AN: Chapter two from Clark's point of view, with Lex/Clark slash sexual relationship.

I remember my mother, Lara, her face leaning over me, and her voice. I hear her voice in my dreams at night. I've always heard it, but it wasn't until I was in the memory bath that I figured out why.

I remember playing hide and seek with my dad, while Mom was making dinner, and I accidentally ran into the table leg. Suddenly, there was the clinking sound of plates falling to the ground, and half of the table was actually in my lap, on top of me, and the weird thing was, it didn't hurt. Mom and Dad pretended it was no big deal, "that table has been falling apart for years," my father told me, and when he fixed the leg, he let me hold the nails, and carry his tools from the shed to the house, and back.

I remember when I was six, and I was playing tag with Dad, and all of a sudden I started running faster than I'd ever run before, and I was in the middle of Palmer Woods, completely lost. And Mom and Dad had to all Sheriff Ethan, and when my mom saw me she started crying, and I thought there was something wrong with me. And she said, no there wasn't. And then she held me in her arms and told me I was just special. I was just her special boy.

I remember sitting in the backyard at Pete's house, and his brother told us to hide a magazine for him. We said we would, but we looked at it before we buried it. I remember the two of us looking at pictures of naked women and trying to figure out what we were supposed to feel.

I remember feeling sick, and hurt for no reason at all, and I couldn't figure out why I got better as soon as I was back at our house.

I remember trying to cook breakfast for my parents once, and I put butter on the bread before I put it in the toaster.

I remember when I used to stay up all night looking through my telescope.

I remember when I woke up with a hard on for the first time. I sat in bed for an hour, without touching it because I thought I was dying. When I went to the bathroom it went away, but I was still scared.

I remember touching myself, and trying to think about Lana, her eyes like two beautiful, black pools of light, the way she smiled without opening her mouth, but it never worked.

I remember my first day of high school because I accidentally popped a basketball in gym class. It made this sound like I'd blown it up with dynamite.

I remember locking eyes with Lex as we went off the bridge, and I got a raging hard on.

I remember laying his body out on the grass, unsure what I should do, give him CPR, or take his clothes off.

I remember the look in his eyes when he came to. He looked like an angel, and I wanted to scream, I love you, but I was too chicken. I remember wanting to tell him the truth, and even more desperately wishing I knew what that actually was.

I remember getting another hard on the first time he ever hugged me. I'm still not sure who was more embarrassed at first, but then he kissed my mouth and I knew we'd be together forever.

I remember the way his mouth tasted, and I remember asking him to go slow, not because I was scared, but 'cuz I never wanted to forget anything that happened that day.

I remember pulling Lex's shirt up over his head, and sucking on his nipples, and even sticking my tongue into his belly button. I put my hand on his belt, on his zipper, inside his pants, inside his underpants, pulling his cock out, and putting it in my mouth.

I remember the taste of his cum, salty and sweet. It tasted so good I always wanted to keep sucking even after he came.

I remember laying in bed later, my body wrapped around his, my hand right over his heart, and I thought that I would be happy just to lie there holding him, forever.

I remember the feel of Lex's silky boxers between my fingers.

I remember hating Lana because he wanted to be married, because he had to be. She got to marry him, and have his child, and live happily ever after with the love of my life.

I remember thinking I could convince Lana not to show up at the church on their wedding day, and then I thought I'd be able to just come by and get Lex to marry me.

I remember his hands, so smooth, and soft, and thin, with the most amazing skin, and the cleanest nails I ever saw on anybody, guy or girl.

I remember loving Lex, always and forever.