Bella Swan.
Not much else needs to be said.
She's the reason for my loss of sanity. She's the reason my prey has become no fun to toy with. She's the reason im standing in an empty ballet studio in Arizona.
Isn't love ment to be joyful? The thrill of the chase and all that jazz, only our encounter isn't going to be a happy one. Bella is my life. Right now i dont understand how i've lived without her. I need her as much as human's need oxygen.
"What were you thinking James? this isnt the way to go about it" My ever present, yet long gone fiance's voice asked. I dont know anything anymore, any human with this amount of emotion running through them would have spontaniously combusted. I panicked, i rushed and to be totally honest i just needed to know that Isabella Swan was, just was!?! There arn't words deep enough to explain my undying love for Isabella. She's the puzzle peice ive been missing since that fateful night of my change.
The next time i see those haunting eyes they will be full of fear. Fear of me! I subcontiously pull out a hair bobble i picked up from her bedroom and started playing with it. What do i do when she gets here? Why do i turn to mush when she's around? She is going to laugh at me and walk off. Im not going to get a chance! THINK JAMES THINK! How do you make her stay. Deal with everything later. Fear! It's what makes all human's i manage to hurt my Isabella though, that im not sure on. Maybe when she . . .
"He who makes a beast of himself, Gets rid of the pain of being a man" Matt shadow's screams from my cell phone. Its now or never James.