Hi guys! You all must be yelling at your screen or throwing candy canes at your pet unicorn.. Yea.. I went there! Haha anyways! I was just going through some tough times, BUT I'm back now! So how about we get to readi-

Sonny- Has anyone seen my outfit for rehearsal's?

Me:..-.-…go look in that dark scary closet over there!

Sonny: OK! *runs to closet*

Chad: Um hey.. I've got stuff to do today..Like buy more cookies…ahem.. Anyways! Do you think this girl would be sitting here, writing a story about us if she owned the show?..No. Read on!

Me: well you didn't have to be mean about it.. *pouts*

OH OH OH! AND ID LIKE TO GIVE A SHOUTOUT TOOOO *drum roll*

Hayasfan66- haha thanks!

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LoveShipper- I know lol, a little too cheesy haha

Ruby-Ashley- I'm happy to hear that your intrigued! I hope you like it!

iWant9Lives2Live- Guurrrlll...are you a nine lives of Chloe king fan too?!

whiteflower213- I'm glad you love it ^.^

And now! I'd like to give a special shout out to my boyfriend! He's helped me through so much and I love him so much! Thank you baby!

OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH! And in this story..you'll get to know Sonny a bit more..she's not as happy as you all think!


Sonny's POV

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP! I groaned and moved my hand around, trying to find the hell that was waking me up. I finally found it and slammed my hand down on it, sitting up. Another day in hell it'll be, I thought bitterly. It was now Monday and I wasn't looking forward to school one bit. But it was pretty much inevitable. So I hauled my ass outa bed and laid my clothes on my bed. My outfit consisted of blue jeans and a polo. Pretty much my usual look.. I shook my head and walked into my bathroom to shower and brush my teeth. Once out, I pulled my outfit on and walked out of my room. My mom was in the kitchen, cooking everything she could. Why, you might be asking yourself. Well, It's because that's what she did..Ever since dad died, all she did was cook. Which I mean, it's fine and all..But she needs to do more. I hugged her and gave her a kiss on the cheek, getting ready to get out the door.

"Sweetie..You didn't eat breakfast."

"Um..No thanks mom, i have to get to school now anyways!" I smiled and ran outside quickly, walking in the direction of the school.

On the way, I couldn't help but start thinking of Dylan. We hadn't talked since Friday, but he seemed like a really nice guy. He just hadn't been on I guess. I did feel bad for lying to him about my dad though..God, my dad..

I looked down at the ground and slowed my walking just a little.

I missed him so much..Every day without him was hard..Especially because I'm older now..And I need that father figure in my life to help. I had been so happy with him around..But ever since that day..My stupid birthday! If I hadn't thrown a stupid fit about wanting pink decorations instead of the purple and blue ones he got me! I hated myself every day since.. It was my entire fault. Everyone knew it was..Everyone at my school..The students..Teachers..my mom. I just wanted my dad back.

I shook my head and looked back up, walking faster to get to school.

Once 3rd period was over, I was ready to get my butt outa there. My head hurt, people were pointing and laughing at me, and I just..Needed to cry. But I wouldn't..No couldn't let them see me weak. It would give them the satisfaction that they wanted. So I just walked down the hallway with my head down and my hoodie up, trying to hold onto all my books.

"I hear she was the one who killed her father..." A blond girl "whispered" to her friend.

"She got pregnant so her father left, and then she got an abortion." came another.

"Oh yea, I hear she had to do 2 years in the psych ward before she moved here" and they just kept going on and on.

Oh yea, maybe I haven't told you yet. I'm new here. Well kind of...Ive been here for a week and a half. People treat me like crap..But I try not letting it get to me.

After the very last bell of the day rang, I ran out the door of my class and zoomed to my locker, meeting tawni there.

"Hey sonny"

"Hey there. So how was the party? And no..I'm not asking because I wished I had gone."

"Oh, well it went pretty well I guess..I mean. Nothing too eventful."

I put my books away and got my bag, walking out the doors with my only friend. She had been like me, only difference was that she loved fashion..But she wasn't like the others. She actually cared for others. And she hated everyone else at this school as well. So we were a perfect match.

"Something tells me you're lying..." I trailed off.

"Yea yea ok whatever. Listen! I have some exciting news!" My friend squealed out.

"What is this exciting news that's got you forgetting all about the party?" I asked flabbergasted.

"Okay okay okay. So you know our favorite show?"

"Um..The Walking dead?"

"Noo..The other one"

"Doctor who?"

"Ugh no! So Random!"

"Well yea, duh. What about it?"

"Weeeelll..I was looking online..And they're looking for two more actors! They want to "Expand the family" as it said." she practically screamed out. I covered her mouth with my hand and laughed.

"Okay. And this matters beeccaaauuusseee?" I gestured my hand in circles, urging her to continue.

"I signed us up for auditions." She stated like it was nothing.

"Oh alright..." then what she said really started to sink in. "WAIT WHAT?! YOU DID WHAT?! I SWEAR! IF YOU-"

"Calm down! You'll do great Sonny. And you know it. Me on the other hand..Well haha who are we kidding? I'll be fantastic!"

I just glared at her as we started walking again, I glared so much that I might have burned holes into her. But lucky for her. I didn't. I just shook my head and tried to relax.

"Tawn.. I'd really like it if you could take my name off the list..."

"Ohhh..about thaaattt.." She sounded apologetic but I knew she was smirking. "Once you're signed up, you can't take it back. And if you try to pull the whole 'I'm sick' act..I'm still dragging your butt outa bed and takin' you to the auditions."

"Uuuggghh! I hate yoouu!" I groaned out.

"Awww! I love you too Son! Thanks!"

I sighed and we headed our separate ways to our own houses. Once I was at the front, I smiled at the door man and walked in. I didn't feel like walking, so I just took the elevator to the pent house. Once there, I opened the door and walked in.

"Hey moooommmm! I'm hooommeee!" I waited for a reply, but got none. She was probably out. I shrugged and dropped my backpack to the side and walked into my room, shutting the door, and getting into my comfy clothes. I sat on my bed and opened my laptop, turning it on.

I hadn't talked to Dylan since Friday, and to be honest..I kind of missed him. I don't even know why! I didn't really even know him..I sighed and logged on to my server, checking out tumblr and all that jazz. Then all of a sudden, my laptop beeped. I got excited for a second, thinking it was Dylan..But it was just a warning that I needed to plug in my charger. So I did so and sighed.

About 30 minutes later of looking around on tumblr, there was a knock on my door.

"Come in!"

"Hey sweetie, sorry I wasn't here earlier. I got held up at work. Someone wanted a double order of cookies. So I had to make some more."

"Oh hi mom, and Nah. It was no problem."

"Alright..Well I'm going to go take a little nap. I've got a headache. I'll make dinner here shortly."

"Okay, I love you mom..Hope you feel better when you wake up!"

"Love you too sweet heart" Then she walked out.

I kept searching around, getting on Facebook, twitter, instagram. But I was just bored. So I decided to get on messenger.

Sonshine- Hey..um..Are you on? It says on your status that you're busy :p..haha..

I laughed at myself and sighed. I was horrible with words. I always had been. I got my remote from my side table and flipped it to Teen Nick. Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide was on, so I just left it there, watching it. About halfway through, my laptop beeped. I jumped then looked at my messenger, smiling.

Gr8Actor- Hey there sonny! Sorry that we haven't been able to talk lately..It's just been kind of crazy over here. I've been working hard.

Sonshine- Hiii! And for the play?

Gr8Actor- yea..The play..haha..um anyways..what's new?

Sonshine- eh, nothing much. Just sitting, bored.

Gr8Actor- I can change that ;)

Sonshine- e.o...No thanks..

Gr8Actor- xD you've gatta perv mind! I meant it as in..Just talk to you and stuff..

Sonshine- Pssstttt...I knew that...

Gr8Actor- Yea, I'm sure you did. mhm.

Sonshine- So Mr. Dylan! haha what about you..What are you doing now?

Gr8Actor- way to change the subject :p and I'm just sitting...watching some TV and relaxing

Sonshine- Oh..

Gr8Actor- So..What's new?

I was going to tell him about the audition thing, but something told me not to.

Sonshine- Nothing much..Just school and life.

Gr8Actor- actin for me haha...hey I've gatta go now..Talk to you tomorrow?

Sonshine- Sure thing!

Gr8Actor has signed out

Sonshine has logged out

Welp..Auditions were on Saturday. So I had some time to get ready for it..God I hate my friend.

5 days later (Saturday)

Things are great! I've been talking to Dylan a lot lately, and school has been a bit better...but maybe that's just my imagination. But..Today was auditions...yaaayyy..Notice my sarcasm. Tawni and I were in the car, driving to Condor Studios. This should be fun..

I sighed for the thousandth time and whined.

"Do we really have to do this?"

"Yep. It's important. Plus, you're great at acting!"

"Ugh!"

We pulled into the parking lot and started walking towards the studio. It had a big sign that said "WELCOME TO CONFOR STUDIOS AUDITIONS!" Personally..I think it should have said: "WELCOME TO YOUR PERSONAL HELL!"

"Oh my gosh, I'm so excited!" Tawni squealed from beside me. I just groaned and let her drag me inside.

A lady at the front desk looked for our names then smiled and handed us both a tag that had a number and our names. We walked through a set of doors and found dozens of people. We sat down and talked.

"Tawn, I can't believe you did this to me.." I stated nervously, looking around me.

"Oh relax. You'll be fine! I promise. And I'll be here for you, okay? Just try your best! You're funny! You're a great actor! And you're pretty!"

I blushed and smiled lightly "Thanks..That helped a bit.." And it did..I felt a bit safer now..

A small lady came out and called names out. Some girls would come out smiling, some would come out crying. And that made me nervous again.

"Tawni Hart?" The woman asked, looking at her clip board then back up to all of us.

"Welp, that's my queue! Wish me luck!" And without another word, Tawni disappeared.

About 15 minutes later, she walked out, smiling and sitting by me.

"So what happened?!" I asked her nervously.

"Sonny Munroe?" The lady asked. I sighed and got up, walking into the room.

"Ah. Hello there young lady!" A kind deep man's voice called. I smiled.

"Hello..I'm S-sonny Munroe.."

"Yes I know haha, so. State your intention, why you want to do this, and what you would bring to this show."

"Acting. I would like to do this because; well because acting is my passion..along with music. I would hope that I can bring laughter to our viewers and happiness to them.." I ended. The man nodded, smiling lightly. We did a few lines of a script.

"Sonny Munroe. We don't even have to think about this. You are defiantly on the show."

It took me a while to process this, but when I did, I screamed and jumped up and down, thanking them over and over. I ran out and hugged Tawni.

"I got it!"

"So did I!" Tawni said excitedly. We both squealed and ran out the doors to the car.

"Oh my god..I've gatta tell my mom!" Tawni and I yelled at the same time. We got our phones and called our mothers.

"Hi, yea mom? I got in the show!"

"You did?! Oh my goodness baby that's amazing! We'll celebrate later on! I'm sorry but I've gatta work a bit late!"

"That's fine mama. Just get home safe! Love you, bye!"

I then hung up and turned to see Tawni smiling.

"Told yah so." Is all she said before she got in the car. I got in after her and we drove off.

"Alright, so he said he'd give us a call. I'm just so nervous still! It's so surreal!" I squealed out.

Tawni dropped me off at home, and I ran inside. I turned on my laptop and got on messenger.

Sonshine- Hi! ^_^

He must have been on! I got a reply right away!

Gr8Actor- Hey there! What's got you in a good mood?

Sonshine- Oh nothing! Just happy I guess haha.

Gr8Actor- Hey..I have a secret to tell you.. You can't tell anyone..


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