Hi IM back, I tried to post this yesterday but idk why ff wasnt letting me. Anyway hope you like it!
He didn't know how much time has passed since he was reborn, but apparently, now Sixer, Fez and him could leave this place called...Hospital.
He was snuggling against the chest of the woman, looking at the grumpy man he had to call 'Dad' for the rest of this stupid mortal life struggle to get everything in his car. He liked this woman so far, she was warm, and gave him the stuff that made his body stop growling.
"Three car seats..." He mumbled angrily. "I had to buy three freaking car seats..."
The nurses helping them with the other two triplets grimaced sympathetically. The oh-so-happy new father threw the baby stuff inside the trunk and slammed the door shut, taking the babies from the women and putting them in the car seats. They stirred a bit but remained asleep. Bill though, watched really awake at everything, his yellow eye wide open and his brown eye narrowed.
"You are really observant, aren't you, Sebas?" She tickled his belly and Bill shrieked, kicking his useless legs. NO! What kind of sorcery was that?! Body spasms!
"Kari, put the baby inside or leave him, I have to return to work" The man urged and his wife sighed, gently placing the baby in his car seat, next to Stanley.
Wait! Don't leave me with them! Bill screamed
Sebastian whined loudly.
"No, baby, I'm here! Mommy is here, ok?" Hearing her voice calmed him down a bit but he still didn't want to be with those morons. And so he pouted.
As the metal contraption moved, he looked at Stanley and then at Stanford, knowing it was him because of his hands. They were sleeping! Aw, it would be a shame if-
"AAAAAHHHHHHHH!" Sebastian screamed at the top of his little lungs, scaring the heck out of his parents and waking up his brothers.
He saw them cry and tried to smile, but realized he couldn't stop crying either. Great...
The young parents sighed. Filbrick's eye started twitching. Kari was trying to comfort the infants.
Triplets! They had to be triplets!
-.-.—
"Welcome home, kids..." Kari whispered to them. The man was carrying Stanley and pushing with his free hand a baby stroller with a little Stanford on it. Sebastian had refused to be picked up by Filbrick so Kari was now holding him, much to her nervousness. The baby was so perfect! But his eye was...unnerving, to say the least.
Bill looked around the house, sucking his thumb. It was a small house, kind of messy but livable, with baby stuff around the place. He saw a calendar on the wall with a date circled. June 15, 1973. Was that the day he was reborn?
The triplets were taken to their room; it was painted a soft green and was full of baby things. There was a big wooden crib in the middle. The mother had insisted to buy separated cribs but the man had refused, now that there was an extra kid, he didn't want even less. Fortunately, the nurse told Kari having the babies sleep together was something soothing for them because they were together in the womb. She just believed her.
"I'm going now" He mumbled, leaving the mother with the three infants, without another word.
Kari placed Sebastian down, Stanley next to him and picked up the last sleeping infant from his stroller, placing him gently next to Sebastian.
"What are we going to do with you...?" She sighed, looking at the babies. Stanley started whimpering in hunger and he was picked up with a sigh to be fed.
No! No! He doesn't get to have it! I don't share, ma'am!
His brown eye welled up with tears as he looked up at his mom fed his brother.
"No-no,no,no please, don't cry! Please" She pleaded.
In just a few seconds, she had three crying babies, two hungry ones and the last one really angry and jealous.
-.-.-.-
Bill found himself in a white, empty room. He glanced down at his hands and saw, to his great surprise, black hands and a triangular frame.
"Oh hell yeah, I'm back!" He exclaimed, and his voice echoed in the empty place.
"Not... quite" He turned around, seeing another triangle Bill lazily floating in front of him.
"What?! What does it mean? Who are you?! Where am I?" Bill demanded angrily.
Bill 2 laughed. "Welcome to your own Mindscape!"
Bill frowned, looking around the place. "But I don't have a mindscape!"
"Well, Sebastian does!" Bill 2 mocked.
"And why is it empty then?!" Bill asked with confusion. He could see 3 doors not so far away from them. Next to them, there was a yellow door with his zodiac on it.
"Um...because you are four days old?! MAYBE?!" Bill 2 deadpanned and Bill could feel his smug smile. "It will grow the more your meatbag does and gains memories, don't worry" He reassured.
"Who...Are you?"
"Why, I'm you, of course! Bill Cipher, nice to meet ya!" He grabbed his hat and tipped it.
"But I'm Bill..." Bill frowned in thought.
"Yes you are! But I'm you too! I'm all the memories of your demon self you managed to retain after you made your stupid DEAL!" Bill 2 turned red and Bill looked utterly shocked.
"MY DEAL?! I didn't make it!"
"Nope! But you accepted it not knowing what the hell was going on! I am nothing but a physical representation of your personality and memories, big stupid idiot! "
Bill groaned and laid down in the whiteness, floating. Bill 2 followed him.
"I hate this..." He mumbled. The great Bill Cipher...reduced to a mere human infant!
"Where is all my knowledge?"
"Gone!" Bill 2 said a little two eagerly.
"My powers?"
"Who knows?"
"Bill...?"
"Yes?"
"Why do I look like a triangle in this meatsack's mindscape?" He was curious. Usually the people appeared the same as they were in real life.
Bill 2 sighed and massaged his eye. "Again. Sebastian has been alive for 4 fucking days, Bill! You can be a crying infant for all I care!"
"No, no...It is ok..." He mumbled, feeling upset about this situation. Circles...What was he going to do?
"The door with my zodiac...It has all my memories?"
Bill 2 sighed, he sat down mid-air next to him. "At the moment...yes. But...There is a high chance they will disappear as time passes..."
Bill perked up at the words, his eye wide at his other him. "WHAT?!"
"Hey, I'm just the Guardian of them, dude! I didn't make the rules!"
Bill took his hands to what would be his forehead. "No, no, no! Are you saying I'll forget my life?! I CAN'T! I WON'T! I WOULD BECOME A HUMAN!" Bill turned red in anger, hands in blue fames, but Bill 2 seemed unbothered.
"That wasn't the deal!"
"I know...That is why you won't forget everything...But, you did accept the deal saying you wanted to keep only those moments of 'glory and happiness' " He made quotation marks with his fingers. "Now, WHICH memories that stupid lizard let you keep...That's a total different story..."
Bill groaned, he felt so stupid! He sighed. He needed to find a way to revert this, but at the meantime, he just had to wait. He looked at the yellow door and then at Bill 2, who had conjured a nail file and was looking at his nails with a bored expression. He floated forward toward the door and sighed. He still remembered his life. He was Bill Cipher, the most powerful dream demon ever! But there was something inside calling him...It sounded like a voice. Just when he was about to grab the knob, everything started to crumble.
He was waking up.
Bill opened his eyes slowly, waking up in his crib. He felt a stinging sensation in his arm and his brown eye watered. Right. They had had a vaccine today and he had managed to hurt himself with the needle.
He felt a little fist on his face and saw Stanley had his hand over him. Stanford was sleeping to his other side, his calm breathing annoying Sebastian to no end. His diaper felt soggy and the growling in his stomach came back. He whimpered softly. He hated the Axolotl so much...
Sebastian started to wail, kicking his triplets in the process.
-.-
"He can't sleep in the same room as them" Filbrick declared after the first months with the triplets. Parents with triplets had it harder, but THEM! They won the lottery.
Sebastian cried for absolutely EVERYTHING! And it was nearly impossible to get him to calm down. Kari wasn't there when he woke up, he cried, she left him on his crib, he cried, he wasn't fed or bathed FIRST! He cried. And for the latter, he just...knew when Stanley or Stanford was first!
The reason Kari ended up accepting was because Sebastian always hurt his brothers... It pained her to wake up in the middle of the night not to feed them, but to soothe her crying son after being hurt. The latest accident had been a week ago and Stan ended up with a bleeding cut.
The three months old triplets had been on a carpet on the floor, upside down, Kari supervising them when Stanley suddenly screamed and Sebastian was digging his sharp little nails in his cheek.
In Bill's defense, he had tried to take away his toy! It was his! Fez saw it coming!
There were two more rooms in the house, one was a small room next to the one the triplets were using, and the other one was actually the attic. They moved Sebastian's stuff next door and the baby actually seemed happy.
I don't share!
-.-.-
The triplets were five months old today. Bill woke up from his nap, forced by his own body, and looked around. Everything was quiet and couldn't hear his mom or dad walking. He COULD simply go back to sleep but he decided against it. This wasn't what he wanted! When he got his powers back, he was going to murder everyone, especially that giant lizard! Maybe he would spare Kari, he liked her...He started making angry noises and kicking his legs with the new strength his body had gotten. If he had to suffer through this, he was going to make them suffer even more!
He started making loud noises to call Kari.
'I can't wait to speak...' Bill sulked
"Ok, sweetie, I heard you... time for a bath..." Kari muttered, she wiped a tear as she picked up her son.
Bill frowned and leaned his head on her shoulder as she took him to the bathroom, a sob escaping her throat.
'What's wrong? Why are you crying?'
His question came out as a gurgle and she smiled sadly. They didn't go to the bathroom directly though, but to pick up Stanford, who was in his room sucking his foot.
Bill shrieked as she picked him up too and took them both to the bathroom.
No! You foolish human! This is my bath! I don't wanna be with them!
She frowned, glancing at the two kids and deciding what would be the next logic and responsible solution as she needed to bring one more kid...
Bill pouted when she sobbed again and let them laying down on the tube without water and ran away to bring Stanley.
He glared at Ford, who was staring at him with huge brown eyes. He gurgled, trying to touch his face.
Step back, Sixer!
Sebastian shrieked when Ford put his tiny hand with drool in his face.
'AAAAHHHH!' He screamed mentally
The six fingered baby would have been hit by an angry Bill if Kari hadn't returned with Stanley.
As the triplets could now sit down on their own, it was a bit easier to bath them. She took off their clothes and filled the tube with warm water, giving them some toys so they could play.
Bill glared at the woman with all his might, whining when his brothers touched him. Stanley started splashing water around, babbling madly and drooling, and Stanford was giggling, chewing on the offered toy.
Why did you bring them?! It was my bath! MINE!
Bill started sobbing on purpose to get his point across, and that made the black haired new mom cry even more.
"Please, Sebas...Please don't cry..."She poured water over Sebastian's hair and he choked a bit, but stopped crying. Kari though continued crying, tears streaming down her face. Ford and Stan were unaware of their mother's distress. Bill looked up at his mom tilting his head in confusion as his yellow eye glowed.
"I-I don't know what to do...Everything is so hard, sweetie...And, and you cry and cry and...It makes it so much harder! And with your eye...It scares me...so much...But it is not your fault baby, it's mine, I'm sorry" She wiped her tears with her arm and sniffed. "I'm sorry"
Bill looked at his oblivious brothers playing and then back at his mother. A crushing feeling set in his guts and he whimpered softly. What was this horrible feeling?!
Hey...Hey, Kari...I didn't know it bothered you that much...I just wanted to bother Sixer and Fez...Don't cry...
"And worst of all is-is that I'm alone, and-and I don't know how to take care of you three. I-I need help, but he never helps me..." She continued sourly and Sebastian stuck his lower lip out.
You're alone? Where's the man? He asked. Now that he thought about it, he barely saw Filbrick. He never helped Kari and, he knew he wasn't the most behaved demon turned-baby in the world, but Stan and Ford were there too, and he supposed feeding, bathing, and taking care of three babies was a difficult task for just one person.
"Daddy will return soon, ok? He...He left but he will be back"
Ok. Bill thought. He definitely wasn't going to spare Filbrick's life when (if?) he got his powers back...How dare he leaves his mom alone?!
Bill's eyes widened at how he thought about Kari. I-I mean-
He was lifted from the tube, dried and wrapped up in a soft yellow towel. She left him in a bouncer, still wrapped up, as she repeated the process two more times.
He was going to cry, hating how she kissed his brothers' foreheads, (I thought it was just with me!) But remember what Kari said. He hiccupped. He wasn't going to cry. She didn't deserve the extra pain in the ass.
He took his thumb to his eye unconsciously and poked himself. He whined and whimpered, rubbing his eye with his fist and more carefully took his thumb to his mouth.
Ow! Damn! Right. It doesn't turn into a mouth anymore...I'll behave...But I'm not doing it for them!
Kari seemed grateful of the good behavior of the smallest triplet and the day went by peacefully. She played with the triplets and by the end of the day, all tired and cranky in need of sleep, Sebastian was picked up by his mom to be fed. He closed his eyes, grabbing her finger tightly in his six fingered hand as he leaned against her chest. He suckled hungrily as he listened to the calming sound of his mom's heart. Like this, if he closed his eyes, he knew she wouldn't be scared of him, he would look normal and she would be happy...
He could get used to this...
-.-.-
What do you mean you won't feed me anymore?!
He had to cry right now, pushing the feeding bottle away and breaking his promise he made two months ago. His teeth were hurting him as hell and all his mouth felt itchy. He had been taken to the hospital along with Stanley and Stanford when Filbrick found him with his mouth and hand all covered in blood. He had been biting his lips and hand to ease the pain and the two sharp white canines that were growing in his mouth tore the sensible flesh.
"I have never seen something like this..." The doctor had been in shock for a few seconds, before examining his brothers. Stanley had two lower incisors and Stanford had two lower incisors and one upper. They were chewing their hands as well, drooling and in pain, but impossible for their small teeth to cause the damage Sebas had caused himself.
Feeding him the natural way became impossible for his mother because he hurt her, and he had to be fed from a feeding bottle. But the child hated it!
"Please, Sebastian, drink it!"
Over my dead body! You aren't even making Sixer and Fez use this too! He glared at the nipple of the bottle and cried louder. It was night. Late. Sebastian was hungry and Kari was tired. But neither of them seemed to surrender.
"Can you make the brat shut up?!"
Both mom and son stopped to look at the pissed off man by the doorframe.
"I-I am trying, but he doesn't like the bottle..."
He growled and approached his wife, grabbing her arm tightly. Kari winced and shielded Sebastian.
"I don't care" He spat. "You shut him up or I'll do it" He hissed and pushed her away, leaving.
Sebastian watched him go and glared. He didn't think his hatred and loathing for the man could grow even more! And he had only been human for seven freaking months!
Kari insisted one more time, quieter this time, and Bill sighed, opening his mouth to drink the formula. He wasn't doing it because she asked him to do so, but because he couldn't stand the thought of that dick ordering her around...
Oh triangles, I'm getting soft...
-.-.-
Follow me to freedom, my brothers!
Sebastian giggled madly as he crawled around the house. Hand, knee, hand, knee, hand, knee. Oh, how much he had missed moving on his own!
He stopped, sat down, and turned around to see if his brothers were following, but he saw the other babies playing with some toys. Stan was sucking on a pacifier, hitting a cube against the floor.
"Naah!" He shouted. 'Hey! Why aren't you coming?!'
Ford answered him with a gurgle and Sebastian deadpanned. He made an annoyed baby sound and crawled back to his triplets.
Their mom was busy on the phone, telling the other person on the line something about being famous in the future.
"I am completely sure! I saw it in the cards!" She reassured.
'She is such a liar…I love her so much!'
Sebastian whined when he felt a stinging sensation in his mouth. He took his six fingered hand to his mouth and started chewing on it angrily. He had more growing teeth now and they hurt! He glanced lazily at his brothers just in time to see Stanford crawling to the stairs after a ball that bounced away.
'This idiot is going to get himself killed…Oh well…We could still pass as twins…' He thought, watching him getting dangerously close to the border.
'Oh circles, I DO am getting soft…' He gave a baby grunt and looked at his mom. 'Kari? Um, I don't wanna interrupt but your son is about to break his head, hello?'
His attempt of talking came out as baby speech which his mom was already used to and didn't work to call her attention.
"Gaah!" Sebastian screamed. 'Come on!
"Mmmm! Hmmph! Na! M-M-Ma! Ma! Mama! Mama!" When he got his tongue to work the way he wanted, he celebrated mentally and starting repeating it nonstop. 'Hey! Ford is about to die! Kari?! Urgh! Fine! Mom! ´
Kari frowned at the unfamiliar sound and saw Sebastian looked at her intensely, repeating the same word... It was his first word!
"Seb!"
"MAMA!" He pointed at the stairs and her green eyes landed on Stanford about to fall down. She shrieked and threw the phone away, running toward her son just in time to catch him.
"OH GOD! Stanford, you, silly baby! Don't you ever do that again to mommy" She hugged him tightly while Ford giggled, clapping. She took him to his brothers and picked up Sebastian who was once again taking care of his aching gums, biting his tiny hand with tiny pointy teeth.
"You are a little hero, Sebastian! You know that? Say 'mommy' again! Please, can you say Mommy?" She said the word slowly and the kid stared at her. She winced when she looked too much time at his yellow unmoving eye. At the end, Sebastian giggled and shouted.
"MAMA!" He touched her nose with tiny hands and the woman giggled. She lowered him to the ground and ruffled his hair.
"You saved your brother, thank you, Seb" She went to pick up the phone again. Sebastian giggled and looked at Ford.
'Heard that, Ford?! I saved you! Now you owe me your first born!' He laughed, but stopped when he saw him taking Stan's pacifier from His mouth to his mouth.
'Ok...Now that I think this through...You'll owe me your life' Bill thought serious, but he really didn't mean it. He was getting fond of these idiots...But nope, he would never admit it, even if he could talk...
-.-.-.-.-
The triplets were turning one year old today!
Sebastian was surprised, to say the least. More people existed! He remembered seeing them at some point when he was just recently reborn, but didn't pay much attention to them. There was Kari's brother, his wife and their son, Fildrick's sister, her husband and their twins, Kari's mother and Fildrick's father.
He grabbed his mom's hands as he walked, supposedly saying hi to everyone present. He wanted them gone of his house, but didn't care the practice. He was trying to get his legs used to the movement. Right, left, right, left!
'Ok, I kinda got this! It is like getting used to a vessel! Right! Ok, let me go! I wanna do it!' He took away his hands from his mothers' and actually managed to walk a few steps before falling on his bottom.
Kari thought he was going to cry like Stanley did, but he giggled instead and stood up. 'Again!'
After a while, he was sat down next to his brothers, each one of them in a baby chair, and they were presented a small cake with three candles.
"Blow the candles, kids!"
Sebastian saw Stanley giggling and blowing a raspberry at the candle, trying to turn it off. Stanford didn't want to do it and got fuzzy, trying to get away. Sebastian concentrated and blew the candles and actually managed to turn it off. His mom and her brother cheered at the babies and Sebastian clapped, squealing happily at the praise. He loved being the center of attention.
Kari's sister in law offered to cut the cake while she brought the triplet's bottles and bibs. Bill whined and tried to reach the cake.
"Just wait a bit more, Sebastian" His aunt laughed.
He whined again. He had loved to eat since he was introduced to solid food for the first time. He didn't like, what was it called again? veggies, ew, but loved everything else. It was even better if he was allowed to eat on his own! His parents didn't like it so much because he always got food on his face (and everywhere else), but so did Stan and Ford so he didn't think that was a problem.
His older cousin, blue eyes and black hair called Jacob, stood on his tip toes to look at the triplets. Sebastian looked at him curiously and the toddler winced, grabbing his mom's dress.
"Sebastian's eye is scawy!" He declared, hiding his head.
"Shh, Jacob" He saw his mom scold him, stroking her swollen belly as she cut the cake.
'Don't like don't look, kiddo' Sebastian huffed and finally saw his mom with the bibs and their bottles.
'Finally woman! I was starving!'
He made grabbing movements with his hands and he was handed his bottle. He grabbed it with his left hand, eagerly drinking the content while he was forced to wear the bid. It was worth though because cake! Cake for the first time! It was so colorful and pretty! He grabbed a handful of it with his free hand and took it to his eyes, laughing.
'I love eating like a person!'
His triplets were as eager as him, eating and drinking happily.
"Tek! Tek!" Stan chanted, showing everyone the destroyed cake in his hands.
The other family members received their piece and quietly glanced down. Filbrick's sister tending to her own children, Patrick and Peggy.
Kari saw Filbrick's father quietly talking to him in a corner, and her mom was busying herself. She didn't remember Jacob's, her brother oldest child, first birthday to be this somber...
Everyone glanced some time to time to the oblivious babies... Sebastian noticed of course. The yellow eyed kid felt the tension in the room immediately. It was like a bubble, growing and growing until at one point it would explode in something really bad...He slowly took a piece of cake (after some failed attempts) to his mouth, and his brown eye narrowed.
"So..." Kari's brother, Kevin, said, trying to break of the tension. "It must be a pain to take care of triplets, isn't it?"
"Yeah...It wasn't that bad" She lied easily, she really couldn't help it. "But Sebastian did come as a surprise"
"Yeah, especially since the kid came out so...special" Fildrick's sister murmured and glanced away and sipped from her glass of water.
"Sorry what?" The woman glared, raising an eyebrow.
'Uhh! Ya got in my mommy's bad side, bitch!´ Sebastian thought, drinking his milk and listening carefully.
"Oh, nothing dearie" She said cheerfully.
Meanwhile, a bored Jacob sneaked to look at his youngest cousins. He wanted to see Sebastian's eye closer.
"Sebastian, look at me!" He asked and the baby turned around with his face full of cake.
Jacob flinched back, but didn't go. Then he saw Stanford who wasn't eating, he was making dough out of the cake. He grabbed the hand of the baby because something wasn't quite right...
"One, two, three..." His eyes widened and ran toward his aunt, missing the look the youngest triplet was giving him.
"Aunt Kari! Aunt Kari! Why are Stanford and Sebastian so weird?" The toddler asked and she stopped in her tracks, eyes wide as she looked down at her nephew.
"Jacob!" His mom scolded sternly but the child continued.
"His eye is yellow but eyes are not yellow! And-and I learned that we have 10 fingers! Like this!" He showed her his hands. "But Stanford has...Has...twelve! And Sebastian...eleven! I know how to count until 20! Do you wanna see?" The four year old asked excitedly.
"It's enough" His father grabbed his arm and pulled him to his side. "Kari, I-"
Now that the topic was opened, the family couldn't let their chance pass.
"I thought you mentioned you would do something about his eye..." Kari's mother murmured, stroking the back of her head.
Filbrick looked at his mother-in-law. "I wanted, but Kari didn't want it"
"But why?!" The husband of Filbrick's sister frowned. "I mean, we will speak frankly, ok? I am an adult, and it gives me the chills, it is creepy" The blond man glanced questionably at Kari.
The black haired woman looked at her husband, seeing if he was going to say something about his son, but he remained in silent. Sebastian lowered his bottle as he continued hearing the conversation. She sighed, not noticing the crestfallen expression of the curly baby.
"It's not that we didn't want it..." She glared at her husband. "His eye has...something, and the doctors said they tried to, but they can't remove it..." She really didn't understand the explanation they gave.
Sebastian unconsciously shuddered, remembering the failed surgery. He was slept, but he woke up when the scalpel touched his eye. He remembered blood, lots of blood and pain that WASN'T HILARIOUS. NOT AT ALL. Then screams...And the doctors whispering scared among them about something 'impossible' 'demon' and 'don't tell the parents'
"Pft! What do they know?!" Filbrick's father spat. The old man standing up and pointing at the triplets "And you said they won't take Stanford's extra fingers either?! They need to be normal!"
Kari's brother and wife seemed mildly mortified. Kari glared.
"I mean, they are freaks!"
Freaks...It was the first time of many Sebastian and Stanford were going to hear that word in their lives. Jacob glanced at his cousins, trying to comprehend the word. Sebastian pouted; almost glad Stan and Ford couldn't understand what they were saying.
Kari stood up. "You don't have ANY right to talk about my sons like that!" She yelled, feeling the tears in her eyes. It was difficult as it was! And the kids' own GRANDFATHER was talking about them like that!
"Well, my dad is right. Filbrick. What would everyone think when they see them?!"
"Fiona, shut up" Filbrick said, massaging his temples. He couldn't do absolutely anything! And Stanford wasn't that bad... you could only notice it if you looked closely...
"You know, they would pass, kind of, if you hadn't had Sebastian"
"Don't speak as if the kids weren't here!" Kevin spat, looking at the family of her sister's husband with disgust. They were special, so what?! He looked down at the strange birthmark resembling vines going from his left ear to the middle of that cheek and pulled his hair a bit more to cover it more.
"They are babies! They don't know what we are saying!"
The family suddenly was arguing and Stan and Ford noticed something was off. They got scared and Sebastian whimpered. He didn't know his eye was really that bad... It was a silly thing to cry about, but it made his chest clench painfully. At that exact moment Kari stood up, picked up Sebastian and left. Soon enough, her brother and wife took the other triplets and followed her.
'It's my fault...They are arguing because of me...They called Stanford a freak because of me...Kari is sad because of me...' Bill closed his eyes and bit his finger as hard as possible, drawing blood fairly quickly. He hid his head against his mom's neck, feeling the tears already falling from his round cheeks. The painful feeling settled in his guts again and he said something Bill Cipher had never said in his millions of years of existence...
'I-I am sorry...'
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