I'm staring at the mirror. It's been a week since I been here and yet I feel like I hate it here. I miss my lone life back in New York. Those days where I'd just go wherever I want beat up whoever I want. Now, I have a "Guardian" who's watching my every movement, who's always asking me where I'm going even If it's to the next room ! I'm so sick of it! On the bright side I and Hinata are the best of friends and Naruto is pretty cool. BUT I STILL HATE SASUKE !

"Sakura come down and eat!"

I got out the bathroom and went downstairs. I smelled the noodles from a distance. Their meaty constinsancy. My mouth started to water. If I had to choose one good thing about here, it's the food.

"Hinata called, she said if you wanted to go shopping today ?"

I choked. SHOPPING? What criminal, shops?

"Oh, and I told her sure you wanted to, and I'll be giving you guys a ride."

My mouth completely dropped.

"YOU DID WHAT ?"

I walked back and forth back and forth.

"DO YOU NOT REALIZE IM NOT A GIRLY GIRL, its DISGUSTING! Do you honestly believe I have ever even been shopping ?"

"Kurenai said you have to, she said you need to find your inner-girl and not fight or do gang-related things."

"FUCK WHAT KURENAI SAYS!"

"Okay, I'll tell her what she said."

I suddenly stopped in my tracks.

Vision

"Now, since you didn't find yourself in Japan you're going to a catholic private school, Sakura!"

End vision

"NOPE, I'll GO!"

I faked smile. Oh, dear did I not want to hear kurenai's wrath. I quickly ran up the stairs and put on my anti-girl clothes. Who said I had to be "girly" on this little trip? I went to my dresser and grabbed a big black hoodie black ripped jeans and some vans. I felt amazing wearing my old clothes. I put on a red headband and combed my hair straight. Now weapons time. I put Axe Cologne to protect me from girly smells .

"Ah, all better." I said aloud.

I walked down the stairs skipping.

"So granny, when you gunna take us?"

"SAKURA ; what are you wearing? You look like an emo tranny !"

I laughed, the perfect reaction. I felt more like my usual self wearing this.

"I always wear clothes like these." I said in an innocent tone.

"Okay fine."

I saw her dialing a number . I gave a blank look.

"hello?

Yeah, we have a big emergency.

No, ha-ha not that it's my granddaughter.

Yep, the definition of it.

Great, my budget?

Oh, uhm 250,000 is my limit, I'm going broke ya know.

Okay she's ready

Bye"

I rolled my eyes . God knows what she's doing I quietly crept back upstairs as she was on the phone.

"SAKURA !"

My ears were pierced by the loud noise. Tsunades face had an angry expression. I was kind of worried. I walked back down the stairs.

"Yes ma'm?"

"YOU WILL NOT WEAR ANY OF THIS STUFF AGAIN YOU HEAR ME , YOUR GOING TO THE MALL WITH HINATA AND YOUR COMING BACK A BRAND NEW LADY, DO YOU HEAR ME!"

I jumped with fright at the sound of her voice.

"Yes , m'am." I whimpered.

"Good, let's get in the car."

I walked out to a giant yellow hummer limo. The windows were tinted dark. Hinata waved from the window.

"Sakura ! Tsunade got us a stylist!

I growled and stomped my feet to the "car".

I slammed the door.

"TSUNADE YOU'LL REGRET THISSS !" I yelled and we took off.

….

"I look like the freaking pink haired grudge."

"Honey you look beautiful, I would rather look like this then a tranny."

I looked at myself in the mirror, I now had a side bang. At least they added a lil'bit of scene into my hair style. My coontail looked great black and pink. My eyes looked wider and full of life. It's so not me. I frowned and got out of the chair Hinata's hair looked shinier and healthier.

Hinata elbowed me in the ribs.

"Th- th-th-th THANKS!" i stuttered.

Hinata smiled and grabbed my hand. We jumped back in the Limo and headed to the mall with one of Tsunades stylists.

…

I was in a place filled with demons. Where social people come together. Where all the pretty girls talk about hideous creatures a.k.a boys. I was at the mall. Looking at it sent shivers down my back. It was getting colder. The wind blew through my hair. I was scared. I gulped every step to the mall.

"Isn't this great Sakura? We're going to have so much fun !"

I blinked a couple of times. Fun? FUN? More like suicide. I looked around once inside the mall. There were so many stores and so many people I felt like throwing up. I heard babies crying, people yelling, girls complaining it was too much for me.

"Why don't you guys go ahead and I'll wait outside?" I told them.

This was my chance I could leave and never come back !

"Of course not you need to try on the clothes!"

I Sighed. What am I going to do ?

…..

The stylist had made me try on more than a million outfits. I was exhausted .

"Why don't you wear this for the rest of the day?"

I looked, it was a colorful floral dress with a big black belt at the waist.

I gagged.

"Can I please wear something black?"

"Fine."

The stylist pulled out a white top and black pencil skirt.

"Now go change !"

I walked into the dressing room and changed out of my beloved outfit.

I sniffled. The new outfit smelled like daisies. I put it on with black flats. As an accessory I kept my black headband and brushed my new bang to the side. I slid on my choker tight enough on the neck.

I opened the curtain.

"Done !"

My eyes widened at what I Saw.

Naruto's POV

She was beautiful, she looked more like an angel than anything I've ever seen.

She smelled like a rose. I could tell by Sasuke's face he thought she looked good too. Her eyes were wide opened. I blinked and scratched my head

"Sakura."

"Yes?"

I wanted to say it, I really did but I couldn't bring myself to say it.

"You look…. Hideous !"

I felt a hard thing hit my head I looked at Sakura her face was angry.

"Ooops!."

I laughed.

Sakura's POV

"Sakura."

"Yes?"

I was waiting for him to say something mean. I know I looked stupid I just need a reason to hit someone.

"You look…. Hideous !"

I Loved Naruto at this point! He fell right in so I could let my anger out.

"Ooops!." He said giggling.

My eyes met Sasuke's I quickly turned the other way.

"What are you guys doing here?" I asked.

"Well you know Sasuke, he was trying to pick up some chicks and we ended up finding you guys."

What an asshole he came to the mall to "pick up chicks" ..

I shook my head

"Sasuke you're an idiot I swear."

He looked at me.

"Don't tell me you fell for me and your "heart broken"?" he said cockily.

"Why in the world would I fall for a snobby jerk like you who gets whatever the fuck he wants?

I'm not a fucking idiot, Sasuke!"

Sasuke's face was in awe. I glared at him and he glared at me.

"Of course, the girl who looks like a Goth can never get love so why would she fall for guy's period?"

I was shaking.

"How about I Just punch you're so "pretty" face in dumbass ?"

"Bring it, Sakura, I wanted to get my revenge on you since you punched me!"

Naruto and Hinata were staring at us like fools.

Sasuke suddenly through a punch which was easily dodged. I grabbed his hand and bent it back.

"I'm going to break your hand on the count of three."

I kept pulling it back with my strength he was yelping in pain. Sasuke suddenly grabbed my other hand.

"And I'm going to break your hand." We both pulled as hard as we could.

"Look mommy the married couple are holding each other's hand."

"Yes they're so cute together."

"WE ARE NOT A COUPLE !" Me and Sasuke said in Unison.

We looked at each other and tried harder.

"OWWWW !" we both yelled yet again.

"Guys Stop !" Hinata yelled. She grabbed my hand and tried to take me off.

"NO, I'm GUNNA KILL HIM!"

"Sasuke she's a girl relax!" Naruto tried to break us up.

"SHE'S NOT A GIRL SHE'S A PIECE OF SHIT!"

I pulled harder and harder but Hinata kept pulling and pulling. I kept loosing grip of his hand, and fell forward. My eyes were closed.

"Are you okay Sakura?" a velvety voice asked.

"I'm fine." I opened my eyes. It was warm. I looked up to see Onyx eyes.

"SASUKE WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU JUST LET ME FALL!"

He smiled.

"I saved you be grateful."

I quickly got up and brushed myself off.

I muttered under my breathe. Everyone was staring at me. I quickly ran out the store.

Sasuke's POV

I saw her fall forward and couldn't help it. I grabbed her and left her in my arms. I touched her smooth skin and smiled.

"Are you okay Sakura?" I asked kindly.

"I'm fine." She said as her green orbs opened up. I was relieved she was okay.

"SASUKE WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU JUST LET ME FALL!" She yelled.

I dropped her down on the floor.

"I saved you be grateful." I said

She got up and ran out the store.

"TEME, WHAT DID YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING?"

"Nothing, saving her dumbass." I replied.

"Guys, you don't realize, she left. She's crazy enough to fight with someone or runaway."

"Hinata's right let's split up and look for her."

I looked around. And ran out the store.

Ino's POV

The pink-haired girls lucky it was only me here, if the whole gang was her she would've been dead.

This video will be great for the fan club captain. I shut the camcorder screen and walked out the store.

Sakura's POV

I can't believe this idiot caught me, I rather be half dead then be in his arms ugh. I walked throughout the mall and saw Sasuke Yet again.

"Sakura wait, up ! Hinata's worried ! We were all looking for you."

I turned around and smacked him.

"Sorry just had to do that first."

I looked at him, I felt his smooth silky hands and he grabbed me. My heart was beating and my face felt hot.

"RUN!"

I suddenly heard fan girls screams.

"SASUKE WE LOVE YOU !"

"SASUKE I WANNA BE YOUR WIFE!"

"SASUKEEEEE !"

I ran as fast as I could.

"Sasuke, in here hurry !"

I led him in a random room. I looked around and left him in there.

"HEY, GIRLS SASUKE'S IN THAT ROOM !"

Everyone ran towards me in the room.

"SAKURA ! I HATEYOU !"

Haha I started laughing.

"Bye-Bye Sasuke."

I walked through the mall and found Hinata.

"Let's go Hinata."

"Wait, where's Sasuke and Naruto?"

"Don't know don't care, let's just go before something happens."

I grabbed her and ran out the mall to the Limo.

"Sakura, I bought you plenty clothes."

"Idontcare , driver step on it."

I was happy to be out of there, no Sasuke no Naruto and pretty soon no Hinata. I could go back to solitude no annoyances.

"Bye Hinata."

She waved as we pulled off. Thank God.

….

I felt at peace opening the door to the house. I walked upstairs happy I would get to change out of the retched clothes. I twisted the cold door knob open.

"AHHHH, Tsunade ! What are you doing here?"

"Sakura, I came to talk to you."

"Okay, about what?" She was scaring me.

"It's about your parents." I couldn't breathe. I felt my heart start racing.

Flash back

"Sakura, what makes you think your so special, you're acting as if I wanted you."

"Sakura I'm your Dad I'm supposed to do these things to you."

"NO STOP!"

End flashback

I looked up at Tsunade.

" I'm getting weaker, being here. Send me back to that bloody apartment. I want to fight I want to see blood again. I don't want to be happy. I want no emotions.

I stared at Tsunade, my life this week was a fantasy, and my life is gory full of hate and sadness. Loves not in the cards for me.

"Sakura, stop, you aren't weak at all , you know you do want to be happy don't think such things.

You have great friends, and me ! I spoil you enough.

I looked out the window and sat silently waiting for her to leave. I completely forgot my sole reason for existing.

Tsunade walked out the room in tears. I followed her down the stairs and sat in the hall.

RIIIING!

"Hello?

Hey Kurenai.

Let me put you on speaker.

How's Sakura, Tsunade?

She was doing great until I mentioned her parents she says she wants to see blood again.

She's regressing, don't mention them yet to her tell her later, when she hears about them she turns into some crazy girl. Just Watch out Tsunade, she has tried to kill herself, make sure she's happy.

Alright, Bye.

"Mention my parents? They're already dead …. I looked at the nighttime sky and felt the tears run down my cheeks. This is the first time I've felt sadness.