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I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
Kelly Clarkson-because of you
Gwendal sighed as he knocked on the door that held his sobbing baby brother. He silently cursed the Maoh again he would bid his time but he would make sure to give the Maoh hell until than. But for now he would take care of his little wolf pup.
"Wolfram open up" He said sternly.
"GO..hic. AWAY" was the answer that was shouted through the door. Wolfram quickly sat up trying to stifle his sobs as he clutched Liesel to his chest. He didn't want Gwendal to see him like this he had already disappointed his brother enough with the way he acted towards the Maoh.
"Wolfram you are the Maoh's fiancée chasing after him with fireballs and calling him cheater is not appropriate way the Maoh's fiancée behaves." Gwendal ground out his head pounding from Gunter's most recent complaints. He loved his baby brother but this was getting ridiculous. Gwendal's heart ached for his little brother as he saw the sad face
He sighed.
"Forgive me Gwendal" Wolfram said softly. " I didn't mean to didn't mean to disappoint you."
"It is alright wolfram just learn to control yourself a little better. I am sorry to have to be this harsh with you but Gunter has recently been putting more pressure on me to correct your behavior. I won't punish you except for demoting you for a month from the Maoh's main guard." Gwendal replied with a tired sigh.
" I understand big brother." Wolfram said his bangs covering his teary emerald eyes. "May I leave now."
"Yes Wolfram you may go."
Wolfram's eyes watered at the memory He hadn't meant to disappoint his brother. He wished He could be stronger but he loved Yuuri so much. He sighed knowing he had to let Gwendal in. Getting up he slowly went to unlock the door silently bracing himself for the undoubtable tongue lashing that Gwendal was probably going to give him. He opened the door and moved back to let Gwendal in. Gwendal silently moved into the room an unreadable look in his eye with a hint of softness. Silently Gwendal closed the door behind him before bringing his precious baby brother into his arms.
"Forgive me?" Gwendal asked softly.
Wolfram was in shock. What did he have to forgive his brother for? He was the one that should be asking for forgiveness because he had shamed his brother. He felt the tears flowing down his cheeks as he tried to get over his confusion, pain, and depression.
"Why. You aren't the one who's in the wrong I shamed you. I'm weak am I so undesirable that he would pick that cursed half-breed over me? Gwendal I don't deserve.." Wolfram was abruptly cut off as his older brother squeezed him tighter and growled low into his ear in a way that strangely enough comforted him.
" That is why Wolfram I don't deserve to be your elder brother Look at what I have let that damned CHILD DO TO YOU." The last part was shouted and practically snarled out as the scene in the library flashed into his mind. However he stopped as he heard his younger brother whimper taking a deep breath he calmed before focusing on comforting his little brother. He would protect him but he knew Wolfram was still in love with Yuuri for now he would simply be Wolfram's comfort.
"Don't worry Wolfram I… I am not angry at Yuuri I simply feel useless at the moment seeing you crying I just feel as though I haven't done as I should in regards to you." Gwendal said as he held wolfram close and calmed his temper silently praying Wolfram would over look his small lapse of sanity and let him in. He knew his little brother was very guarded and he would have to work hard to be let in past his hard won barriers. He would protect his brother better The Maoh wouldn't know what hit him.
"Its okay Gwendal I don't mind. You did the best you could running the castle and cleaning up Mother's messes." Wolfram replied quietly.
" Thank you Wolfram you don't know how much it means to me." Gwendal said with a slight smile. He would need to work a bit more before Wolfram was comfortable enough to open up to Gwendal. Something caught his eyes as he moved Wolfram to his bed so they would be more comfortable. It was Liesel the stuffed dragon that he had made for wolfram as a child which shocked Gwendal as he thought that Wolfram had gotten rid of it. Smiling he turned to Wolfram who was still clutching Gwendal and had his face buried into his chest. Gwendal blushed his little brother truly was adorable with large emerald eyes, Beautiful silky blonde hair, and a slim petite figure. It made him want to hold onto him forever and cuddle him. Clearing that train of thought he carefully picked Wolfram up bridal style, Ignoring Wolfram's protest, and moved onto the bed. Before situating Wolfram onto his lap so that his arms were clutched against his chest, His face buried into Gwendal's neck as he drowsily nuzzled Gwendal He was tired from the day and just wanted to sleep. His legs sprawled across Gwendal's lap.
Gwendal couldn't help the smile that crossed his face as Wolfram slowly drifted off to sleep. He lifted one of his hands to play with Wolfram's hair.
"I'll protect you no matter what My little wolf pup" Gwendal murmured into Wolfram's hair. "From now until always."
With that Gwendal nuzzled into Wolfram's hair slowly falling into a deep slumber.
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
An:Just so You guys know I'll be updating my other stories soon.
kiri- don't worry wolf you might still have some dignity left when were done
wolf-......
kiri-.... yeah i didn't believe that either
conrad- *hides nightgown from wolf* nobody believes you because your a yaoi fangirl
kiri- *fakes an outraged expression* I'll have you know I'm simply a lover of fandom *hides pictures of wolf sleeping* I'd never stalk someone
conrad, wolf- ..............................
SXN: **blatantly admitting to it** I'm a yaoi stalker!! **waves hand enthusiastically**
Yuuri: Aren't you supposed to deny that sort of thing?
SXN: **thoughtful expression* probably...but then again...that'd make me normal...and I'm just not normal! Want a naked pic of Wolf? **wiggles eyebrow**
Wolf: Don't give him that!
SXN: Shut up Preggars...