away with my thumb. Hopefully one day soon she would be my wife. I feel like I've waited so long… but it wasn't that long really. Close to nine years. In a way I was selfishly glad that she had an accelerated growth rate… but I would have waited for her forever; just as patiently as Quil is waiting for Claire. I have always been promised to her. I prayed that she would be promised to me as well; thinking optimistically that no other man would take her heart. I looked down at her bracelet; the Quileute equivalent of a promise ring and started spinning it slowly around her wrist. I gave this to her as a child as a Christmas present. She had no clue of the symbolism. Bella and Edward did. It was my promise to her... that she would always be the one I loved most. She stared at her wrist while I spun it.
"My bracelet... I wear it every day," she said softly.
"I know. I love seeing it on you."
Nessie smiled at me.
"You know… this is actually a Quileute promise ring," I admitted.
"Really?" she said in amazement. "Wow… I love it even more."
"You do?"
"Yes. It means that I'm promised to you. I couldn't ask for anything more."
I held her in my arms. We talked for around an hour. I told her how deeply I was in love with her. She also expressed how she felt about me in depth. I never knew she wanted to be with me for months. I asked her why she laughed when Rosalie asked her if she saw me as a boyfriend. She told me that it was a front for her Aunt. She didn't want her to know how she really felt about me… because of her obvious dislike of me. Her parents didn't even have a clue of how she felt or they would have given me a heads up. I guess since she could block Edward from reading her thoughts, it was harder for them to know.
Nessie wasn't embarrassed to show me the dreams she had of me. They were sweet; mostly her kissing me and caressing my chest. I didn't dare tell her the things I dreamed of doing with her. I'll save that for another time.
She looked like she was getting tired. I was wide awake. I'm use to staying up 'til dawn without a problem. "Your eyes are getting heavy," I said. She smiled at me and yawned. "You're tired… Close your eyes and rest." She tucked her head under my neck and took a deep breath. I squeezed her closer to me and gently caressed her forehead. In no time she fell asleep. I didn't see any of her dreams like earlier. I gazed at her for hours; torturing myself that it was too good to be true. Then I saw a flash of purple that darkened to black. It took me off guard because I wasn't expecting to see any of her thoughts since there was nothing for hours. Odd that I would see her favorite color. I closed my eyes after watching her sleep for a while. For some reason I felt like she would disappear if I didn't have her in my view. I held her tighter reassuring me that she was actually with me. She was actually with me. I felt a tear come to my eye. I was so elated. My entire existence was cuddled in my arms. My reason for living… My reason for enduring each day. I inhaled deeply allowing her scent to take hold of me. My Renesmee… so beautiful. I opened my eyes one more time to look at the one who has consumed my heart. Her face was so peaceful… she almost looked like she was smiling. I sighed and thanked the Great Spirits for the love that was resonating in my heart. I let my eyes close and said a prayer. I slipped into my unconsciousness knowing that my last controlled thought was giving thanks for the one I held tightly in my arms.
***oooOOOooo***
I heard a whisper in my ear, "Jacob wake up."
"Huh?" I opened my eyes and smiled at her. She softly kissed my lips.
"Good morning," she said cheerfully.
"Oh… Good Morning. Oh my God it's morning? Your dad's gonna kill me!"
I sat up and started rubbing my forehead. Shit. I should have set an alarm on her cell phone or something so we wouldn't have stayed out the entire night. We're screwed. I ran my hands through my hair.
"Did you sleep ok?" I asked.
"Yes."
I sighed as I stared off onto the lake. It was worth sleeping next to Nessie even though Edward may curse me out.
"My dad is not going to kill you Jacob."
"I should get you home," I said urgently.
"I'll be ok," she said nonchalantly as if Edward wasn't going to kill me. "Jacob… Were you able to see my dreams?"
"No… I haven't seen your dreams since you were a child."
"Oh… I guess having my shield up so often to keep my father from reading my mind has changed how freely my projections are on someone."
That would explain why I saw nothing but periodic flashes of color.
"Hmmm… I would like to have seen them. I bet they were interesting," I said with a smile.
"I'll give you a brief summary."
Nessie touched my face and let me see how happy she was the first time I kissed her. She showed me how her body reacted when I touched her and I shivered. My heart sped up as I started to get aroused. She whimpered and my dick got even harder. Then she slowly leaned over to kiss me. I rolled on my back and started to massage hers. Her bare skin felt so good on my fingertips. I let out a small growl expectantly. But I had to subdue my animalistic instincts. My body wanted to claim her… But it was too soon for that. I didn't ever want her to feel rushed. Nessie softly moaned as I grabbed her butt and pressed her pelvis closer to me. God I wanted her so bad. Does she know what her moans are doing to me? Nessie pressed her lips closed like she didn't want to moan again. My God… I wanted to hear her moan. "I like to hear that," I whispered in her ear. She kept her lips sealed. For a split second I wished that she was under my Alpha command. "It's ok to moan," I said softly to encourage her. I gently bit her neck which made her gasp and started to moan out loud how I wanted her to. "Oooh." My hands went up her shirt and she started shivering. I started moaning in her ear which made her scent stronger.
"Jacob," she breathed.
"Yes Nessie?"
"Oh My God… you feel so good," she panted.
"You have no idea of how good you feel."
But this would feel so much better if we were naked. My God… to feel her body pressed up against mine… totally naked. Damnit I'm gonna come just thinking about it. I rolled over on top of her and kissed her neck. I knew it was best to stop soon. The tension was too great. I wanted to make love to her so bad. Her arousal was making go mad. I wanted to touch her… To taste her. Oh my God… to fuck her madly. Shit Jake… don't nut in your pants. Hell... they're not even mine. I had to stop or my hips were going to start thrusting in her body. I slowly felt myself losing control. I took a deep breath and painfully separated from her. We were both breathing heavy with sweat covered skin. I missed the warmth from her body as I agonizingly looked at her chest heaving for air. I wanted to be one with her more than anything… but I knew it was wise to wait. I stood up reaching out my hand for her to take. "I'll give you Emmett's pants so he won't miss them." It was the first thing that came to my mind. I'm losing it. I should have said thank you for letting me grope the hell out of you. I looked down at myself and it looked like I was pitching a tent. "Um... Don't want my dad thinking you were naked with me. I'll get them later." Nessie had a grin on her face as she was trying not to look down.
"You sure you don't want me to run you home?" I asked.
"Yes… I'll be fine. I'll come to your house after breakfast. That's if my dad lets me out of the house." I smirked. "I'm serious," she said laughing.
I took her in my arms and hugged her tightly. My erection poked her in the stomach. She pressed herself closer to me. She wasn't afraid of it anymore. That's a good sign. "Well if you're going to get in trouble… you might as well enjoy yourself now," I breathed. I stared circling the small of her back with my fingers. Nessie shivered.
"Everything that you do to me is making me… excited. I'm not use to this," she confessed.
"Do you want me to stop?" I was praying that she would say no.
"No," she said faintly.
I started massaging her back and leaned over to kiss her neck. She let out a loud moan and it made my body feel like I was mildly electrocuted. I started moaning in her ear. Nessie shuttered and started moaning like a porn star. "Jacob," she breathed. "Mmm… Oh my God." I continued kissing her neck. I was two seconds away from tearing her clothes off and licking every inch of her body. I was extremely horny… more than horny. I don't know if it was the animal in me… but I was about to lose control of my actions. She dug her fingers into my back. The pain was almost sexual. I had to stop or we wouldn't make it to 6 a.m. as virgins. I pulled back from her trying to calm myself. I never knew my urges could be so great.
"We really should go home now," I struggled to say.
"What did I do?"
She sounded like it was her fault that I stopped kissing her. In a way it was.
"It's what you're not doing… stopping me," I said as I was trying to catch my breath. "You don't know how hard it is for me not to… want to make love to you," I said as if it was painful.
"You want to make love to me?" she asked with her voice breaking.
"Someday… when we're ready," I said softly.
Nessie gently smiled. I rested my cheek on top of her head. She wrapped her arms around me and held me tight. We stood there for awhile as our breathing evened out. I felt lightheaded and giddy at the same time. My Ness loves me.
"I love you," she breathed.
"I love you too Nessie." We both sighed at the same time.
"I think I should go home now," she said defeated. I was sad that I had to be away from her.
"Ok… text me when you can. Let me know if you can come over," I said hopeful.
She reached up to kiss me. I kissed her passionately groping her butt and licking and sucking her neck. I couldn't get enough of her and I wanted to savor each second.
"Ahh… You have to stop," she said frustrated. "We are trying to go home… remember."
"Sure, sure… I'll stop."
I stepped back and raised my hands surrendering. Nessie blew me a kiss and dashed home.
***oooOOOooo***
I took my time running home. It was more like a jog. My mind was running a mile a minute of all of the possibilities. The love of my life wants to be with me. I wanted the pack to know so I stripped and phased.
"Whoa… Get the fuck outta here!" Embry said right away after reading my thoughts.
"Yeah guys. She loves me."
"Thank God. It was stressing me out so much last night when you rode her to the lake that I had to phase back," Jared said.
"Whoa… Somebody had freaky thoughts all night. You dirty dog you," Paul teased.
"Shut the fuck up," I said playfully.
Jared Howled and a few seconds later everyone else was in my head.
"What's so urgent?" Quil asked. "Oh… Shit Jake!"
"Yeah."
"Congratulations," Sam said.
"Thanks. I just had to share the news. Hopefully she won't get in trouble for staying out with me all night."
"You're a dead man walking," Embry teased.
"I'm not even that worried about it. Nessie's in love with me. I'm just… I'm just."
"Yeah we know. Remember we're in your head man," Jared said.
"Well I'm going home and hopefully I will see her soon."
"Ok," a few thought at the same time.
"Go get your imprint freak on," Embry teased. Then he phased back.
I phased back and put my clothes back on. When I arrived home I had a big ass smile plastered on my face. Billy looked at me strangely.
"Why are you so happy? Does it have anything to do with Nessie?" he asked.
"Yes! Nessie loves me too!"
"Whoa you finally told her."
"Well, she actually told me first. She was in love with me for months. Nessie was just afraid to tell me."
"I'm so happy for you son. You finally have what you always wanted. So how did it happen?"
"Well… we were at the beach and she was looking at me. She thought of kissing me and she had a panic attack and ran off."
I wasn't sure if I wanted to tell Billy that Edward attacked me. I'm pretty sure it would get to him anyway way.
"So I ran after her to make sure she was ok. When we got to her house… Edward thought I was chasing her. And because Nessie shirt was ripped from when she ran away from me… he thought that I did it on purpose."
My father's expression grew scared. I could only imagine what he was thinking.
"I'm ok. But Edward did jump at me. Esme got in between us and calmed him down. He later apologized when he realized that I didn't do anything to her. Nessie looked sacred the entire time. We went to Lake Pleasant so we could talk in private. That's when she told me she wanted me more in her life other than a best friend."
"Wow," Billy mused.
"I told her that I loved her and she also said that she loved me. Then I explained imprinting to her. I was surprised that it didn't freak her out. She took it pretty well. She was even happy when I told her that her bracelet was a Quileute promise ring. She wanted to belong to me."
"That's really beautiful Jacob. I just might get my patiently awaited grandchildren."
"Hey… you just may," I said smiling.
"Did you two…"
"No Billy. We didn't have sex. We slept in each other's arms. I'm just coming back from the lake now."
"You kept her out all night. Edward's going to be angry."
"It wasn't on purpose… We just fell asleep."
"Oh… well in that case I hope he understands."
Billy narrowed his eyes at me.
"Was that the only thing you did? You know Edward may read your mind the next time you see him."
"Well we kissed. Nothing too x-rated; we stayed clothed."
I guess rubbing her stomach and her breast isn't that bad. I held back on my desires. Of course I wanted to make love to her. I was surprised that I didn't grind her into the dirt with how bad my hips wanted to shove my dick into her.
"Well I'm going to clean my room and cook breakfast. If Edward doesn't ground her… she should be here in an hour or so."
"Ok son."
I ran upstairs and took a shower. Then I got a few cleaning supplies and cleaned my room like it was going to be inspected. It was spotless by the time I was finished. I put away all of the clothes that were on my chair away, dusted, vacuumed, and sprayed my sheets and curtains with Farbreeze. I even cleaned my windows.
I went down stairs and fried up some bacon. I made enough for Nessie if she was hungry. Billy had already eaten. If she wants eggs, I'll just cook them when she gets here. I ate my breakfast and washed the dishes. I covered the bacon with plastic wrap so that Nessie could eat it later. My phone buzzed and I looked down to check it. It was a text from Nessie.
On my way. Not killed. Dad wants to ttyl.
I sat down on the sofa and watched TV with Billy. Only a minute later, I heard a tap on the door. She must have ran here. I ran to the door and swung it open.
"Hey Nessie,"
"Hi Jacob."
"I see you're in one piece... No missing limbs," I said as she walked pass me.
She chuckled.
"Yes… I am, but my dad is very adamant on speaking with you tonight."
"Oh," I said nervously.
He wants to rip me a new one because I kept her out overnight… great.
"Hi Billy," she called out.
"Hi Nessie… How are you doing Dear?" he called out.
"Just great," she answered.
"Glad to hear," he said smiling. He was ecstatic for me.
"Are you hungry? I made some bacon. I can make more eggs if you want some," I asked.
"I'm fine."
She didn't look so sure. I knew she was comfortable eating around me. I witnessed her try to eat a half of a pizza one day. Maybe she's shy to eat around me now. That's silly.
"Are you sure?" I asked again.
"Yes… I'm sure."
"Oh… ok. Well let's chill in my room for awhile."
"Ok," she agreed.
I walked her upstairs to my room. Billy didn't mind that we would be alone. Nessie has always hung out with me in my room. The only difference now is that I would want to seduce her every chance I could get.
"What have you been cleaning all morning?" she asked.
She scrunched up her nose.
"What are you talking about?"
"I smell the cleaning products Jacob."
"Well I spruced up just a little. I knew you were coming over. Sue me."
"You knew I was coming over plenty of times before... and I had to withstand walking over dirty clothes and smelling day old pizza."
I didn't say anything. I wanted her to see me as a clean well kept future spouse. I couldn't tell her that though. She looked to the side of my room at my chair.
"Oh my God was this chair here before?" she asked.
I laughed. I knew she saw that chair before. She's sat on it the few times it was clean. I know she remembers since she can remember the first week she was born.
"Yes it was… covered before."
"Oh… I thought that was a high pile of clothes," she said toying with me.
"So how was your dad when you came home?" I asked concerned.
I can imagine that he was upset. Nessie has never stayed out overnight before. Even though she's the development of an 18-19 year old. She's pretty home bound. She sat on the edge of my bed. I sat down beside her. My weight made the bed creak. For some odd reason I thought of other ways to make it creak as I stared at her lips.
"He was… calm I guess. He did remind me that I was a minor; implying that I was eight years old. I apologized as much as I could. And he was… loving. He didn't scream at me… he actually hugged me. In fact, I've never experienced my father really angry at me before. I think he understood that we innocently fell asleep."
"Wow… I hope I get the same reaction from him."
I don't wanna push my luck. Edward would probably want to kill me anyway for having him worry.
"He did mention that if you hurt me he would wreak havoc on your life."
I lifted my eyebrow.
"So what exactly did you tell him?" I asked urgently.
"I told him we discussed our feelings for one another… and that you explained what imprinting was."
I wasn't breathing until I heard if she told him that we made out. I seriously doubt that she would divulge our intimate moment… even though I told Billy.
"He explained why he didn't tell me about it…"
"What were his reasons for not telling you?" I interrupted.
"He told me that he wanted me to have a normal childhood and that when I was ready… I would know."
"Oh… so... you told him how you feel about me?"
"I told him that I'm in love you."
I smiled. I can't get enough of hearing her say that. I should have her record it so I can listen to it on my iPod when I sleep. No… then the pack would tease me even though I know some girly stuff they do for their wives. "And just so you know, my dad came to the lake this morning while we were asleep," she said with a weird smirk. My eyes widened. Edward was there. Oh my God! He could have read my mind. Oh… he wants to kill me; especially if he saw my dreams. I dreamed about making love to her basically the entire night. The things I imagined doing to her. The positions… The oral sex. Great Jake... I won't even make it to our wedding day because I have an active imagination.
"And he listened to your thoughts for a few seconds," she said.
Yes… I'm dead.
"Did he tell you what he heard?" I asked. My voice sounded shaky.
"Well, yeah."
Nessie looked down at her hands. She was driving me crazy. Please spit it out. I don't have the pleasure of reading minds. Touch me… Project to me what you're thinking. Something… please.
"Do you want me to combust?" I asked.
Nessie slowly looked up at me.
"Renesmee," I said through my teeth.
I was too eager to hear what she had to say.
"Wa... Well, he said that you were thinking about… our wedding."
Whew… that's a relief. I exhaled and Nessie looked at me strangely.
"Wait a minute, what did you think my father may have heard?"
I smirked at her.
"I was dreaming of making love to you quite a bit that night," I admitted.
"Oh," she said embarrassed. Her face started to get red.
"You're blushing," I pointed out. "So your dad knows that I wish to marry you. He's known that would be a possibility for a long time."
"Um... he also knows that I said that I… want to marry you. I told him this morning when he told me that I have a choice. My choice is to be with you."
I wasn't sure if I heard her correctly. Did she just say that she told Edward that she wanted to marry me? I ran it back in my head. Yes… she did say that. I couldn't speak. Something took my voice away. My heart started beating really fast. I stared at her. She looked worried. I wanted to break free of this paralyzed state I was in. All of my life I wanted her to be my wife someday. She looked like she was waiting for me to say something. "Jacob," she whispered. I started to melt and regained my ability to move.
"You… want to marry me?" I said slowly.
"Yes… Sometime shortly if you want to. I'm pretty sure you still will have to ask for my dad's permission."
"Oh Nessie!"
I grabbed her in my arms and squeezed her tightly. I hope I didn't squeeze her too hard. She didn't react as if I did. I threw my tongue in her mouth and pressed her onto my bed. She moaned softly and it drove me crazy. I lifted her sundress and caressed her thigh. She moaned even louder.
"Jacob… Jacob," she moaned each time her mouth was free.
"Yes," I breathed.
"Your father is home," she said breathlessly.
I continued kissing her. My father is oblivious to what we are doing… he can't hear anyway. He's watching TV and his senses are not as keen as mine since he never phased as a teen. There were no vampires around to awaken the gene.
"Wait," she said pushing back on my shoulders. I stopped. I didn't want her to feel uncomfortable doing anything… and I had a lot of things in mind.
"This feels weird with your father down stairs."
"Nessie… my dad can't hear as well as your family. You're freaking out for nothing."
She gazed in my eyes. I was still breathing hard.
"Well if you like to hear me moan, I would like a little more privacy," she said in a sexy tone. My eyes widened. "Why do you temp me so?" I muttered.
I kissed her without exciting her by the addition of me rubbing her legs. She managed to moan quietly. I was so hard. I pressed my body against her and softly bit her neck. She let out a gasp and moaned my name, "Jacob." I softly grined my body against hers. Her breathing quickened. I thought I was about to make her come. "We should go now," she moaned. Was she serious? We could do some things here. I was down to make her come. I would cover her mouth if she was loud. She pushed my shoulders back trying to get me off of her. "Ok," I said softly. She gazed at me for a moment. She was still breathing heavy. I couldn't believe that I had her in my bed. Her chest was heaving in my face. It took every ounce of strength to not lean down and put one in my mouth. I gave her another small kiss and stood up. She glanced at my cock trying to hulk out of my jean shorts.
"Oh that's right. You have Uncle Emmett's pants."
"Yeah, I put them over there on top of my dresser."
"I'll wash them when I get home."
"Come with me," I said smiling ear to ear.
"You're not gonna tell Billy now are you? He'll tell Grandpa Charlie and Grandma Rene. It will get to my Mom in seconds, and I haven't even talked to her yet about anything."
"Please Nessie. He won't tell anyone until I say it's ok. Trust me… He knows how to keep a secret."
"Oh... ok. Let me get myself together first."
Nessie sat on the edge of the bed and focused on calming down. Her heart was beating fast and she was sweating.
"Are you ok?" I asked.
"Yeah… I'm fine. I just feel a little… dizzy."
"I'm sorry, I must have overwhelmed your senses," I said playfully.
She smirked at me.
"Seriously, do you need anything... water?"
"No… I'm fine. I just need a second."
She fixed her hair and pulled on her sundress to make it look neater.
"You're ready?" I asked extending my hand.
She nodded her head yes. We went downstairs. I put his arm around her waist once we were at the bottom step.
"Billy," I called out. Billy turned the volume down with the remote.
"Yes Jacob?"
"We have something to tell you," I said proudly.
Billy had a smile on his face. He turned his wheelchair to face us.
"Nessie wants to marry me!"
"That's wonderful. I'm so happy for the both of you!"
"But don't tell anyone, including Charlie. She hasn't talked to her entire family about it yet."
"Mum's the word," Billy sighed. "Thank you Nessie… for making my son so happy."
"Oh… you're welcome."
I swopped her off her feet and spun her around in circles. She let out a scream. I sat her down and kissed her on the lips.
"So when are you going to talk to your family?" Billy asked.
"Tonight," we both said in unison.
"Are you up for this?" I asked.
"Yes."
"Are you ready for my father's interrogations?"
"As ready as I'll ever be."
"Well good luck to you both." Billy chucked.
"We're going to go for a walk. Do you need anything before I go?" I asked.
"No... I'm fine. You kids go enjoy yourselves."
Nessie walked over to Billy and gave him a kiss on his cheek. "Aww… Thanks Nessie."
We walked over to First Beach. No one was really at the beach today. It was really peaceful. We talked for hours. We decided to get married near her birthday in two weeks since her family will be in town then. I asked could I massage her feet. It was just an idea that popped in my head. Her toes were so cute in her sandals. She seemed to enjoy it. She was ticklish and giggled. I was trying to find the area on her foot where the nerves were connected to her pussy. I read somewhere that it would make her tingle if I massaged it the right way. I didn't know if I was doing it correctly? She had a smile on her face the entire time. After a few minutes I started kissed her toes making her roar in laughter. I heard her phone buzz.
"Wait… Wait! My phone." She went to go check it. "It's my mother. She texed that she's back."
"You want me to go with you?"
"Can you come by in a few hours? I need some time to talk to her."
"Sure."
I stood up and pulled her up with my hand. I grabbed her shoes.
"May I have my shoes back please?"
"These shoes?" I said playfully.
Nessie snatched the shoes out of my hand in a split second. "Hey." She stood on her toes to kiss me. I leaned over and kissed her and she gently bit my lip. I smiled and deepened the kiss.
"My parents are going to smell you all over me," she breathed.
"I'm sure Eddie already did. Plus it's difficult for me to behave," I said smirking.
"Just think… in a few weeks you don't have to behave at all," she said softly.
"I like how you think," I said nodding my head. Not as innocent as she seems.
Nessie deeply sighed. "Well let me get the hard part over with," she said. I took her hand and placed it on my cock. "Funny," she commented. "You know my dad may try to read your mind tonight. I don't want it filled with corrupted images of you trying to corrupt my innocent mind." I chuckled. She kissed me again. We walked back to my house so that she could get Emmett's pants. I wanted the walk to last longer. I could tell that she did too. He held her tiny hand for the majority of the way. Then she sprung on my back so that I could carry her. She teased me by licking the rim of my ear. No one has ever done that to me and I was amazed on how turned on I got.
"Ness please. If you wanna make it home… I suggest you don't do that to me."
"Why… I like the way you taste."
I chuckled.
"I like the way you taste too."
"I can't wait until you taste all of me," she projected.
It caught me off guard.
"Whoa."
"Whoa what?" she asked sounding oblivious to the sexual torcher she just teased me with.
"Oh nothing."
We arrived at my house and I ran upstairs to get Emmett's pants. I chuckled thinking how years ago they wouldn't even want the smell of me in their house. And that having laundry that smelled like me in their house would drive them bat shit crazy. Now they don't even mind the difference. I'm used to it too. Well except for Mrs. Blondie. She just stinks on all levels. I dashed back down stairs and out to my front porch where my adored imprint waited for me. My heart melted when I saw her bright smile. She reached out to me and gave me a big hug pressing her beautiful face onto my chest. When she broke free, I dived in and forced my tongue in her mouth. My God she tasted so good. We kissed for a few minutes. I knew I was making this hard on myself. I groped at her body and held her ass firmly pulling her on to my dick. Then my heart nearly broke when she said goodbye. I handed her the plastic bag and she slipped into the forest. I felt a sense of sadness... but I knew I have every reason to be overjoyed. Nessie told me that she wants to marry me. I still can't believe it.