This is me Chapter 2, a hollywood heights fanfic

As I was standing there I don't know what to say. How to react. And what to do. If I should be happy or not. All I can do is to look at the man who I only know since this morning.

Eddie: Loren that was great, no mindblowing. Did you write that?

I nodded.

Eddie: now don't go back to the silence just talk to me.

I don't know what to do so I asked in a wisper: Did you like my song?

Eddie: Liked, liked, liked I loved it.

I smile, he pulls me into an hug.

Person: WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY MAN.

I don't know what hit me the quikest that sentence or the puch someone gave me in my face I landed with my head against the wall. It hurts, I can see black pieces in my vision and thought that is not right. As I heard yelling from the girl who hit me and Eddie.

Eddie: WHY DID YOU DO THAT?

Person: WHAT DID I DO, YOU CHEATED.

Eddie: WHAT, ARE YOU INSANE FIRST OF ALL WE AREN'T TOGETHER ANYMORE AND SECOND I DIDN'T CHEAT YOU DID.

It is too loud is all I can think I see Eddie above me and an look of concern and apologize on his face as he carried me to my bed. The girl who I now can see has blond hair and an pretty face, I recognise her as Eddie's ex Chloe Carter. My head starts pounding, witch don't really suprise me because she hit my head and my head hit the wall. why did I stand next to the wall?

Chloe: You know I did't cheat on you Tyler blackmailed me.

Eddie: You should have told me if it really happend but it didn't happen because I checked your Phone and what are you doing here and more inportaint how did you get in?

Eddie was really angry at this point. Nora and Max stoms in, They see me lay on the bed. My vision isn't any better and I know for sure that it won't be in the next five minutes. Why are they all talking so hard?

Max: Chloe what are you doing here? How did you get in?

Chloe: One of the backdoors was open so I decided to go and see Eddie, but when I came into this room I see that there hugging him.

Nora rushed to me.

Nora: sweetie are you oké?

I nodded, not my best idea because I can feel the pain return.

Chloe: who is that anyway?

Nora: This is my new daughter Loren.

Chloe: Ooooh hi little girl has a little pain.

If I didn't lay on the bed I swear I punched that ugly smile of her face. I know what pain is, no one knows it better then me.

Max: SECURITY

two men came, they were from security. When they brought Chloe outside Eddie sat on the bed next to me and Max and Nora looked concerned.

I: it is nothing.

I said it in a wisper but I Always say it in a wisper since that day, that horrible day. I sit up, so I can proof them that I am alright. They look at me for a few seconds.

Max: well Nora and I are going on a date we will see you soon.

I nodded. When Max and Nora leave my room I laid my head in the pillow again and look at Eddie. He doesn't make an effort to leave so I slide a little bit and he lays next to me. We put on the TV and watch a movie. In the middle of the movie I fall asleep the last thing I can remember before the sleep catch me is that Eddie stood up, puts the TV off and wallks out of the room.

dream:

I am in the house, the house that I last had seen when I was nine. I see my parents, they are angry at me again. I don't know what the fight is about. My 'dad' slapped my face. All what the little me wants to do is run, run up to my room and stay there safe, but my 'parents' got me and start to slap me again and again and again, until I am sure that I am going to faint. Almost I faint but I didn't. while I lay on the ground broken and hurt with blood on my face my 'dad' starts to jell at me again. I can hear what they jell and I know what day it is it is the day that my 'parents' left me because I was the child they never wanted.

Trent (dad): I wish that you never were born!

It hurts to see that my own 'dad' didn't wants me. I started to scream at him but he can't hear him because actually I am not there. It is just a memory from me. I feel that someone shakes me, someone who says my name.

Person: Loren wake up, wake up.

I wake up, the first thing that I see is Eddie's concerned face. I feel the sweat on my hand and I feel that I shake. As soon as I fully wake up Eddie pulls me in a hug.

Eddie (whispers) : are you alright?

He is still hugging me, I nodded weakly.

I: what happend?

I whisper it and if Eddie wasn't still hugging me I am sure he didn't heard me.

Eddie: I was waked by you screaming, I came and saw you with all the sweat on your face. I waked you. Was it that horrible, that dream.

I nodded finaly he let me go and I looked at my Phone next to me to see the time 01:45.

I (whisper): I am sorry that I waked you.

Eddie looks at me like I was insane.

Eddie: why should you be sorry you didn't do anything.

I (whisper): I waked you.

Eddie: so what, it was for a good reason. Do you want to talk about your dream?

I skake my head, no one knows my story except my parents and I.

Eddie: Oké if you need anything just come to my room oké?

I nodded, when he is gone I get my guitar and starts to write a new song

Hold my hand while you cut me down
It had only just begun but now it's over now
And you're in the heat of moments with your heart playing up cold
I'm between the middle watching hastiness unfold

In my eyes you were smiling in the spotlight dancing with the night
The night
Fell off your mind

Where'd you go when you stay behind
I looked up and inside
Down and outside
Only to find a double taking
Punching hard and laughing at my smile
I get closer
You obviously prefer her

I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time when I don't get nothing back
And for what
And for what
And for what
When I don't get nothing back
Boy I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time when I don't get nothing back
And for what
And for what
And for what
When I don't get nothing back
Boy I'm tired

(I should have known)

Never mind said your open arms
I couldn't help believe then trip me back into them
Even though

I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time when I don't get nothing back
And for what
And for what
And for what
When I don't get nothing back
Boy I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time when I don't get nothing back
(Teasing enough)
And for what
(I'm fed up of biding your time)
And for what
And for what
When I don't get nothing back
Boy I'm tired

Adele - Tired

I know for sure that nobody is going to know my story, since my 'parents' did this to me I build walls. Walls that can't be broken so easely but I have the feeling that it is Eddie is going to succeed and quicker then I like. I go back to sleep but didn't noticed that my doorroom was being closed by Eddie.